The Lonliness ;; Kura's Decision, Alucard's Reflections
Shikazuchi started to laugh. Oh, this laughter poisoned the underlevels of the Hellsing Organization. Kura cringed, it made her feel so.. unsafe. Yet, this was expected with Shikazuchi, and Kura knew this all too well.
Like her preceeder in this cell, Shika was only to be awakened within the need of a true crisis, except her parents had OTHER ideas for the two siblings with this Nosferatu. Since both Alucard and Kura were half vampire, they deemed it for both of them not to be able to control a vampire.
Well, that sucks. Shika and Kura sat in mid silence, until Shika broke the silence.
"So basically, what your saying is, 'get Alucard a girlfriend'," Shikazuchi said, as Kura's bright red eyes narrowed, and her feet became suddenly interesting.
"Well…," Kura said, trailing off. Yeah, nice going Kura. Get her to think that Alucard needs a girlfriend. God, I'm so STUPID.
Kura hated anyone other than herself, Seras, or her parents being part of Aruku's "love life". She was a protective older sister, and hated being so protective of her year-younger brother. But, who could blame her? Her parents told her to protect him, and well.. That's one way she thought she could protect him! But..
Who would ever realise this is what Kura's intention was? Who would ever feel the same about her brother in her protective way? No one, and that was her cruel intention, that wasn't even meant to be so.. Cruel.
"Well, Kura?" Shika spat, waiting for the 15-year-old's response.
"I guess so.. But.. She has to meet my approval! Deal?"
"Deal," Shika replied, a toothy grin on her face. Oh was she going to have fun with this!
On the upper levels of the Hellsing Organization, Alucard stood from his seat on the windowsill in Seras' old room. Sighing, he left the room and headed down the hall, to his. He longed for Mother's explanation to this.. Heck, he longed for Mother herself. He did miss Integra, more than Kura did, which is saying something. The boy had been lonely since his mother left him, and even lonlier when his father did. What would he do if Kura ended up leaving him, too? He'd be alone, all alone. Is that why he felt so strongly about Seras?
He didn't know, and as he looked at the lid of his coffin, he recited the words carved upon it:
"The bird of Herpes is my name, eating my wings to make me tame."
Oh, Father, how would you know what this meant to me, when you gave it to me? I miss you Father, and Mother.. Come back.
Changing from his dark coloured suit that he'd been wearing all day, he slipped into a white yukata, and laid down in the coffin. Closing his eyes, again, he recited:
"The bird of Herpes is my name, eating my wings to make me tame.."
