It wasn't just an ordinary day for Harry Potter, no today was like no other. Today was the day where all his dreams were lost. All that he had ever wished for was taken from him and it was never coming back, she was taken from him.
(Harry's POV)
I loved her so much, I would give anything to be with her. I was hoping to tell her how I felt this year at Hogwarts. She was my life, the only pure thing left in it. I only lived and breathed for her. I know without her there is no point in living anymore. I know I shouldn't feel this way, especially about my best female friend. I never knew this much pain before. This aching in your chest, my heart felt like it would burst into tiny pieces then put itself back together just to break again. I owled her everyday sometimes even 3 times a day to see if it was really true, to see if she really wasn't coming back to me.
"ARRGGG, I can't take this anymore!" Tears were streaming down my face and I didn't even bother to wipe them away because they didn't stop. I just wanted to die. I had no reason to back to Hogwarts if Hermione wasn't going to be there anymore. I knew it wasn't true, it couldn't be. She promised me she would never leave me. I remember that day if it was yesterday…
"I don't know what to do Hermione, I can't take it anymore if someone else I loves dies. I wish you all never met me, your lives would be so much easier. Its all my fault, its all my fault." I said as I looked into those eyes that I loved so much. I really wish she wouldn't look at me like that. I am so close to just saying I LOVE YOU HERMIONE! But I cant; I couldn't take it if she didn't feel that way for me. I know she doesn't, it would just hurt too much.
"Harry stop it, its not you're..." Hermione says as Harry cuts her off. I can't let her say it's not my fault when it is.
"Please stop Hermione, please" I can feel the tears welling up in my eyes, "I can't take the thought of losing you... or Ron."
"Harry I promise you, I won't leave you. Ron wont leave you either Harry, your stuck with us weather you like it or not." Hermione says as she brings me into a hug. I love her hugs they always make me feel so happy. I never want to leave her arms, this is where I belong, where she belongs.
She promised me, why would she leave me. I don't know what to do anymore, mylife is so dark and empty without her smile to light it up. I leave Hogwarts tomorrow. Normally that thought would make me happy but knowing Hermione won't be there, I cant seem to be happy. As I lay in bed, the last thing that crosses my mind is Hermione's perfect smile and how it felt to be in her arms.
Hey, how was it? It's my first one so I don't know about this. I'm open to all criticism. And in the next chapter you'll see why its titled "Dark Angel" So thank you for reading it and I will get the second chapter up as fast as I can, if you like it that is, Bye
