The beauty hidden beneath your lie,
My God, it breaks my heart to only know
I'll admit that, yes, I do
And, yes, I am
Do I even have a choice?
I can see, you're no where near
And I miss it, this thing I never had
You were beautiful. "Were" it sounds so final.
I watched this morning,
The sun rose, as though from no where it appeared before me.
As time went by, the rain began to fall,
I stood outside as this happened,
Hoping that just one drop could be a tear of yours
Just one drop could offer the warmth I so desperately need.
I walked in the rain,
To the places only we knew,
Yet everyone could see.
The only wonder left of mine,
How long is left to play?
I'll admit, I need to know.
Lying here now I can see it all,
And sadly nothings left.
The sky, my God, It's amazing.
The warm air, that comes only after a storm embraces me,
Allowing every kiss you left to run freely across my body.
It's all so empty though.
It's all bleak and un-forgotten without you.
