Title: Episode 1.03 Sold My Soul

Author: CarthsLostPadawan

Author/Note: Yes, at long last, the finally to the first installment is here. This is not for the young. That's for sure. So, sit back and read. Tell me how you like it. With what you guys tell me, I'll base what I'm going to do with the next story Him.

I pushed you in so deep that you had no other choice but to drown... or continue on with the pain of the struggle. Xeryn relented herself inwardly. Letting her eyes slip closed against her will. With each blink she was overrun with more painful visions and memories.

"Are you sure we should be messing with these Star Maps. I mean, it's one thing that we're going to face exile when we return from the war, but these maps exude Dark energy!" Malak questioned as he stared up at the bunk above him where Revan lay now. There was a silent pause before he heard an exasperated sigh.

"Who said we ever have to go back?" Revan spat irritatedly as she sat up and swung her legs over the side of the upper bunk and gazed down. "We're the driving force in this war! Without us and those we recruited, the Republic would be no more and we'd all be fluent in Mandalorian!" She let emotion roll over her and push forth, using it's effect to make her conviction apparent to Malak.

"But, Revan..." Malak tried but faultered. He didn't know what to say. His head told him this was all wrong, but his heart just screamed for Revan. That's all it knew... all its ever known.

"Malak, we're commanders of our own Republic fleet! Even Admiral Karath serves under us!" Revan began, revelling in the large amount of power they both possessed. She jumped down from her bunk and landed gracefully before the conflicted Malak. She grabbed his hand and held it tightly, kissing it. Her navy blue eyes more silver than usual.

Malak smiled a soft grin that was nearly simpathetic. "Just make sure that the people they are remembering are truely the people we are right now." He scooted closer to her, his face hovering just inches before hers.

"Oh, and just who am I now?" Revan questioned coyly moving closer. Their lips barely grazed each others, erecting a slight inadvertant gasp from another's mouths. "Are you afraid I'm forgetting who I am and falling to the Dark Side?"

Malak placed a hand on her pale cheek, pushing the stray magenta hair aside. "I'll just have to remind you when I rescue from the dark." The space between them closed and their lips met in a hungry kiss.

"Are you still up, Gorgeous?" Carth called as he slinked into the room and closed the door quietly behind him.

The compartment was silent as he made his way blindly to the bed. The lights were off and he didn't really find it right for him to wake her in these early hours.

Instictively, he folded his uniform and lay it on the chair next to the bed, leaving him in his white boxer shorts. He slid silently between the fresh chilled linen and lay a protective arm over his love.

It took him by surprize. however, when she turned over and lay a kiss on his lips with more passion than he'd ever felt before. His brown eyes widened and it took a moment for his brain to wake up before he returned the kiss in earnest. But, it was only a moment before he pulled away, chest heaving slightly. "I didn't mean to wake you, Beautiful."

"Don't speak." She demanded in a whisper with a finger pressed to his full glossy lips. She took his mouth roughly once more and he abided to her wishes.

"Don't speak." Revan demanded in a needy whisper, flatening a slinder index finger to Malak's parted lips. She once again captured his hungry mouth with hers letting her passion be her guide.

The night blurred as well as the line that divided where she ended and he began. Heart rates quickened, hands groped, mouths engaged blindly in the darkness. The Force almost literally burned around them causing their skin to prickle.

Soon their bodies moved as one, eyes locked in a heated gaze daring the other to close their eyes, or to look away. The sensations washing over them were unbelevable... inconcievable to all but the parties involved. She remembered something Arren Kae had taught her and hastily broke the bonds to her Force connection and let it fall in a rush over Malak, mixing with his. She arched her back and felt him move a hand to support her. His eyes were nearly black with lust.

"Revan"

"Revan." Carth grasped using the hand on the small of her back to move her into more of a sitting position and helf her to him. Lackadasical kisses were exchanged recklessly as their sweat mixed and mingled in the electrified places where their bodies touched.

She finally closed her eyes, falling into the Force. A pure Nirvana washed over her and intensified the further she fell. Their hearts beat in sync with one another as they danced their sinful tango of strained lust. The Force flared with each new beat, quickening until it was almost too much for her.

Her nails deep into Malak's flesh that was cooled with a thick layer of persperation. He gasped loudly rolling them to their sides, but never once breaking their rhythm.

Her entire body was aching... aching for more... for a release... It ached with anxiety for what was to come. She went to get as close as she could or possibly push him away. She craved for his touch, but couldn't take anymore. Her entire body felt like a rubber band pulled taut as she began to shake. She clenched her eyes shut and kissed Malak hard.

The air stung Carth's back where her nails had dug in, but the mixture of that and her release was too much for him. His eyes threatened to roll in the back of his head as he felt himself let go and go over. They shook together until all that remained was the heated tingling sensations and the quivering of their bodies.

"I love you." He whispered as he kissed her forehead gently, still hold her close.

"I love you too." Letting the Force flow normally now, she opened her eyes to gaze upon her lover.

The dark, hollow eyes of Malak stared back at her. His pale, thin lips would have curled into a smile had he had a true bottom jaw and not a mechanical prostetic.

"Welcome home, Revan."

A/N: Sorry about my long delay in entrees. I took a little hiatus to straighten ilfe out and then I got his with a stack of college classes for my Senior year of High School. Hope you like this. That's all for Episode one. Stay tuned for the second episode, Him.