Disclaimer: No, I truly don't own Kingdom Hearts.
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Summery: one-shot, Axel and Roxas get caught in the rain and determine what they can feel. Axel's POV.
Pairing: Axel x Roxas : Rain Man
Rain Man
There I was sitting with him, just sitting. We let our legs hang down from the building top, silence engulfed us, and I liked it that way. That's when you know you have someone you can trust. You don't need to say anything, and that deadly silence turns into a consoling melody. My eyes shifted from the ominous rain clouds towards his face. His eyes were concentrated on the clouds; his feet sometimes hit each other causing a thump, he seemed at peace.
"It's going to rain soon, Axel" His eyes never broke from the clouds, along with his mind.
"That's why I have my hood up, I hate the rain" I tugged at the end of my hood to reassure myself it was fully covering every square inch of my head and then some.
"How could I forget?" His eyes finally locked with mine and I couldn't help but give him a smirk.
"I don't know Roxas, maybe because you dragged me out here when a storm is about to come?" He smiled then started to laugh, it soon became contagious and even I began to laugh. Then suddenly that somber frown returned to his face, and I regained my composure.
"How can we laugh, when we can't feel?" The tone of his voice stung, and now the silence between us became painful. His head turned away from me and back towards the clouds. My head shifted towards my feet and I gently bit my bottom lip.
"Don't be such a downer, Roxas" Thunder erupted from the sky and overtook the silence between us.
"Just stating the facts, we can't feel, what's the point of our existence?" He shifted his legs and got up. He pulled his hood over his head, and all I could see were the reflection of his blue eyes. Something inside me snapped, I don't know what exactly. Maybe it was my own denial of not being able to feel such pleasures I once felt. I don't even remember how to feel, but deep down I longed for it. My body craved something it doesn't even remember, how stupid.
I latched onto Roxas' coat sleeve and pulled myself up. We stood their, facing each other but not looking into the other's eyes.
"Do you feel this, Roxas huh!" His jaw shifted from the punch I just threw at him. My arm soon found its place by my side, and I bawled my first up. He removed his hood, and I saw I had given him a bloody lip. I don't think best friends are supposed to do these things to each other. He places two fingers on the bleeding lip and examined the blood now on his fingers.
"Yes, I felt that Axel, and it hurt like a bitch, you damned bastard. Feeling pain is not the same as feeling happiness, anger, or love; pain is not an emotion"
"I don't know what got into me" I whispered under my breath.
"I deserved it I guess; I've always been too cynical for my own good. Now we can say we feel, feel pain that is" I lowered my hood and knelt down to get a better look at his lip.
"I got you good, didn't I?"
"If you say so, though that was a sucker punch, Axel"
"It was for your own good" I smiled towards him and ruffled his hair.
"Yah, right" Roxas jumped down from the building to the ground and gestured a 'come on' to me, once he landed smoothly on his two feet. I jumped off the building, but my landing wasn't as graceful as his. He laughed at me and we began walking back, it was getting late. A flash of lighting struck the sky, and then rain and thunder made its entrance. My hood was down, and it started pouring like hell. My hair was soaked in a matter of thirty seconds, I grunted, I hate the rain.
"Let's take cover in the ally, the rain will pass soon" Roxas walked into the nearest dark alley and I followed him. The next thing I know his key-blade barely misses my head and a disintegrating neo-shadow fell over my shoulder.
"You should be more careful" He lectured me.
"Yes Mr. Key-blade king" I teased. He snorted at the remark and leaned against the wall. I stood in front of him, and then positioned my arms around his head, like I was doing pushups against the wall. My face was close to his, and he seemed displeased because of this.
"What are you doing?"
"What do you want me to do?" I smirked and he gave me a questioning look.
"I want you to back off me"
"You're lying, and you suck at lying"
"You suck at reading people Axel, since I'm not lying" I couldn't help but give him a soft chuckle.
Roxas was against the wall, against me, soaking wet; the mere idea teased my lions. I moved my arms from the wall and pushed him up against the wall, raising him up, yet holding him down. I nibbled at his ear while he began to struggle, but by the time I reached his neck he had submitted to my demands. I pulled down his zipper further and further, and he did the same with mine.
Soon he began to kiss and nibble at my collar bone and shoulder blade. Lighting and thunder played as our backdrop, stifling our moans. Our lips finally met and he seemed even more eager than I did. His actions were hasty but still very pleasing. Why should I complain? I was making out with Roxas. I released the pressure I had once had on his arms, and he went back to his original height. I broke the zipper on his robe, he undid my pants, I undid his pants, and he kicked off his boots and pants. I lifted him yet again and pressed his back against the alley wall. His legs wrapped around my hips tightly.
I kissed him to lessen the pain I was about to cause him. He hissed at I began bucking my hips, pushing him up and down against the wall. His eyes were closed shut from the pain, but I knew soon enough he would enjoy it. He clawed my back with his hands, as to say 'this hurts like a bitch, so I'm going to inflict pain on you for the hell of it'.
No longer did the thunder mellow out our moans, nor did the rain drown them out. Our bodies were hot, and our breathing pattern became even more erratic as each second passed. With a final thrust I let go of him and his legs unlocked from my hips.
He slid to the ground, panting, while I sat down next to him, fixing my pants. After I finished, I gave him his boots while he was putting on his pants.
"Was that supposed to make me feel something?" He murmured. I blinked a few times and sighed.
"Maybe"
"Did you feel anything?"
"Did you?" The silence grew between us again, and deep down we didn't want to know the answer to our questions. We sat there, waiting for the rain to end. I liked it that way, maybe he did too.
Another one shot, more to come. Please review x3
