Refinding the Lost That was Never Gone

By: Sesshomarus01hana

A/N: I do not own Inu Yasha or and of the characters...but I will have to change that now wont I? heehee

Chapter 3

"I-I don't remember," Rin breathed out.

"What do you mean you don't remember?" Sesshomaru said looking at Rin from across the room.

"I-I'm Rin Obana and my dad's name is uh...um..," Rin rambled as she started to panic. She looked left and right trying to find something that might boost her memory. "My mom's name is uh..um..," Rin looked at Sesshomaru with scared pleading eyes, "I..I don't remember," Rin said in a barely autoable whisper, and broke down. Her knees giving out from underneath her. Rin twingged on the way down, waiting for the impact of the ground, but it never came. Instead she felt strong warm arms wrap around her, holding her close in a protective hug. When Rin looked up she saw her angel, his cold golden eyes now held a sad warmth for her that she knew did not come from the couple of hours that she had known him. Rin then did the only thing her brain would allow her to do. Curl into a ball and cry.

Sesshomaru didn't know what had caused him to leap up and save Rin from falling to the floor, but he knew that it would turn the situation from bad to worst, and it had. He now held the crying Rin in his arms and couldn't think of how to comfort her. He felt like he should protect her with his life and never let her leave his arms again. What he should've done those many years ago. Feeling this way Sesshomaru unknowingly tightened his hold on Rin. She was no longer crying hysterically, but now it was more of a hiccup.

"Are you ok?" Sesshomaru asked as he felt his arms go a little lax around Rin's small form, that was still curled into a ball at his chest.

"...," Rin gave Sesshomaru no answer, but snuggled in to his big warm chest.

"Rin?" Sesshomaru said curiously as he pulled Rin from his chest and became highly irritated when he saw that Rin had fallen asleep. Leaving him to worry about the fact that Rin Obana didn't exist. He carefully lifted her up bridle style and carried her to his bedroom. He placed her gently on the soft sheets, pulling the disarrayed sheet from earlier over her body. He turned to leave, but stopped short when he heard something that made his heart skip a beat. Something he had not heard from anyone since he had threatened Jaken that if he called him it he would kill him.

"M-Mi'lord," Rin whispered again as she slept. A single tear running down her cheek. "I'm sorry," she whispered, now tossing and turning.

Sesshomaru was at her side in a flash. Not knowing what to do, just standing there staring at her struggling. 'She said...," Sesshomaru thoughts race a mile a minute.

"Lord Sesshomaru!" Rin was now screaming in her sleep, tears in suicide falls down her cheeks, frailing her arms around herself. As if she were defending herself. Barley missing the massive magnolia headboard that had designs welded in it.

Sesshomaru fearing the Rin would hurt herself quickly jumped on the bed and pinned her arms and legs down with his arms and legs.

-"DREAM"-"FLASHBACK"- (type thing)

"Mi'lord!" Rin sang happily as she ran toward Sesshomaru with a small bouquet of flowers. Sesshomaru who seemingly didn't see Rin turned around and started walking off, with Jaken the toad demon in his wake. "Mi'lord!" Rin shouted as she tried to run faster, trying to get closer to them. "I'm sorry!" she yelled after him, but not knowing why. She tripped and fell to the ground, and started to cry.

A sound of crunching grass came from behind Rin. Her heart skipped a beat of happiness as she quickly turned around thinking it was Sesshomaru coming back for her. Her heart fell when she saw it was a man with black hair. Dressed in a traditional groom's kimono. She couldn't figure out why but she felt like she knew him. He reached a hand out to her. Rin looked down at her own hands to find that she to was wearing a old fashioned bride's kimono, too. Rin took the man's hand in her own. A chill went down her spine the second their hands locked together and she quickly pulled her hand away from his. He gave her a disagreeing look and reached to her left side, and unsheathed a sword. It flashing a small rainbow of colors over Rin. Rin stared at it transfixed as he raised the blade over her head.

It took that little action to make her realize what was going on, she panicked. "Lord Sesshomaru!" She screamed as she tried to get away from the imposing person. As he swung down on her, Rin shut her eyes hard. "Sesshomaru," she whispered. She knew he wasn't coming, and as the blade made contact with her flesh she cried, and kept crying, never feeling the blade go though her all the way.

She felt herself being pinned down now unable to move her arms and legs. She slowly opened her eyes to be met with the lust filled pools of Sesshomaru's eyes. His lips slowly descended towards hers. When they met it was like electricity through her body. He kissed his way down her jaw to her neck, where he licked and nipped at the soft flesh. His hands on her arms moved their way down her arms to her breasts, caressing them. His thumbs playing with the nipples until they hardened. Then rubbing them along her flat stomach to the tops of her hips and back up again. Causing her to moan her name. He then unpinned her and started to walk away, leaving her again, but Rin didn't want him to leave, she wanted him to stay. She got up and tried to run to him, to hold him tight and never let him go, but it was like trying to swim through mud,

She then felt warm, protective arms wrap around her. She looked up to find Sesshomaru, sadness in his eyes as he carried her bridle style to her grave. "Sesshy," she whispered as a last single tear dropped from her cheek. Falling in to a deep sleep.

-END-OF-FLASHBACK-DREAM- (like thing)

After a few minutes of struggling Rin had finally settled down and was lying still, breathing deeply, tears still falling from her eyes. Sesshomaru's eyes where transfixed on her face. Holding her pinned and in such a suggestive position, and her moving under him made his blood rush to his groin. Sesshomaru then leaned over, his lips less than a inch away from Rin's and instead of kissing her, blew on her. He blew a path from her mouth to her jaw to her neck where he let a breath of hot air on her neck.

"Sesshomaru," Rin moaned underneath him. Her arousal evident in the air.

Sesshomaru who was now fully aware of what he was doing to Rin quickly jumped off her, and walked towards the door, promising himself a cold shower. He stopped short when he heard movement from the bed and found Rin struggling and tossing in the bed. Sesshomaru quickly went over to the bed afraid that Rin would hurt herself and got on to the bed again. This time he held her. Hoping to god that his erection would go down. Rin stopped moving.

"Sesshy," She whisper breathing deeply in her sleep.

Sesshomaru then also decided that the only way to keep Rin from hurting herself was to sleep with her so he lye down trying not to disturb Rin. He thought that since he was with his Rin, that he could sleep with out the human spell, so he concentrated and he became his demon self again. His crescent moon and stripes coming back to his body features.

Pulling Rin close to himself he fell in to a deep sleep. Hoping that Rin would never leave him.