Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
I gently picked her up and placed her in her mother's car. She fought and fought to stay, but her mother just wouldn't have it. She demanded that after Charlie's funereal she had to go home.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
But Bella was mad at me, because I didn't fight as much as she did to keep her here. Actually- I didn't fight at all. When her mother said that, I just nodded and continued eating.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I shut the door and walked away. After going about 5 feet, I turned and looked back. Bella was staring at me, her eyes sad and lonely. I hated myself because I knew that I had caused her this pain.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Her mom started the engine. As she started to drive away I had to shut my eyes. I couldn't bear to see the sight. She never looked away from me, I felt weak because I had to.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I had to stay strong; I had to stay strong for Bella. She needed me to be strong. But I couldn't, I knew that I would end up leaning on her for her support rather than her leaning on me for my support. How in the world did we end up this way?
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
But I couldn't lean upon her anyway. She had to move on! Maybe she would find someone else in Jacksonville… probably not but I would hope that she did.
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you
I know that I would always remember her, remember the way she would blush, the way my name rolled off her tongue. The way she would get apologize for the completely wrong thing, the way she always fought to be changed…
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you
She knew everything about me… all my secrets, all my past. She promised that she would never tell anybody. And this is how I repay her, by making her go somewhere she doesn't.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Bella was a person that you would only meet once in a lifetime, and I had let her go. The only person who could ever truly love me, and I had let her go. I CAN'T LET HER GO! I chased off, following the sound of the car, always making sure that I was behind and out of sight. I knew that I would get to keep my Bella.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
I had finally reached the airport, sneaking past security to catch up with them.
"Bella!" I cried out. She turned around and looked at me. "Don't go! I can't live without you!" I could see the tears forming in her eyes. "Bella! I LOVE YOU!" by now her mother was turned and looking towards me. I raced forward, (at a humanly speed) and dropped to my knee, puling out the ring that I've been keeping in my pocket that I've been meaning to give to her.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
By now, there were people surrounding us and watching us in shock. "Bella, I love you. Will you marry me?" I asked. The tears that were surrounding her eyes, fell. She was crying, but I still didn't have an answer. "Bella?"
"OF COURSE EDWARD! YES!" she screamed, jumping into my arms. I got up and spun her around. "I'll do it Bella, I'll do it." I said; giving in. "Oh Edward!" she said right before she kissed me fully on the lips.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
It didn't matter whatever anyone threw my way. As long as I had Bella, I could last eternity.