Hello everyone!
I know that it has been a while since I was last on here, and for that I do apologize. Life has gotten very stressful, depressing, and tough for me as it has been for so many of us while this pandemic has been going on. With that being said I hope you all are doing well, staying safe, and doing the very best that you can in maintaining a positive mindset in these hard times.
Now, I do have an announcement in regards to my stories. I understand that I have been gone for an extended period of time and I understand that some of you have been asking me what is going on with my stories. What many of you don't know about me, except for a couple of people, is that I write my stuff based on what I am feeling at the time. If I'm writing a chapter I have to feel it out and when I do get the sensation for it I write it down in my notebook and then type it on my computer. I am not the type that can just sit at my desk looking at the screen for hours with nothing going on in my head waiting for inspiration to strike, I have to feel it in that moment. My feelings, my emotions, and my inspirations are all in there when I write, and I am very positive that many of you write with your emotions as well and maybe do the same process as I do. And it's not me being lazy, a stick in the mud, whatever it is you want to call it, if I'm not feeling it then I will not force myself to write a half-ass chapter that I won't be proud of. When I write I want to give you all my best work, that's it. Writing is such a passion of mine because it is my favorite hobby above all else that I do, I don't want it to feel like it's becoming a chore when it doesn't need to be. It should be fun after all. And I'm not saying this to attack anybody, I just feel like I had to give an explanation on the way I write and my process as a writer, even though I know I don't need to explain myself. All that I ask is that you please be kind enough to respect my process and the time that I do take to figure these things out. It may take me a long time, but that's just the way I am. Just be nice to me as I am with all of you, and we'll be good.
As far as my stories go, and with a lot of thought, I have made some very difficult decisions. My TMNT Fanfics that I have been writing that are still in the process of being completed, I will no longer be writing them. Which means that "Turtles and Benders", "A Megatropolis Love Story", and "The Fearless Leader's Princess" will remain as incomplete. The truth is I have lost interest in these stories and I no longer can feel out a good direction to take them all to, and that to me is a very big problem. I have tried everything to get inspired again with these stories, but nothing has worked. It does suck that I won't able to complete these stories because I no longer feel anything with them, but if I'm not feeling it then I won't force myself to write a piece that I won't be happy with. I know that many of you were looking forward to reading what would happen next for these stories, and for that I am so sorry that this decision of mine has disappointed you all. My first fanfic that I wrote on here will always be something that I am proud of because it was my best work and I was so dedicated to it and it shows in the way that it was presented to you guys. It is my baby, and I will always love it. However, my time with TMNT fanfics has come to an end and I don't plan on going back because to me it doesn't feel right anymore.
The only plus side to this is that my Dragon Ball fanfic that I am working on now is something that I am happy about. I am excited with the characters that I've made, their stories, and Dragon Ball as a whole because it gets my creative juices flowing again. Basically, you can call it me saying goodbye to one series and welcoming a new one into my writing world. So we'll see how my time with this new series goes, and let me tell you I can't wait to get back into the writing groove again.
I know that this wasn't the news or the chapter that you were looking forward to reading, but I had to make this announcement for you all because I owe you that much. It has been a good run with these stories, and it is sad to see them go. However, when one door closes another one opens. I am okay with putting my TMNT days behind me and ready to start this new journey with my Dragon Ball stories. I hope you all can forgive me for my decision, and if not then it's okay but I need to do what is best for me at this point. Thank you all so much for all of your support for me and my stories, you have been wonderful. Until next time, stay safe, stay healthy both in body and in mind, and remember to stay positive:)