The beauty hidden beneath your lie,

My God, it breaks my heart to only know

I'll admit that, yes, I do

And, yes, I am

Do I even have a choice?

I can see, you're no where near

And I miss it, this thing I never had

You were beautiful. "Were" it sounds so final.

I watched this morning,

The sun rose, as though from no where it appeared before me.

As time went by, the rain began to fall,

I stood outside as this happened,

Hoping that just one drop could be a tear of yours

Just one drop could offer the warmth I so desperately need.

I walked in the rain,

To the places only we knew,

Yet everyone could see.

The only wonder left of mine,

How long is left to play?

I'll admit, I need to know.

Lying here now I can see it all,

And sadly nothings left.

The sky, my God, It's amazing.

The warm air, that comes only after a storm embraces me,

Allowing every kiss you left to run freely across my body.

It's all so empty though.

It's all bleak and un-forgotten without you.