Disclaimer : I don't own Star wars nor do I own the song "Die for you" from Megan McCauley that is found on the soundtrack of the fantastic four
Die for youYour
fear it moves me.
Your weakness I taste.
I breathe you, I
hate you.
You course through my veins.
Why did you have to turn to Palpatine for advise ? Why didn't you trust Obi-Wan. He wasn't mad that it was your child. Yet you chose to betray him and whole your family. By killing them.
And
now.
And now.
You want me. You love me.
And I hate
myself.
I need you, but I hate you.
'Cause I want nothing
else.
I know you wanted to save me from your dreams of me dying in childbirth. How many times did I have to tell you I wouldn't die then. Yet, I did, because you betrayed not only your family, but also me.
And I bleed you since I've healed you.
Your pain
escapes through me.
'Cause I breathe you, but I hate you.
'Cause
they say we could never be.
They can't see.
I
told you from the beginning that it wasn't possible. That we were
going to be forced to live a lie and that I couldn't do that. Yet,
we still married and we were happy. We had to hide our love, but we
didn't care. We had each other
I know I shouldn't love
you.
There's just too much to fake.
But you see me, and I
feel you.
And I am not afraid.
I'm not afraid.
And I
bleed you since I've healed you.
Your pain escapes through me.
'Cause I breathe you, but I hate you.
'Cause they say we
could never be.
You became happier since then. I always thought of you, never believing the news reports that said you died in battle. I held myself strong. I loved you and I knew that you were alive, somehow I knew
It
seems the pain's been traded,
Since I pulled you through.
And
now my mind's been so jaded.
And I would kill myself for you.
I'd die for you.
But
then I got pregnant, I knew this was going to be hard to hide. When I
found out I cried, you weren't there to support me when I needed
you. Only after two months you returned from your mission. You were
happy, it was the happiest day of your life.
And
I bleed you since I've healed you.
Your pain escapes through me.
'Cause I breathe you, but I hate you.
'Cause they say we
could never.
You began to have nightmares, about me dying in childbirth. I kept promising you that I wouldn't die right then. You were deceived by a lie, as we were all. But with you the lie had the most impact.
You betrayed your family and all of that for me. All I needed was your love. Not the galaxy, not the universe, not the sacrifices, nothing. All I needed was your love. You choked me right there. My heart broke.
And I bleed you since I've healed you.
But I
hate you, but I breathe.
Eventually I died in childbirth just like you predicted. But it was not from any vital or organic problems. It was my own problem. I didn't have the will to live now you had turned your back on everything that was good.
Everything that I stood for. You betrayed me. I still love you. And I was willing to die for you. If only you would have been there when I died. I will keep believing in you. That someday you will do the right thing and we will be reunited in heaven. Until then…
And
I see you.
And I feel you.
And I hate you.
But I'd die
for you.
I'd die for you.
Thank you for reading this ;-)
