Out There, In Here
They're always happy.
I don't want to ruin their happiness. . .
So I have to be happy for them,
Out there.
Until I get to my place,
Then I can be what I really feel. . .
In here.
Out there. . . I'll be "happy,"
In here. . . I'll be what I am.
In here,
Everything is the way I want it to be,
Everything I am.
Out there,
Is where I would like to be,
But can never reach it.
So. . . I'm happy for them,
But let my real feelings show,
In here.
I am out there. . .
But am really in here.
