Chapter 4

-"Sirius... SIRIUS!"

-"There's nothing you can do, Harry-" The words echoed in Harry's head, but he couldn't get them out.

-"It's too late, Harry."

-"We can still reach him-"His own determined voice declared.

-"There's nothing you can do, Harry...nothing...he's gone." The words ached in him, burned their way into his chest, but he didn't get the meaning of the words. He didn't want to understand them.

-"He can't come back, Harry. He can't come back because he's d-"

-"HE-IS-NOT-DEAD!" He felt himself roar, but he knew it wasn't true. He's heart ached while he looked at Sirius' shocked, still smiling, face. A voice broke his roaring. A mocking baby voice.

-"Aaaaaa...did you love him, little baby Potter?"

Harry woke up with a hitch, and sat up in his bed. He breathed heavily, but didn't notice as the pain and emptiness in his heart were so strong. Hoping the feeling would disappear; he leapt out of the bed, and went towards the window. The sun tried to climb the mountains and the sky was coloured deep red. He sighted and closed his eyes for a minute. Malfoy obviously was asleep since Harry hadn't heard any nasty comments yet. He put his head in his hands and saw Sirius' face in front of him.

Draco had never been a heavy sleeper, and woke easily at Harry's soft moaning.

'Gee, don't tell me he's wanking!' Was his first thought, but with only one look at the other boy, he understood that was not the case. Harry tossed and turned in his bed. He woke up with a light cry, and sat up in his bed. For a second Harry looked old. He looked hunted. He looked like he wanted to cry, but his eyes wasn't even glossy. His eyes were dark with emotions; pain, fear, terror and hate. Draco felt shocked at seeing all these emotions in Harry's eyes. Harry had never really given an expression for these feelings. The moment he thought at it, the emotions suddenly were gone, and a blank mask was all that was left.

Harry raised and walked towards the window. The morning light from outside lighted his feathers and he suddenly looked etherical. Like a light creature. Truly beautiful.

Harry sighted and closed his eyes. He let his head fall into his hands, and his hands slipped through his hair. Draco studied Harry's small frame. He looked so defeated. Draco wanted to say something, but decided that it would be best for both if he pretended that he'd never seen anything. He closed his eyes.

The day started with breakfast with the Dursleys. A very horrible experience indeed. Vernon and Dudley were the most disgusting people Draco had ever met, and they made Draco lose everything called appetite. Harry decided that they could buy some food down town.

-"How do you live through every summer with those Muggles? They are the most disgusting things I've ever seen! I can't eat in their presence. I get sick!" Harry started laughing. –"What?" Draco asked, following Harry as they walked towards town.

-"You should've seen the look on your face when we ate breakfast! You looked like Ron did when we met the giant spiders in second year. Priceless." He laughed and made a scared grimace.

-"Don't you ever again compare me to Weasley, Potter." He said with his most murderous voice.

-"Sorry, but it's a little funny really. Giant spiders are the most frightening things Ron can think of, while you can't stand my Muggle relatives." Draco accepted the apology.

-"You met giant spiders in second year?" Draco asked curiously.

-"Yup. They nearly ate both Ron and me, but miraculously enough we both survived. Because of the Ford Angelica..." He shook his head at the memory.

-"Sad," Draco muttered, but Harry just chuckled. –"How did you meet the spiders anyway?"

-"This was the year the Chamber of Secrets got opened, remember?" Draco nodded.

-"So there really is a Chamber of Secrets. Dumbledore told the school that it doesn't exist."

-"It does. I found it, together with Ron, and I've been there myself. Scary place, really. Anyway, Hagrid got expelled because they believed that he opened the Chamber the first time." Draco made a funny sound, and muttered something like:

-"Yeah, like he's that smart."

-"Voldemort actually convinced the Ministry that he'd opened it, that's why he got expelled. When the Chamber again was opened, of course the Ministry thought that Hagrid had opened it again. So they brought him to Azkaban, but Hagrid managed to give us a message. 'Follow the spiders.' Of course I had to do that, though Ron didn't want at all. Well, we took my Invisibility Cloak one night and followed the spiders into the Forbidden Forest. In the middle of the forest there live giant spiders. Hagrid had a giant spider as a pet before he got expelled and the Ministry thought that this spider was the horrible creature from the Chamber. This giant spider, Argarapp, moved out in the forest and got thousands of children. It's a little complicated."

-"I think I get the picture," Draco said and tried to pretend like he wasn't interested in the story.

-"We followed the spiders and suddenly we were surrounded by hundreds of giant spiders. We talked to Argarapp, and found out that Hagrid didn't open the Chamber. We were just on our way back to the castle, when Argarapp decided that he would let the spiders eat us. But thank the Lord and Lady, Arthur's old Ford Angelica showed up, and saved us. It had become wild!"

-"What was in the Chamber anyway?" Draco asked.

-"A basilisk. For a second I thought it had killed me, because I got bitten, but then Dumbledore's phoenix came and healed me."

-"Who opened the Chamber?"

-"Voldemort, of course. He's the only true heir of Salazar Slytherin, and he could control the snake because he's a parcel tongue. He did it through a diary, a horocrux."

-"And that is?"

-"Oops, said too much. But it doesn't matter anyway, because you'll never find out what it is." Harry said with a smirk. Draco rolled his eyes, and decided that he would find out what a horocrux was.

-"Second year was a good year, when I think of it. We actually thought you were the heir of Slytherin a little while. So we made a Polyjuice Potion and turned us into Crabbe and Goyle."

-"You did WHAT?" Draco exclaimed, and Harry laughed.

-"Your common room is damn cold," Harry joked.

-"I can't believe you did that! With no punishment?"

-"Dumbledore told us that we'd broken about 200 rules, but he couldn't punish us when we saved Ginny's life! She would've been dead if we hadn't found the Chamber, and Voldemort would've returned without anyone knowing. And that would've been bad." Draco shook his head in shock. There was so much he didn't know about Harry's life.

-"What has been your best year at Hogwarts until now?" Draco asked.

-"Third year, definitely. The only year I didn't meet Voldemort in person, together with sixth, but that wasn't a good year. And I met my Godfather, Sirius. He died in fifth year, but it was cool to get to know him. Killed by your aunt, actually."

-"Oh... Bellatrix?"

-"Yup," Harry said, and lit a cigarette. He maybe sounded tough talking about this, but that was all pretend. –"Your best year?"

-"Forth year, I think. Or third, not sure. The year before my beloved father dragged me into all the nasty business." Harry nodded. He could understand that.

They continued walking. The sun was high in the sky and it was quite warm.

-"We can buy something at the grocery store and eat outside. There's a small beach some minutes away. Does that sound okay?" Harry asked.

-"Okay", Draco answered. He loved the nature, but had never really told anyone of this soft spot.

They walked into the store and bought a white bread, a basket of strawberries and sliced cheese, since they didn't have anything to cut the cheese with. They went to the local café and bought two cups of tea. Then they walked over to the beach. It wasn't really a beach, only a place where water met continent, so they weren't bothered with bathing guests.

-"I love this place," Harry muttered. –"I went here at least once every day last summer. Hey, don't look at me like that; it's not that much to do here! Besides I spent much time with Louis, David and Tony too." Draco smiled amused.

-"So he's your boyfriend, is he? Imagine; the-Boy-Who-Lived is gay!" He teased.

-"He's not my boyfriend!" Harry said obstinately. –"We just fooled around last year."

-"Why? Isn't he good enough for you?" Draco continued challenging. Harry sent him a nasty glare.

-"No, I'm not like that. I would've been together with him if it was right and if I was… how to say it...in love with him. Goddess, I hate that phrase!" They started eating while they watched the sea. Draco laid down and watched a few clouds slowly pass the sky.

-"Watch out. Your perfectly combed hair will get messy," Harry sniggered. Draco had used over 10 minutes combing his hair that morning.

-"I can't believe you don't even own a comb," Draco replied and took one look at Harry's hair. –"Oh, I believe it."

-"I do own a comb. It's in the bathroom, and I don't use a quarter combing my hair!"

-"I can see that, thank you. Maybe you should… Besides I only used 5 minutes."

-"No you didn't, you used at least 10 minutes," Harry exclaimed, and lit a cigarette.

-"Maximum 8 minutes," Draco said obstinately.

-"Which is much longer then even Hermione use, and she's a girl!"

-"Look at her hair, for Salazar's sake! She really should use a little more time, if you ask me." Draco sniggered. –"Her hair is always bushy!" Harry stuck his tongue at him, as he knew Draco had won the discussion.

-"Let's take a bath," Harry said.

-"What!" Draco asked outraged.

-"We'll take a bath. It's warm, so lets cool down."

-"No way. The water is probably dirty and I haven't got a bathing suit or a towel!"

-"Well, neither do I," Harry said and started taking of his t-shirt. –"But I'll take a bath anyway." Then stepped out of his faded, but nice, jeans, and suddenly stood in front of Draco only in his black satin boxer. Harry had a tattoo over his groin, some signs that Draco never had seen before. Draco traced the thin line of hair that showed the way into Harry's boxer, but quickly snapped out of it.

-"Tell me if the water is cold," he replied. Harry shrugged, and walked towards the water. Draco let his breath out slowly, not noticing he'd be holding it. Harry was hot! Damn sexy! He was tanned, his body was lithe, but he had very defined muscles and abs. And that tattoo! Draco studied him with his head tilted to the side, while Harry walked out on the pier that broke the water. He dived graciously into the water. It was quite warm here actually. Maybe he should take a bath; it was tempting, after all. And no one would know besides Potter anyway.

-"Come on, blondy. The water is delicious, "Harry yelled from the water with a big smile on his face, shaking some water out of his hair. How did it manage to not look flat even wet? Draco wondered over Harry's hair. Draco threw of his t-shirt and jeans and walked out on the pier. He dived into the water and…nearly got a heart attack!

-"You call this delicious!" He squealed outraged, when he reached the surface. Harry couldn't help but laugh at the sight. Draco Malfoy's wet hair clustered to his head, he had a look of pure shock at his face and looked very much like a drowned cat.

-"If I only… had a camera…" Harry managed to press out between the laughs. Draco huffed and started walking towards land.

-"Oh come on! Don't leave me," Harry said and grabbed Draco's shoulder. Draco turned around and faced him with a not-so-happy look on his face.

-"Please, don't go Malfoy." Harry said with a huge smile on his face, his lips some shades deeper then they usually were because of the cold. Weird how good Harry looked in summer, or rather summer looked good on Harry.

Harry did not want Draco to go. He wanted to see a little more of that sexy body first, besides, he wanted to see Draco smile. Draco had a beautiful smile; he had seen it when Draco was with Lily.

-"Please, don't go Malfoy." He said, and started dragging him into the water again, which caused both of them to fall. Draco landed on top of Harry, and Harry couldn't help but send him a teasing smile. Draco raised his eyebrows amused, before he shoved Harry's head under the water.

An hour later they walked home, shaking. The warm day had suddenly turned cold after their bath. Draco's full lips were almost blue and his hair was a total mess. Harry found it very attractive.

They quickly ran up the stairs and laid down in their beds.

-"I am so cold," Draco muttered. –"I can't believe I let you drag me into that."

-"Just admit it; you loved it and it was the best time of your life!" Harry said shaking furiously, covering his bare chest with his eiderdown.

-"I have to disappoint you, Potty, but I actually have a life. To get wet and damn cold isn't exactly my idea of fun."

-"Even the coldest and wettest places are fun when I'm there. You should've heard your shriek when I pushed you, you sounded like a girl!"

-"At least I'm not the one looking feminine," Draco snapped. The situation was rather comical, actually. Both laying in their beds, throwing insults at each other mostly for fun.

-"Neither am I. I'm just damn hot, and I'm sure I saw you peak once."

-"I didn't peak! What would there be to peak at anyway!"

-"Me," Harry simply said, and turned towards Draco. He licked his fingers slowly and led them down his naked chest moaning lightly. –"Oh Draco…yeah, right there…please…ahh…harder, Draco, harder…" Suddenly, both of them burst out laughing. The second day together, and the ice brick was already broken.

A while later, Harry got up from the bed and walked over to his closet, which was actually filled to the edge with clothes after he'd been shopping last summer. He could almost feel Draco's stormy grey eyes looking at him. There was certainly some kind of tension between them; Harry knew Draco had noticed too. He found two jogging pants and threw one at Draco's bed. Draco only had two outfits; he probably needed more clothes than that. His uncle certainly wouldn't allow him to walk around in robes. Then he found a green t-shirt for Draco, and a red, with prints on, for himself.

-"I recon you have socks?" He asked.

-"Yes, all the basic garments are covered." Harry took the clothes on, and found a pair of socks for himself.

-"I promised to call Louis about the party today. I'll better do it while Vernon is out, or I'll be quite dead." Did he see some disappointment in Draco's eyes? Probably not.

-"Okay, I'll just wait here."

Harry went down the stairs and picked up the phone.

-"Hi, it's Harry," He said when he heard Louis take the phone.

-"Hi sugar. How are you?"

-"I'm actually quite fine. Dr- Malfoy is quite funny, when you get used to his sarcasm. I'm very surprised we haven't killed each other yet." He chuckled. Louis laughed softly in his ear. Harry had always been weak for his soft laughter. He really missed fucking (hey, there's nothing wrong about missing that!)!

-"Maybe we can meet tonight, if you have the car? Just the two of us, you know…" Harry said. Louis had the driving licence, but he had to lend his mother's car. Louis chuckled again.

-"That is a good idea. I'll fix a car, 'cause I want you so bad, Harry. When shall I come?" Louis asked.

-"Nine o'clock, is that okay? I have to be inside before the door is locked. Meet me outside Snappies, okay?"

-"I can pick you up at your house, you know…"

-"No, meet me at Snappies. I have to go, I think my uncle is coming," Harry lied smoothly.

-"Okay, babe, I'll see you later…" Harry hung up. He didn't want Draco to know that he was meeting Louis. A little part of him felt like he betrayed Draco, but he didn't. They had barely flirted, it was nothing. And he certainly didn't want Louis to know that he felt something for Draco.

Up in Harry's room, Draco was thinking hard. It smelled burned, after all the overworked brain cells. When had Harry become so hot? When had he gotten such a fun personality? When had Draco started feeling attracted to him?

Harry had said his name for the first time, in a joke yes, but it had felt so good. The bare feeling of his name at Harry's lips made his knees weak. Maybe this summer wouldn't be so bad after all.

The rest of the day they did homework. When the clock was 15 to 9, Harry started to move. He stretched lazily, and reached for his cigarette pack.

-"I think I'll take a walk. I need to buy some cigarettes. Will you be okay with waiting here?" Draco nodded. –"Do you want me to buy a hamburger for you while I'm away?"

-"Yeah, that would be nice. I can join you, you know?"

-"There's no need." Harry took a thin jacket over his t-shirt, but didn't fix himself anymore. –"You want me to buy anything for you, besides the hamburger?"

-"No, I'm quite fine." Draco muttered.

-"Okay, then. If you hear anything near the window it might be me. Vernon thinks it's quite funny to lock me out, you see." Draco smirked.

-"Well, that is funny."

Harry walked fast down to town. Outside Snappies he saw Louis sit in his mothers Volvo. Harry got into the car.

-"Hey sexy," he purred, and gave Louis a passionately kiss. –"You'll better drive fast." Louis laughed at Harry's impatience. Louis started driving.

-"Where are we going?" Harry asked, and put his hand at Louis thigh; letting is slide closer to his private area.

-"My place. Mom is with some friends today and my brother is at his girlfriend's house, so we have the whole house to our disposal. Oh!" He gasped when Harry touched his erection through the pants.

-"You better drive really fast," Harry whispered in Louis' ear, and let his tongue play with his earlobe, still massaging his thigh. –"'Cause I really want you." Louis breathed a little harder, but kept driving without problems. –"I want to lick you, suck you, taste you…" He licked Louis' jaw line, and started sucking his neck longingly. His hand reached Louis' erection again, and he moaned lightly. Harry started opening Louis' pants, carefully touching his erection every now and then. –"I want you inside me…" Thank God, Louis stopped the car outside the house the moment Harry got his penis out. Harry bent down and licked his penis playfully, but he had no intention of giving Louis relief, and put it into his pants again.

The moment he'd done it, Louis straddled him and kissed him roughly. Man, Harry liked it rough!

-"I've missed this so much…" Louis whispered huskily, and adjusted Harry's seat to give him more space. He kissed Harry's neck and sucked lightly at it, which made Harry make the sexiest sounds ever. He pressed his hips against Louis, and Louis rubbed against him. –"Let's go inside…" Louis whispered and dragged Harry out of the car, holding his still open pants up.

The moment they got inside, Harry shove the slightly taller boy into the wall, kissing him as if his life depended on it. And that was how it felt too. Blood was roaring through his head and the surroundings became foggy. Louis took Harry's jacket of and quickly threw it away, while Harry got rid of Louis' annoying sweater. Next went Harry's t-shirt. They changed places. Louis kissed his way down to his nipples. Harry moaned loudly and threw his head back, pushing Louis' head down. Harry casually opened his eyes and saw…

-"David? Tony!" Louis immediately stopped doing what he was doing. Tony and David looked like they were on the edge of bursting out in laughter. –"Darling, if you wanted audience, you just could've asked." Harry said to Louis, and Tony and David burst out laughing.

Harry dragged Louis upstairs towards his bedroom, he wanted this NOW! They quickly landed at the bed. Louis took the lead and started dragging of Harry's pants, and then his boxer. He kissed his way from Harry's navel and down, before he took all of Harry's length into his mouth. Harry gasped and couldn't help but moan when Louis repeated the action. Before Harry came however, he turned around.

-"I'm ready, baby," he whispered, his voice full of passion. Louis slipped a finger inside Harry to check if he was ready. The action made Harry groan deliciously. Then Louis pressed himself inside. He carefully thrusted into Harry, who nearly screamed. Louis had always loved how loud Harry was while having sex, it was arousing.

-"Harder, Lou, harder…" They came at the same time, moaning loudly.