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Megan McCauley - Reverie

Left here alone
And unsure of what I feel
Unclear but I see
Just what I'm afraid of

I was completely alone now. My child has died, my beloved wife is dead because of me. My master isn't coming back to me. I'm completely alone in the darkness of the dark side of the force. Completely alone in the darkness I created around me. And all because of that one dream. Why couldn't I just tell someone about it.


I can't find my way anymore
And I
Cannot heal the wounds I've created
And I can't let go
Of what's killing me

Falling from this edge
I am lost to all I know, hey

Nightmares plague my mind at night, memories at day. I would want to scream out to let the memories and nightmares to stop but I can't. They are part of the darkness I created around me. I can't escape anymore. I'm trapped forever in this whelming darkness. This darkness that is called the Dark Side of the force. This darkness I avoided the first half of my life.


I can't breathe anymore
Somehow I'm locked inside this cage
And I try
But I cannot fight to stay alive

Falling from this edge
I am lost to all I know
Time is only the answer see and
Lies the only
Reverie

This darkness I embraced with desperate need of more power. More power to save my beloved angel from death. It did not help her. I sacrificed my family, my freedom, my lightness for her. It did not help. I fell into a trap of the now evil emperor. The person I call Master now. The one person I hate the most.


I've tried
But I can't fight anymore
I'm falling from this edge

In the end, my son has saved me from my cage of darkness. His light was the sun trough the shadows. I embraced the light side of the Force again, leaving the darkness behind me. I felt at home... for the first time in my life of Darkness...


I am lost to all I know
Time is only the answer see and
Lies the only
Reverie

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