This poem's in connection with "The Birth of A Friendship" and is about what happened to Kenny.
Anguish
I haven't forgotten what it felt like to emotionally abused;
The memories of your punching and kicking that left me scarred and bruised.
…My very reason for living you always made me lose…
You stomped on my ribs so often it became old news
So everyone but me eventually moved on
Unable to see how costly your torture was to me.
Everyday I see your long lost faces
..Feel my wrists ripped to pieces
By the tightness of my restraints; your knotted laces.
They're not there, the scars that you gave to me.
But the anguishing memories still bring me pain
There was one time you left me cold and destroyed in the pouring rain.
No friends…no angels…and no sunlight
To help me judge from wrong and right
You act like you done nothing
Are you blind?
Or just ignorant?
It was you that almost had my death wish sealed and signed.
You killed me, deep inside
But that made me determined never to hide!
I couldn't let anyone know I could lied
It was my only defence, my only haven
The only thing that's worth savin
From the only thing I can call my own…
…My anguish, I've always known
