Refinding the Lost That was Never Gone

By: Sesshomarus01hana

A/N: I do not own Inu Yasha or any of its character, but Sesshomaru would be a lovely Christmas present.

Chapter 2

"AHHH!" Rin woke with a start, opening her eyes and quickly sitting up. "Ugh," she groaned as light headedness took her over, and she fell back onto the bed. Bed? Rin carefully lifted her self up on to her left elbow, her right hand caressing her head.

"Careful, you might hurt yourself," chuckled a heavenly baritone.

"Ayah!" Rin babbled out and she jumped two feet in the air, scooting to the farthest edge against the wall, trying to get away from the unknown voice. Then quickly swiveling her head around to see who else was in the unknown room with her. Rin was met with the sight of the angel that had saved her.

"You might not want to sit like that," Sesshomaru pointed out as he tried to avert his eyes from her form.

'Huh?' Rin thought looking down at her legs. "AYEE!" Rin screamed as she quickly pulled the bed's sheet up to cover herself. She was no longer wearing her blue jeans and Three Stooges t-shirt, but a cotton plaid shirt that was way to big for her. But in her position it made the shirt rise up and expose her milky white thighs, and the top three buttons on the shirt were missing, showing the tops of her luscious breasts, much cleavage, and most of her collar bone. "I-I'm not dead am I?" Rin asked blushing, embarrassed that she had been so exposed to an unknown person.

"No," Sesshomaru said betraying no emotion of the laughter he felt, as he stood up and walked to the end of the bed, the farthest corner from Rin. "I can see you are doing better," He said inspecting her from afar.

"Hey?" Rin suddenly said in almost a yell, "Where am I?" She asked as it suddenly hit her.

"You're at my condo," Sesshomaru said plainly, as if it were an everyday occurrence.

"Why did you bring me here?" Rin asked in a scared voice.

"You collapsed so I decided to help you," Sesshomaru said putting his hands in to his pockets, giving him a relaxed look, the opposite of Rins. "You should be grateful I helped you," He said rocking back and forth on the balls of his feet.

Rin, who had a small amount...ok a large amount of dirty mindedness, took this the wrong way. "NO!" She shrieked staring at Sesshomaru in disbelief.

Sesshomaru who was shocked at how she took the fact that he had helped her, stopped rocking back and forth and stood still, "No what?" He asked now very confused.

"I-I'm not that type of girl!" Rin said tears stinging her eyes. "you helped me and I'm thankful and all, but I'm not going to sleep with you!" She stated shrilly. Looking around for an escape route, and wondering how she could've mistaken him for an angel. Eyes finally going back to Sesshomaru's astonished face. "I would nev-," But Rin was cut off by Sesshomaru's hand that was now firmly covering her mouth.

"I did not bring you here to have sex with you," He said firmly, a small fire of anger burning in his eyes. "I brought you here because I thought that it would've looked suspicious if I carried a girl of your age in to a hospital fainted and covered in gravel and dirt," He said sternly as he slowly lower his hand from her mouth. "Now, if you will excuse me I will get you a towel and a change of clothes since yours are still washing right now," he said as he casually made his way towards the door.

"Uh..,"

"Yes?" Sesshomaru said trying to keep the care that was over powering his irritation out of his voice. Happy for the fact that his back was to her.

"Is your name Sesshomaru? And um.. are you an angel?" Rin asked shyly, blushing at the last question.

"An angel? Close and far enough from the truth I guess," Sesshomaru said chuckling. "But you are correct Sesshomaru is my name. Sesshomaru Tesaiga, why?" Sesshomaru asked surprised that she had known his name, and that she thought he was an angel.

"Oh, well I'm um..Rin," Rin said blushing.

"Okay Miss Rin," Sesshomaru said turning around, not knowing he had just made Rin blush the shade of a tomato. "What is your last name so I can contact your parents," Sesshomaru said leaning on to the wall next to the door. Inwardly reminding himself that Rin was a very common name.

Rin who was now to embarrassed to look at Sesshomaru in the face from when he had said her name. "I-It's Obana," she said as she heard a loud thud sound in front of her. Rin looked up to be met with an astonished Sesshomaru sitting on the floor with his legs tucked under himself, indian style. "Sesshomaru!" Rin said as she got out of the bed and quickly rushed over to him, holding the top of Sesshomaru's shirt closed so it wouldn't fall off her small shoulders. "Sesshomaru? Are you ok?" Rin said as tears welled up in her eyes, seeing that her angel had fallen. Why did she choose now to get emotional?

'NO' Sesshomaru yelled in his mind as he was sucked in to his head's conscious. 'How? She died hundreds of years ago!' Sesshomaru thought, as he remembered his sad past.

-FLASHBACK-

'Rin' Sesshomaru thought as he watched the ceremony from afar. Today Rin was getting married to a man named Tristan Obana. They had fallen in love after Tristan had saved Rin from a group of demons, that Sesshomaru had somehow never sensed. From that day on Tristan came and visited Rin every day, finally proposing to her. It all seamed so suspicious to Sesshomaru, but Rin was so much in love with Tristan that he couldn't bring himself to stop the wedding

Sesshomaru was brought out of his thoughts when he saw Rin walking down the isle in a beautiful kimono, but the kimono did not do Rin her justice. She out shown it with one lovely smile. She looked like a porcelain doll. Sesshomaru, who had feelings for Rin, but of course only realized this when she was promised to mate another, could only stand by and watch. Sesshomaru's stomach churned as he saw the two share a kiss as they walked down the isle of jumping and cheering people. Sesshomaru wanted nothing more than to run down there, rip Rin from Tristan's grasp and take her back to his castle, never letting any other lay eyes on her. But his sanity was holing him back, even if it was slowly seeping away.

ONE YEAR LATER

"This is what you deserve!" Tristan yelled as he stood over Rin's dead body. A bloody sword in his hands.

Sesshomaru standing a yard away rage and disbelief tearing at his insides as he saw Rin die. The red stripes on his face and wrists became more jagged, his fangs and nails grew longer and bigger, poison dripping from them. "You will die," He said, a cloud of venomous gas seeping from his breath. His teeth dripping poison. He lept forward, slashing this way and that at Tristan. Killing him. Blood splattered every where, on everything, on everyone. Sesshomaru then used tesaiga to bring Tristan back to life.

"What the hel-," But Tristan was cut off as he was again slashed to death by Sesshomaru. Sesshomaru continued to slash at Tristan, sometimes bringing him back to life to feel the pain that he was feeling inside of himself. He only stopped when he felt like slashing at globs of smashed up flesh wasn't good enough. He walked over the unmoving globs, to Rin who was now covered in her former lover's blood. He picked her up bridle style and carried her out of the hut.

He had decided not to bring Rin back to life. If he had it would not have been his Rin. The Rin that would've come back would be afraid of the world, of men. Sesshomaru was afraid that she would reject him. So he buried her in the castle's garden. Her favorite place.

-END FLASHBACK-

'No..' Sesshomaru cried out in his head, a breathless whisper. Sesshomaru was brought out of his thoughts by a jerking feeling. When Sesshomaru finally came back to the world in mind and body, his head was on Rin's shoulder, giving him an eyeful of her beautiful alabaster breasts. Being held tightly to her small frame. Sobs were wracking her body, to the point of torcher.

"Sesshomaru, please come back," she cried. "Sesshy..," It had some how come out of Rin's lips by accident, but it just fit the moment like a glove.

It was then in his moment of confusion that Sesshomaru realized that Rin could only hold him like that if she was startling him. And sure enough she was. Sesshomaru who was still trying to cope with the emotions that the memory had brought back, quickly snapped out of his horny thoughts of him and Rin and tried to focus on the present. "I'm fine Rin," Sesshomaru said unwrapping Rin's arms from around his neck, only to get them thrown back around his neck, but even tighter than before. Almost chocking him, but in a comforting way. This time his face coming into full contact with her bosom.

"Oh Sesshomaru I-I thought...," Rin cried out.

"What? That I had died?" Sesshomaru said pushing her away again, but softy as he chuckled off his embarrassment, closing her sit with one of his hands. "Rin I would think that a demon could die that easily," he said not caring that he admitted that he was a demon.

"Demon?" Rin said cocking her head to the side as she looked at him. She watched as Sesshomaru closed his eyes and concentrated on something, then opening them. The red marks and the blue crescent moon she remembered reappeared, and his silver hair came out of his tightly woven braid to caress his face and back.

"Now," Sesshomaru said as he got up, "How about that shower?" He said helping Rin to her feet. As she stared at the red stripes on his wrists. He quickly left the room and return a couple seconds later with a cream colored towel, a pair of Calvin Kline sweat pant, and a flannel shirt. "the bathroom is to the right through that door," he said pointing to the door on the right side of the room. "Come out when your done," He said as he handed Rin the towels. "ok?"

Rin nodded, not being able to speak. Her voice was caught in her throat from how beautiful Sesshomaru looked.

Sesshomaru nodded back and left the room, shutting the door behind him.

Rin walked into the bathroom. It was decorated to match Sesshomaru's personality perfectly. It had a vase of red, white and yellow roses in it, red yellow and white, towels, and red yellow and white hand soap. Rin quickly pulled the overly large shirt over her head and chucked her underwear. Trying not to wonder why she had on no bra. And climbed into the shower. When she was done she quickly dried herself off with the cream towel and got dressed. She was happy with the fact that he had chosen a better fitting shirt form her, but she was embarrassed that she didn't have on underwear or a bra, because they were dirty.

As she walked from the room, following the hall until it ended in an open area. Sesshomaru was sitting at a mahogany table staring at two phone books, a flustered look on his face. She also noticed that he had made his stripes and crescent moon disappear, but his hair was still down.

"Rin?" Sesshomaru asked when he sensed someone else was in the room.

"Yes," Rin said walking over to Sesshomaru.

"Are you sure your last name is Obana?" He asked.

"Yes," Rin said wondering why he asked.

"Well, your name isn't in this year or last year's phone book," he said concerned. "Where do you live?" he asked, still looking through the phone book.

"I live at..."

"At where?"

"I...I," Rin said as she stood there paralyzed, "I-I don't remember," she said in a breathless whisper staring at him. He slowly brought his gaze up to meet hers.

I hope you liked my newest chapter! Sorry it took so long to update :tears: any way thank you so much to the people that reviewed! I luv you guys/gals! C ay next time! 33333 Sesshomarus01hana