Hey everybody!
Hope ya'll are doing good, this is the 6th chapter of "Losing Control" and I'm glad all of you are liking it and sticking with it too so yeah thanx a lot to each and every one of you!
UrGeNt!- If you've looked at my profile then you already know that I've been banned from the internet for a whole month! And I have no idea why, my stupid brother banned me from it and now I have to update my stories at school, guess ya'll and me are lucky that I have a file stick that connects to the USB port and so I can transfer my stories to the school computers, YaY! But yeah I'll try to keep updating but ya'll have to know that I won't be able to update on weekends, only when I go to school. I'm sorry, I really don't know why I've been banned! My brother says that he'll tell me after the month is over, he better have a damn good reason!
Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titans
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"Terra!" Beast Boy was surprised to see her in the kitchen.
"Well yeah I wasn't going to wait outside forever." Terra joked.
"Heh heh sorry about that." Beast Boy said rubbing the back of his neck and looked back to see Cyborg following him in.
"Girl!" Cyborg came at her with a fistful of joy and Terra willingly tapped his knuckles back.
"What's with the outfit?" Robin asked looking at her schoolgirl basketball uniform. He had grown curious and decided he would rather know all the details of the date, who knows maybe he and Kitten could even join them?
"Well, I go to school now Robin. And I love to play sports." Terra replied a little nervous to see their reaction.
"Yes, does it not sound wonderful Robin?" Starfire asked, obviously they had been talking.
"Where's Raven?" Cyborg asked looking around the room.
"Here I am." Raven's usual voice reached their ears.
"Friend Raven! You will not believe who has-"
"I have eyes Starfire, I can see that Terra's right there." Raven finished for her.
"Oh, well yes that is true." Starfire answered back dumbly, a little ashamed. She took a soda out from the fridge and handed it to Terra who opened it with a slight release of gas from the can.
Robin glared at Raven expecting her to apologize but Raven didn't pay that much attention to Star's dissapointment. Raven knew that Starfire knew what she was like already, there was no point in feeling sorry for her.
"So uh sports huh?" Cyborg tried to lighten the conversation.
"Uhh..yeah!" Terra caught on and nodded.
"What kind of sports?" He tried to find a way to connect with someone who might actually be worth competing, someone who wasn't Robin.
"Mainly basketball but I love volleyball and track just the same." Her eyes lit up.
"Girl I gotta play you one of these days, see if you're good enough." Cyborg teased but set the tone of a little challenge in there.
"Anytime anywhere." She eyed him.
"How about here and now?" Cyborg's eyes flashed with excitement.
"You're on!" Terra chugged the rest of her soda and burped.
"But Terra we are supposed to venture to the mall of shopping!" Starfire was surprised Terra had forgotten so easily.
"Oh yeahh." Terra rubbed her head with her hand not believing it slipped her mind. "Well, sorry Cyborg. It'll have to wait." She smiled at him.
"Aww no problem little lady."
"Let's go Star." Terra motioned for Star to follow her.
"Why are you going to the mall?" Asked Robin.
"They're going to go make themselves look pretty for me Robin." Beast Boy answered for the girls.
"As if." Terra laughed. "I'm only dressing up because you and Speedy are taking me and Star to a fancy restaurant." Terra closed her eyes in approval along with a smile.
Once Terra and Starfire were out the door Beast Boy panicked "Oh crap! I forgot to make dinner reservations!" He yelled around the Tower looking for a phone book.
Robin stood there thinking before he spoke. "Hey Beast Boy."
"Yeah Rob?" Beast Boy asked as he flipped through the pages.
"Mind if me and Kitten join you guys tonight?"
"Uhh..sure Robin. It'll be nice."
"Oh yeah, real nice." Raven said while passing by and Beast Boy frowned at her.
Hours passed and Terra and Starfire came back from the mall giggling as they made their way to Starfire's room. Raven just rolled her eyes when they passed through the Tower. Cyborg had managed to find a decent restaurant, of course not without mentioning they were the Teen Titans. Robin gave Kitten a call and she accepted without hesitation, still not noticing how annoying her screams could get when they wanted to be.
"Poor guy." Cyborg mumbled when he saw Robin holding the phone a foot away from his ear.
Night came and Robin and Beast Boy were in the living room waiting for the girls. Terra came in first, her hair curled and wearing a short yellow spaghetti strapped dress.
"Looking good Terra." Beast Boy said.
"Wow, I didn't know Nike made dresses." Raven said from the kitchen, she was making a cup of herbal tea while Cyborg was making a foot long sub. Terra's jaw dropped and Cyborg burst out laughing.
"Good one Rae." He went for a high five but she did nothing to even acknowledge his presence.
"Aren't you going to say something?" Terra turned to Beast Boy.
Beast Boy stood there trying to keep his own laughter under control. "Uhh..burn?" Terra punched him in the arm and he started to rub his arm vigorously.
Then Starfire walked in with her hair up in a ponytail and with a red dress. The dress was strapless and the bottom was cut to look like flames were being emitted from everywhere, it reached the bottom of her knees.
Cyborg and Beast Boy were staring at her like she was a goddess, they would have started bowing if only they could move without taking their eyes off her. Raven smirked when she saw Robin come in with wide eyes and an open mouth to match.
He had never seen Starfire out of her uniform before, she had always looked good in it but seeing her like this seemed to bring another radiance of color to her, the red really brought out the glow in her skin. She really looked beautiful, he wanted to say something but that would only make things worse.
"Is something the wrong?" She asked when she saw their faces.
Robin was the first to wipe the drool off his face, "No Star, you look fine." He tried to pull it off casually but when there was a knock at the door he jumped.
Beast Boy closed his mouth when Terra hit him in the back of the head with her purse and Cyborg went to answer the door.
The Tower was filled with shrieks calling out for Robin. Kitten appeared and wrapped herself around Robin's arm.
"Robbie-poo I missed you so much! You haven't called in like forever!" Robin went a little pink.
There was another knock and Cyborg answered it again, this time revealing Speedy in the doorway with a red rose between his teeth.
"Hello Speedy." Cyborg said in a dark tone, obviously not liking the fact of him being here or him bringing Star a rose.
Speedy squeezed in through the doorway and around Cyborg "Good to see you too Cy."
"Speedy!" Starfire ran into his arms.
He laughed while catching her in his arms "That's me babe." He grabbed the rose from his mouth and held it close to her nose so she could smell.
"It is wonderful! Thank you." They walked hand in hand back into the main room.
Robin stiffened when he saw them together, what if they made out in front of them at the table? No, Star wouldn't do that would she? Of course not! How can he think that? He grabbed for Kitten's hand and they left. Kitten had brought her limo, the only bad thing was that it was pink. Starfire seemed to be the only one who liked it so they went along too, not wanting to ruin the date for anyone.
"So...uhh." Cyborg said when he and Raven were alone.
"No" Raven said before he finished and went back up to her room.
When they got to the restaurant, they saw it was a seafood restaurant. Their table was located outside on a balcony, the sun was just setting and the temperature was just right. Robin made sure that Kitten was seated, he looked over and noticed that Speedy sat down before Starfire while next to him, Beast Boy did the same as Robin for Terra. He didn't like that but Starfire didn't seem to notice and he didn't want to cause a scene.
They ordered and Robin couldn't take his eyes off of them, he was trying to find any sign that there wasn't any chemistry there, anything would be fine for him. The only thing he did find was that Speedy was a little touchy, how far had Starfire let him go? Oh god, he didn't want to think of it but maybe that's what Raven and Cyborg didn't want to tell him?
"Robbie you're sqeezing my hand too hard." Kitten complained in his ear.
He let go, hoping no one heard that. In the middle of the night they were having fun talking about different missions and how unfunny Beast Boy was. There was a ringing and they figured out that somebody's cell phone was ringing.
"Oh, that's me." Speedy got up from the table. "I gotta take this babe." He said as he got up and left.
Robin was curious and excused himself to go to the 'bathroom', when he really followed Speedy out towards another balcony where the table was empty.
"Yeah I'm with her right now." Robin heard him talking to someone else.
"Yeah Starfire. She's alright, can't say I haven't had better." Speedy laughed.
"Dude I saw her the other day, I was with Star at the beach and she caught my eye so I looked and I missed." There was laughter on the other side of the phone.
"Yeah I missed! She thought it was funny so whatever. I'll get more chances at making out with her so.."
There was more talk on the other line.
"Haha yeah right she wouldn't let me go that far. And if we keep going on these little playdates with her friends we'll never get a chance for the fun stuff."
More laughter from both of them and that's all Robin could stand, he was shaking with rage by the time he got back to the table.
At the site of him Kitten placed a hand on his shoulder. "Robie-poo what-"
"Don't touch me." Robin shrugged her hand off, he couldn't stand her voice or touch anymore.
She backed off.
"Robin what is the matter?" Starfire asked from across the table as Speedy made his way back into his seat, he wrapped his arm around her.
"Nothing." Robin looked away.
Dinner went on for a while longer and Robin just stared at how Speedy treated Starfire, how couldn't she notice that he was a total jerk? It was easy to see, did Beast Boy see it? What about Terra? Or maybe he was just paranoid? Without thinking he sighed outloud rudely while rubbing the back of his neck in frustration as he sunk into his chair, everyone looked at him.
"Perhaps we should leave, I am very tired." Starfire broke the silence.
Everyone agreed.
Back outside Titans Tower everyone was getting out of the limo, Robin was the last one and as he was getting out Kitten pulled him back to her and closed the door everyone else walked in, thinking they wanted some privacy.
Kitten smashed her lips against Robins and made fake moans with her mouth, which Robin only found disgusting and he pushed her away.
"Robin what's your problem?" Kitten asked angrily.
"You're my problem." Robin muttered and he opened the pink door again.
"What is that supposed to mean?" Kitten asked when he was out.
"It means we're through." Robin slammed the door in her face, on the other side he could hear her screeches of not getting her way.
He smirked and walked inside himself.
"Nice." He heard someone say when he was entering the Tower.
Speedy was leaning cooly against the wall, Robin looked at him and raised an eyebrow.
"You know, the way you dumped Kitten." Speedy explained himself.
"You would know." Robin muttered.
"Aw come on you know it's nothing personal. And don't act all high and mighty, you're way worse than me."
Robin glared.
"Yeah I know you heard me on the phone, I'm not stupid." Speedy glared back and walked towards Robin.
Robin met him halfway and pinned him against the wall he was leaning against earlier "Starfire doesn't deserve this."
"And all the other girls you did this to did?"
"Stop comparing me to you." Robin tried not to yell by grinding his teeth together.
"I'm not comparing, I'm only saying you know what it's like. It's just too easy."
Robin lifted him from the wall and then slammed him against it as hard as he could "Starfire is not easy!" He screamed.
Speedy grunted "There you go putting words in my mouth again." He tried to keep his cool.
"I'm not going to let you keep doing this to Starfire, I'll make her see you for what you are."
Speedy pushed Robin off him "We'll see about that." He pretended like he had dirt on his suit and wiped it off. "Tell Starfire I left." The door to the Tower opened and he left.
Robin walked into the Main room as calmy as he could and he had no idea if he had succeeded but he told Starfire Speedy left and kept walking until he was in his room. He was single again, even Beast Boy had a girl and Cyborg always has Bee. He undressed and got ready for bed, he turned out the lights and couldn't sleep. He stared at the ceiling for a while and then went up to the roof.
When he got there, he saw that someone else was there, Starfire.
She turned to face him "I knew you would come."
He smiled, she always knew when something was wrong and this time, like the others, she was right. He walked over towards her and stood next to her, the wind blew her hair in her face and gave his shirt morphing wrinkles. He walked over to the edge of the Tower and sat, she followed.
"So tell me Robin, what is wrong?" She asked.
He had hoped she would drop it and they could stay there until the sun rose but she didn't. Maybe she didn't want more? Maybe she really did want to be just friends?
"Robin?" She asked again.
"Nothing's wrong Star." He smiled.
She looked at him, not believing a word.
He looked at her and she looked at him. And she remembered why she loved him so much, his pale skin outlined by the darkness, his courage, he was always saving her. The reason why she was going out with Speedy was because she knew she had to forget about Robin, he would never want her as a part of his life.
In the moonlight, her skin shined against its dark blue rays. And he could smell her scent in the wind around him. Why was she still going out with Speedy? Maybe if he told her he wasn't going out with Kitten anymore she would leave Speedy?
"Me and Kitten broke up." He said and it hung in the air.
So that's why he was in a bad mood, was he sad over leaving Kitten? Maybe she was the love of his life? It made Starfire sad to think Robin was suffering because he had lost Kitten, it hurt even more to know that it wasn't her who made his heart ache.
"You should go back to her Robin." Starfire responded.
Robin looked at her bewildered, did she want him to be with Kitten? He didn't get Starfire, what was she thinking? This was their opportunity all she needed to do was dump Speedy and they would be free.
At that moment he looked at her and she looked up, their eyes met and they leaned in closer.
They were so close and then Starfire stopped, he took the chance to grab her lips with his and kissed her. She tasted so good and he closed his eyes, he wanted to never forget this moment.
What was she doing? She was going out with Speedy and yet she didn't want this kiss, her first kiss, to end. She didn't dare open her eyes but she pulled away from Robin. He didn't let her go he went with her and in a way she was glad but the more it lasted the more she wouldn't want to let go.
The kiss ended and Starfire's eyes were about to burst with tears.
"Robin" Her voice quivered as she whispered "I do not understand."
Robin moved closer to her and pecked at her lips with soft kisses "There's nothing to understand Starfire, I want to be with you."
"But you and.." Her voice trailed "Me and Speedy." A few tears trickled along her cheek.
"Speedy's an idiot, he doesn't love you." The words stabbed at Starfire and Robin hadn't noticed the damage of his own words.
"How dare you tell me that Speedy doesn't love me, you have no idea." Starfire defended.
"I didn't mean it like that Star." Robin tried to explain "I heard him on the phone, he was making fun of you." Robin didn't know what to say.
"I don't believe you." Starfire crossed arms and sat farther away.
"You were at the beach and he tried to kiss you, but he missed." Robin was having a hard time getting Starfire to believe him.
"Why can you not be happy for me? As I was for you and Kitten." She pointed out.
Robin hesitated at first, how could he let her know? "I can be, just not with Speedy Starfire, not with him." He sat closer to her and she turned, if tears would come out she didn't want him to see them.
"Please Starfire, just leave him and then.."
"Then what Robin?" Starfire said would a voice that you could tell was crying "Then I can go back to watching you go out with other women?"
He was sad at her response, he understood her pain. He had to sit back and watch her go out with Speedy only once and he was exploding from the inside when he touched her. He couldn't imagine how many times Starfire had to do the same.
"I'm not going to leave him." Starfire said after a while of Robin not being able to respond. "He does not deserve it."
"You don't know how wrong you are Starfire." Robin tried to get it through to her.
"I do not care for what you have to say Robin. My decision is made."
Robin nodded his head silently with his eyes burning "Okay." He said, there's no hope for the blind who don't want to see.
They sat, in silence, waiting for the sun to show its first rays. And when it did, they said nothing, they only waited and watched.
Robin wished he could be there for Starfire and just wrap his arms around her.
And Starfire wished her eyes would stop burning.
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Yeah I know, Speedy's not that big of a jerk but I felt really bad for making him like that but you guys voted so whatever LoL I'm really sorry for the LONG update but just review so I can know what you thought, Later!
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