A/n: ok i was listening to my Les Miserables soundtrack yesterday and "on my own" came on and I thought…ok this could be a good Ryro fic about Rogue missing John after he left. So I hope you enjoy!
Rogue stood leaning against the balcony outside her bedroom. She stared out into the night and watched the quiet outdoors. Her room faced the front of the school and she just looked out toward the gate, praying, hoping that it would open and in would walk her long lost friend, but she knew she was foolish for thinking so.
On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All Alone I'd walk with him till morning
She sighed as she remembered how she used to get up in the middle of the night not being able to sleep, and she stared to walk around the school quietly and she'd usually find him in the kitchen either drinking a soda or picking on some snacks. She'd sit next to him and just watch him while he occasionally looked up to find her staring. "what?" he would snap at her and she would just smile slightly and shake her head.
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me
Then there were times when she was feeling lost and alone and he was the one always there for her. Always the one to pick her up when she was down, to take her in his arms, not afraid of accidentally touching her, and tell her everything would be alright.
In the rain
The pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever
Lately, she and bobby have been drifting further apart. Her thoughts were that he was sick of not touching his girlfriend, not being able to get close. And her thoughts were beginning to become reality for she has seen Bobby hanging out with Kitty Pryde more than he has been hanging out with her. Kitty constantly flirts with Bobby, and Bobby doesn't try to stop it. Now she is feeling lost and alone again, not cared for any longer but he is not here to hold her.
And I know it's only in my mind,
That im talking to myself and not to him
When he left, Bobby no longer wanted to stay in the same room, and he asked the professor if he could change his room. The professor agreed and let him room with one of the new kids that just came here. So they're old room was left empty except for his stuff. At times like those when she felt alone and felt she needed comfort she would go to his room, close the door, lock it then curl up on his bed knowing that is the closest thing she would have.
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there's a way for us
She know she should be mad at him for leaving them, for magneto none the less, the only man that Rogue hated in the entire world. But she couldn't find herself to be mad at him, no matter how hard she tried, she always saw his smirking face in her head and those memories of him being there for her when no one else was would always replay in her mind.
I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone
The river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers
When he left her whole life turned around, Bobby became friends with the guy he was rooming with, Marc, and he was similar to John in a way. A prankster, class clown, sarcastic. But he was not the same; no one could ever be the same.
I love him
But everyday im learning
All my life I've only been pretending
With out him
The world will go on turning
The world is full of happiness that I have never known
She viewed the students around her most of the day, sitting there quietly just watching their lives. Most of them were laughing and joking around with their group of friends. Since she got her powers she never had that, sure there was Bobby, Jubilee and Kitty and when he was still here, John. They all made her smile and laugh, but ever since that day things have changed, Bobby, Kitty, Jubilee and now Marc entered the group. But they didn't seem to notice that she was gone.
She stared up into the night sky, letting the cool breeze rush by her, blowing her hair. She let out a breath and she opened her mouth and her whispered words were carried away by the wind, just lingering there for a second.
I love him,
I love him,
I love him,
But only on my own
"I love you."
A/N: Ok well I hope you liked it! Review tell me what you think and this may turn out to be more than one chapter like this "Story" will just be a collection of Ryro songfics. I already have another song in mind, so tell me what you thought about this and tell me if I should write another.
