This takes place sometime after Yzak and Dearka meet each other at the… Mendel Colony? I really need to catch up on the ending 10 or so episodes of GS.
Disclaimer: Captain Obvious says: Lycaena does not own Gundam SEED.
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. He kept the mantra up in his head, hoping that it would block out everything else. He must have taken one too many blows in the Buster. Why the hell had he said something like that? He wanted to punch something. The wall looked like a good subject. But walls wouldn't scream in pain. He wanted to hurt something. What had inspired him to do that? He thought back to the conversation leading up to his stupidity.
"What the hell were you thinking?" He asked in a harsh whisper as he shoved her against a wall. "Do you want to get yourself killed?" She looked away, unable to make eye contact with him. He growled as he kept her firmly attached to the wall. She whimpered before speaking.
"Why are you getting so mad at me? It was your idea."
"I didn't expect you to carry it out!" He'd shot back. She looked up at him.
"Then why did you suggest it?" She asked, not backing down.
"It was just a passing thought!"
"Oh, so you just happened to suggest it around someone who has almost unlimited access to the communications equipment?" She asked skeptically, a fine copper eyebrow raised.
"If I thought it was actually worth my time, why wouldn't I send it myself from my own goddamn Mobile Suit?"
"Because you're worried that he would ignore a message sent by you."
"Damnit Mir!"
"You know it's true!"
"Look, if someone finds out about this, do you have any idea what could happen to you?"
"But they won't. Why are you so worried anyways? What's the worst that could happen?"
"Look, Yzak isn't exactly a warm fuzzy when he's in a good mood. You do not want to know what could happen if he gets into a bad mood."
"How would receiving a message from you get him in a bad mood?"
"I'm a traitor in his eyes, one of the worst kind. If he thinks that I'm trying to get back on his good side he will not hesitate to kill me, and, If I know Yzak, he'd find a way to bring me back just so he could kill me again!"
"And this is… a bad thing for me?" She asked hesitantly. Dearka rolled his eyes. He hadn't wanted to bring this up but,
"Look, if my- his commander gets a hold of that message, and knowing him, that's quite possible, he would use that to his advantage! You have no idea what that guy's capable of!"
"Well it's a little late for warnings now, isn't it?" She asked, trying to pull herself off the wall. He pushed her back down and glared at her.
"If anything happens…" He stopped, and looked at her. That was the last thing he did before instinct took over. He leaned in and kissed her. After he pulled back, she stared at him and ran off.
It was defiantly not how he'd imagined their first kiss together. She hadn't been ready. It defiantly wouldn't make things better. Worse, maybe, but better? No way. He'd screwed up. Groaning, he crawled up into the cockpit of the Buster. When all else fails, pretend to work. He was about to start when a message alert popped up. Curious, he opened the message. It was from Yzak. Had it actually worked? He read it through. It appeared that he was the same Yzak he'd known, his temper evident through his words. It appeared that Miriallia was off the hook, but that meant he had some apologizing to do. But if things with Yzak weren't screwed over beyond repair, he was fairly confident that he could patch things up with Miriallia.
A/N: I'm not all that pleased with this one either… meh.
