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She

She never said anything, she never said that she was so messed up inside, she never called for help. She always seemed the strongest of us all but who knows what hides under the veil of our lies. Yet none of us knew what would happen next. What would happen in a split second when someone makes that life changing decision? No one knows. She was like a train on a track but somewhere along the road she swerved off. In what direction no one knows, who ever truly knew everything about someone. After years you think you know them and then they turn around and do the most stupid, senseless thing that breaks your heart in two. I used to think she was perfect. But I was wrong. Oh, I didn't know how wrong I was. I remember how she last looked, how her brown eyes sparkled and her bright smile that would brighten up everyones day. And as I stare at the white casket before meand my heart is being ripped out, all I can think about was what could have been. She could have had a great life, with or without me. But she had to jump. She had to take the bullet. And now as I look at the white casket I step up on the platform and begin my speech.

"Kate Todd was more then a colleague, she was my friend……."

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