Sickness of the Mind

I feel sick. It's almost like I can feel the bile rising in my throat. I think the scary part is that it's all in my mind. I'm imagining everything.

'Oh gods please help' I whine pitifully holding my stomach in agony. My mouth opens in a soundless yell. To yell. I would love to just that. To scream, till everyone felt my pain, knew what I was going through.

If they knew how much I left behind, how much I had, just to stand up for them. Right now I wish I didn't do it. I wish I had kept silent and…, oh gods did my stomach hurt. I think I'm going mad.

My mind is going insane. I can't think anymore, only feel. The endless pain. I feel sick.

- I just recently looked at my hits… I got 1035. I'm flattered…and confused. I have 1,035 hits and only 13 reviews, is something missing here or is that just me?

-Alina