Disclaimer: I dont own Harry Potter and i dont own this poem. My frined gave it to me well i guess i kinda do own it sice she gave it to me. in walks a lawyer

AN: This is hermione talking. (i guess thats kinda obvious otherwise all the hes would be shes.)

Close to Death But Saved by Love

He left me, but I don't mind.

He left me for my friend.

If he doesn't love me, no one will.

It's okay though.

If he loves her,

and she's happy, nothing matters...

But there's nothing to love for.

I can't do anything that would change my life.

So what can I do? I don't know.

Is there anything to live for?

Anything for me to stay on this earth for?

Is there another person that might love me?

Would I love them back?

I don't think so.

So when I take this object and lift it up to examine it in the light,

I have these second thoughts.

These thoughts that,

if I do finish what I'm going to do,

will I have regrets? Will people... mourn?

Would they drop tears for my sake? My life?

Would they actually care for what I've done?

Would it matter?I don't know.

I'm practically in the dark about this.

You can never trust people and their feelings.

Only they know what they feel.

But I feel pain, and that's all.

Numb, cold, hard pain.

There's nothing else but me and the pain...

And then he embraces me.

He hugs me, and I turn around.

He removes the knife from my hands

and looks into my eyes with his piercing gray ones.

Then, I hear the words that he speaks..

"I think I'm in love."

I don't know what to say. Maybe I'll just..

"Well, then... go love her. Don't waste time on me. Just go."

How could I be so cold? How!

I used to love him. I still love him.

Those words shock him, but he still answers.

"She's right in front of me.

"What! What could he be.. saying?

My head is light from the loss of blood

after accidentally cutting my palm on the knife.

It was a large cut,

and he leads me inside to put bandages around the large,

bleeding slice.

"I love you..." he murmurs.

I fall asleep in his arms.

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