ALRIGHT WASSUP YALL SRY FOR THE WAIT BUT I MANAGED TO CHAPTER 3 DONE. SO FOR CHAPTER 3 I DECIDED TO DO BOTH SAKURA AND NARUTO POV AFTER HE LEFT THE VILLAGE. SO YEH I HOPE YALL ENJOY
SAKURA POV
It was now 2:37 pm 2 Whole Hours since Naruto Left The Village. Sakura was now at Ino's place it had took nearly an hour for Ino to make her stop crying and convince her to go stay at her place for a little while. Sakura had explained everything to her and Ino was disappointed in her best friend on how she could do that to one of the Best Kind Hearted People on this earth.Ino and Sakura were in the living sitting on the couch Sakura was devastated, felt dead inside and *Alone* Again her blonde knuckleheaded idiot friend left the village because of her every painful thing Sakura did to Naruto finally stopped but just not the way it should've been stopped. But why did she care? Why does she feel this extent of pain and sadness? She's the one who did it with no remorse or hesitation so why is it that when Naruto left a part of Sakura left too?. Sakura was looking at the ground silent with a pain expression Ino was looking at Sakura with concern and trying to comfort her "I'm sure he'll be back Sakura it's not like he'll be gone for good? Ino said trying to get Sakura from looking so empty inside
"Sakura...Naruto may not be the one who uses his head most of the time but we know when it comes to types of situations he gets his head screwed on right Ino said in a confident and reassuring tone a few seconds later Sakura made rose her head from looking at the ground to the wall with an expression of anger "HOW COULD HE BE SO SELFISH!? Sakura said in anger while Ino looked at her with confusion of what she just said "Oh no I know this..this is one of her indenial moments where she constantly denies things that are her fault and blames others for her mistakes...oh boy" Ino said in her head was back to reality looking at Sakura with a confused, questionable look "I MEAN DOES HE NOT THINK OR CARE OF HOW I WOULD FE-I MEAN HOW ALL OF US WOULD FEEL?!?? HE THINKS HE CAN JUST ABANDON THE VILLAGE WITH NO REMORSE?!?? THAT SELFISH PATHETIC IDIOT Sakura said in complete anger it was now confirmed she was being indenial again this was slowly setting Ino's temper of the scale of what she was hearing but kept letting her talk a bit more "WHO THE HELL DOES HE THINK HE IS? JUST LEAVE US DEFENSELESS OH I GET IT THAT LOSER WAS JU- Sakura then stopped talking after getting a hard slap on the face by Ino. Sakura was now looking at Ino with complete shock, eyes widened and everything her best friend just slapped her and now Ino was looking at Sakura with an angry expression "WHAT THE HELL WAS THA-" She was interrupted again but not with a slap this time just with a flat hand facing foward across her face which stated Ino wanted to her to stop talking and let her have the floor "Just Who In The Hell Do You Think YOU Are?" Ino said with a serious tone Ino was not taking the disrespect Sakura had been launching off about Naruto and Finally after so long Since nobody was gonna tell her Ino would do it herself *Telling her The Truth and Waking her Up To Reality* "HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT ABOUT NARUTO AFTER EVERYTHING HES DONE FOR YOU???" Sakura was speechless at and couldn't give her answer "I MAY HAVE LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAYS OF BEING INDENIAL BUT HERE IS WHERE YOU REACH THE DAMN LIMIT, NARUTO HAS BEEN THERE FOR YOU YOUR ENTIRE LIFE! EVERYDAY HE WOULD BE THERE TO GIVE YOU SMILE, A LAUGH ANYTHING TO KEEP YOU HAPPY AND ALL YOU DID WAS THROW IT ALL IN HIS FACE" Ino shouting at Sakura "I MEAN IF ANYTHING YOU SHOULD BE MAD AT IS YOURSELF AFTER EVERYTHING HES DONE FOR YOU ALL YOU DID WAS ABUSE HIM PHYSICALLY AND VERBALLY WHEN ALL HES DONE WAS SHOW YOU THE MOST CARE THAT ANY GUY HAD SHOWN YOU! HE TOOK EVERY PUNCH, EVERY HURTFUL WORD FROM YOU..AND STILL HE LOVED YOU AND GAVE IT HIS DAMNED ALL BUT DID YOU EVER APPRECIATE IT!!!!? NO! He Left Because Of You, Because of What YOU DID TO HIM, HOW COULD YOU GO THREW WITH THAT? What Has Naruto Done To Deserve That Treatment From You? Sakura then looked at the ground with a sad expression knowing good and well Ino was telling the truth to her
"Sakura...before you even try and say anything it's about time someone asked you Why do You love Sasuke? You barely Knew him, during our childhood growing up you barely knew him and he what I remember never showed any interest to you at ALL besides call you annoying or try to avoid you Sure he's changed and Now is giving you a chance but I don't know if you noticed you still BARLEY KNOW A DAMN THING" Sakura then rises her head up with frowned and abjected "I DO KNOW HIM" Ino then quickly replied with annoyance "Oh REALLY TELL ME THEN SAKURA WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT SASUKE BESIDES FROM HIS OUTSIDE FEATURES?" Sakura then was about to respond but then she realized she didn't have an answer she really didn't know anything about who sasuke was on the inside and could only think about his outside features Looks, Mysterious, Strong, all those were about Sasuke but from the outside. The Truth hit Sakura Like a Wall EVERYTHING Naruto Leaving the Village because of her, *Loving* Sasuke but not for whom he is on the inside and focusing pretty much on the outside.
Sakura then fell silent and looked back at the ground holding back her remainder of tears Ino then made her finally realize something Sakura would never figure out on her own "So I Was Right...You Do Love Naruto" Ino said in a serious tone Sakura then wanted to look at Ino with shock but she was hiding by trying to show a face of confusion and sadness "I Dont- She again was quickly interrupted by Ino "Dont Even give me that Bullshit you can deny it all you want but you do When Those Guards Told you He Left You fell on your knees and broke down into a waterfall of tears, It took me almost an hour to make you stop crying and finally convince you to come to my place to sort everything for yourself comfort, When You found out Naruto was leaving the first thing you did was dash your way to his home hopefully to stop him preparing as fast you could infact that was the fastest I ever saw you run, Then when Shikamaru had you under his shadow possession jutsu you were crying and giving a face of desperation and fear like you were on the verge losing something or someone, You then were begging Shikamaru to let you go saying it was your fault and then when he let you go you didn't even hesitate you just ran immediately to go after Naruto now look at you now your on the verge of crying again..Sakura...Stop denying it it's only gonna make you feel worse and if you don't hell I don't anyone not even me could help you out of that pit" Ino said with Confidence and Annoyance at her best friend she finally heard what she needed to hear the question is...Will She Listen?
Sakura then got up and was toward the door to leave when she was about to reach the knob her she felt a grip on her other hand it was Ino "You can't just walk away from this Not This- Ino then stopped talking as she heard sobbing and sniffling and also seen tears hitting the floor Sakura was having another breakdown "Y..Your right*Sniff* about everything..He..He's Gone...Naruto is Gone because of Me*Sniff* He showed his upright care and kindness to me with all his heart...A..A..And All I Did Was Push him away and Treat him Like A Waste of Life...I DID THAT TOO HIM*Sniff* A..And Even After All of That...he..He...HE STILL LOVED ME..After ALL OF- Sakura couldn't finish the rest of her sentence as she bursted into more tears and falling again on her knees Ino then quickly fell on her knees and let Sakura on her shoulder to let it all out.
*Naruto...When I look back to my life growing up with you I can finally see You we're always the sun to my sorrow everytime you smiled at me or gave it to people around you it would always set me at eaze and making me smile as well, everytime I saw you I felt alive like any piece of sadness or depression I would feel at the time would be washed away by your appearance...I was always feeling something more with you Naruto I just never noticed or I probably mostly likely just ignored them and all I did was push you away whenever you tried to care about me...Why did I have to feel this now..When you left I finally Realized...
I Love You Naruto*
Naruto's POV
Naruto had been walking for hours down the path out of the Land of Fire everything was still on his mind Leaving the Village, Never Planning to Return and Most of All...Sakura. But Naruto somewhat enjoyed being out of the village it was more peaceful in the forest he would set his mind focusing on the sky and all the WildLife he would pass by trying to distracting himself from his main thought...Home.
It Was Then the hours set in and it was nighttime it would be the first time Naruto would be spending the Night by himself out of the village and not on a mission usually when it was night during a mission Kakashi would set camp and signal for the team to do the same for rest if they were gonna get back on their feet for the completion of the mission but now Naruto didn't have a mission, he didn't have anywhere specific to go now it would now be Naruto being in charge of himself from now on He would still be accepting missions and assisting however he can except any part that requires him to return to the Hidden Leaf. Naruto then stopped and set up camp for himself he got some wood set it in place a cone shape stack then took out some matches and lit the fire Naruto then took out the blanket from his bag and set it on the ground and sat down on it looking at the fire. Since it was Night Naruto really didn't see any wildlife at all and could pretty much just hear the sound of crickets and twigs snapping he felt uneasy "Man it sure feel creepy out here when your by yourself" he said with a worried voice
(Bolded Words is Kurama)
"HEHE" The Orange fox laughed "What's so funny?" Naruto replied with an annoyed tone "We Have Went Up against the Ghost of the Uchiha and Fought Against Kaguya Otsusuki the Mother of The Sage Of The Six Paths and Here you are being a little child about a few bug noises and sticks breaking apart" Kurama said with a cheeky laughing tone "What did You Actually Want to Talk to Me About?" Naruto asked with a serious tone *Sigh* Naruto is this really worth it? He asked dropping the cheeky tone to a serious one Naruto then responded with a quick reply "Yes" then kept looking to the "You Haven't fully thought this threw have you that's what is the dumb part about you never think always just do" Kurama said with annoyed tone "SHUT UP Stupid Kurama I've thought everything threw In my head" he responded with a agrivating tone "Dosent seem like it Your not your usual self ever since you left the village you haven't said a word until now, Your having second thoughts about leaving aren't you?" Naruto then fell silent to that question *Sigh* So what maybe I am that's not changing my mind I'm not coming back...there's no way in hell I am ever again" Naruto said with a sad expression on his face and tone "Naruto...I may not know how it feels to have those human affections for another to be played with but I do know what it's like to be used" Naruto then made a regretful sad face "Kurama...Please don't your experience of being used to mine it's different in a way" kurama was then curious of what Naruto meant he had never been human but he has been living inside of Naruto's body so he had some idea but he still did not understand humans that much "What do you mean Naruto?" The Fox asked Naruto then looked at the ground and answered his friends curiousness "Madara..He used you for your power to fight the First Hokage the difference is Sakura used me and my emotions for her own pity, her emotional punching bag and all I've ever done was show her the most respect I could but that didn't matter hell even after bringing Sasuke back home it still didn't mean shit it was clear that I wasn't anything important to her at all she pretty much used me to get her Cute boy toy back since she couldn't do it herself" Naruto finished and felt a bag of sadness hitting him immediately all he ever wanted was Sakura to approve of him and atleast treat him like somebody and hopefully earn her heart but he didn't "Naruto do you remember what you told that black haired kunoichi?" Kurama asked but Naruto was confused "Can you be specific kurama because I know many kunoichi with black hair so try and make sense" Naruto responded confusingly Kurama then got annoyed and frustrated but then again it's true there a lot of black haired women Naruto knew so he calmed down and tried being more specific *sigh* You told her about your feelings for Sakura and Said you would try you hardest to win her over" Thats when Naruto realized what he was talking about.
"I Remember"
*Flashback*
2 Years Ago
"There's A Girl I Love Her Names Sakura Well Its Pretty One Sided On My Part. Sakura is Completely In Love With This Other Guy Named Sasuke. She Tries So Hard Pursuing Him And Trying To Win His Love When She's At It Her Smile is The Cutest Thing You've Ever Seen I Can't Explain It But Before I Knew it I Was In Love With Her Ofcourse Even If I Do Feel That way I Would Never Ever Try To Force Her To Love Me So Early On I Made Up My Mind Just Like Sakura Always Tries To Win Sasuke Over Im Gonna Try My Hardest To Win Sakura Over Nothing Would Make Me Happier If She Chose Me Someday But Either Way It's Okay I just Want Sakura To Be Happy.
*End Of Flashback*
"Yeah I Remember All of it now I also said I wanted her to be happy even if she didn't choose me..." Naruto now felt bad that he didn't honor what he said and now went from sad to guilt. Naruto wondered how sad he made Sakura when he left or if she found out *Sigh* "I really am an idiot"
"Heh You now start to realize that kid?" Naruto didn't respond just looking at the fire for a few more moments and started to smile a bit "I guess I will head back to the Village however not now atleast I'm just not ready yet...But..when I do head back and see Sakura again with Sasuke I won't be mad about it I mean I'll be disappointed but...I'll be happy for her..For Both our Sakes and I guess I'll just have to move on" Naruto said with a reassuring smile and confident tone "Good for you" Kurama said Naruto then yawned and decided it was good for him to go to sleep now he laid his head back on the blanket and face up to the stars then after a few minutes he closed his eyes and went sleep.
Sakura I'm Sorry..for being so selfish and dumb knowing you when I come back to the village youll probably have enough chakra stored up to send me flying to the moon hell I wouldn't blame you if you did...I'll just be glad Knowing you'll be happy with all of Team 7 finally reunited and for both our sakes I will no longer bother you with my feelings I'll finally let you be happy even if that's not with me
Good Night Sakura*
WELL YALL THATS CHAPTER 3 I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED ILL HAVE CHAPTER 4 UP IN A COUPLE OF DAYS MAKE SURE TO LET ME KNOW WHAT YALL THINK BY THE REVIEWS. Remember This is my first time doing this writing stuff so please try and go easy on me *sigh* but yeh
