Chapter One
Pansy's Journal Entry- Night Before School Starts Back up
Hello Journal,
Well tomorrow school starts back up, wonderful isn't it another year with the golden trio, and their followers, see that's where the griffs and the Slytherins are different we don't follow one certain group of people like they do, well some of us follow Voldemorte I'm not one of those people though I don't think all muggleborns are stupid just Granger. I also don't believe in killing people that's just how I am, ha-ha sometimes my friend Draco doesn't understand that see his father is a death eater and some day Draco said he might be one as well, I really hope he decides not to become one because I don't think they will win the war when it happens the good side is just to strong for them. I know I know I am betraying everything my parents and my friends parents stand for but I don't care it's the real way I feel. I don't know I'm just not very excited about school starting back up I mean sure its fun at times all the pranks we pull on the golden trio but even that gets old. I guess what I'm saying is I'm sick of some of my friends and how all they think about is boys I guess I would be that way if I thought I could get a boyfriend I mean I am 16 and I haven't had a boyfriend and I've never been kissed so it makes me angry when all my friends talk about their boyfriends and kissing them and all that mushy gushy stuff. I'm not saying I have to have a boyfriend but it would be nice to get one and to be the one talking about kissing instead of all my friends. Even Millie Bulstrode has a boyfriend she is dating Teddy Nott, well not saying that's anything to be proud of but still if she can get one why can't I. sometimes I think I'm not pretty enough well scratch that I know I am not pretty enough my hair is so black it makes my skin way to pale , and I'm so short that none of the guys want me because I look like a little kid, not to mention most of the guys in slytherin think of me as one of the guys not as a girl. I hate to even say her name but Hermione Granger can get the attention of the poor boy weasel, and I can't even get one guys attention. I think I have a crush though on Draco I hung out with him and I was noticing how the light hits his hair and how blue his eyes are. Well I should head to bed now I got to get up early tomorrow to catch the train
See you later Pansy M. Parkinson