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Talking to the police wasn't as painful as she thought. Reliving the night with her parents, Rory and Luke in the room was a lot worse. It probably had something to do with that thing people say about it being easy to talk to strangers about your problems. She didn't really care any more. After her talk with Rory she finally understood that it wasn't her fault and that Christopher was in the wrong. But she couldn't help but feel guilty about the whole thing. I know Rory told me that I shouldn't blame my self and I believe that but I could have saved everyone so much hurt if I just lied. She wanted to go back to sleep but something prevented her, lost in her own thoughts she barely even noticed when the nurse came to put the plaster on her arm. The decision to refrain from sleep obviously wasn't Lorelai's as she drifted off into another restless sleep.

Emily had never been so scared in her life. Of course she wasn't going to let anyone else know that but when she got the phone call saying her only daughter was in hospital she could swear she felt her heart stop, if only for a second. She had only experienced that feeling once in her life and it was when she found the note from her daughter saying she had ran away from home. She hoped to God that no one ever had to feel what she was feeling at that moment. How could Christopher do such a thing? I thought he loved her. I wanted them to be a family. What if he had done it before, it's not exactly like she was in the know with how Rory was conceived. I couldn't bare the thought of knowing that he might have forced him self on my daughter. I need to talk to Lorelai! She hadn't realized it but she found her self almost running towards Lorelai's room. Her thoughts kept screaming in her head not giving her a moment of rational thought about what she was doing. Coming to an abrupt halt outside Lorelai's room she pushed the door open not hesitating for a second on her negative thoughts that Lorelai might want an ounce of privacy after her confession earlier that night.

She was finally snapped out of her selfish crusade when she laid her eyes on her daughter's helpless body. Hesitantly Emily made her way over to the chair that was located next to Lorelai's bed. Trying her best not to wake her she sat down and let her previous accusations and realizations slip to the back of her mind. Gently placing her hand on top of her daughters plastered arm she began to soothe her daughter the only way she knew how. "It's going to be okay Lorie don't worry, I wont let anything happen to you" her declarations were barely above a whisper and fell on deaf ears as Lorelai slept on oblivious to her environment. She hadn't called her that since she was at least 5 years old, it was only a silly pet name but seeing Lorelai in this position she felt as though she were 5 again. The overwhelming urge to protect her from the evil of the world made its self present in Emily's heart.

She must have been sitting there a long time because eventually Emily fell asleep. It didn't feel like she had been asleep very long and she was woken up by Lorelai's desperate pleas. At first she thought that someone else was in the room as she threw off the last confinements of sleep from her head she focused on Lorelai's almost thrashing figure lying on the bed. It was almost relief that washed over Emily as she saw that they were still alone in the room. Looking over to her daughter Emily soon realized that Lorelai was still asleep and very much in the thralls of a nightmare.

"Lorelai …..Lorelai please wake up" Emily was standing over Lorelai's bed and tears began to fall down her cheeks, she had never felt more helpless than she did at that moment seeing her daughter in almost physical pain. She was frozen with fear but she placed her hand reassuringly over Lorelai's forehead to try and soothe her. She felt physical sick when Lorelai visibly jumped from the contact of another person and wanted nothing more than to kill Christopher for what he had done to her daughter.