WARNING SELF HARM.
Max's pov
All I hear my baby girl say is "I'm not good enough." That kills me. I feel like I failed as a father I watch as Eric holds her and Tori gives me this look like just hear her out. My daughter has been through hell and all I did was sit on the sidelines.
Tris's POV
I knew it was going to come out sooner rather than later but I feel so raw. I know tori is here but for the first time in my life I feel like I can't even do this with her here. I remember when she first saw me after I had slit my wrist and all she did was ask me why. I cannot do this again and if I tell them all they will think is I'm weak. I already feel that way.
Eric's POV
I'm out of words I'm watching as Tris falls apart and I don't even know what to say. It's really bothering me seeing her like this all I want is to take her pain away. Watching someone you love fall apart like this is scarres you to the core. I love Tris with every fiber of my being and seeing her like this does not sit well with me.
Tris's POV
Here goes nothing. "I'm not good enough all I do is drag everyone around me down. When I was in abengation and all this shit started I felt like I deserved it so after everything they would do to me I would enflict more pain onto myself. I started by cutting myself here and there but as time went on it became more frequent. Tori found me the night I was going to kill myself in the field by my house. She ran and grabbed the knife out of my hand I had to be no older than 8. She took me under her wing and would train me to be fearless. There were times after that I felt helpless, worthless, and not good enough but Tori made me promise to tell her. Now going through all this it brings me back to those feelings. I feel like the only reason my you and Eric want to be with me or even associated with me is because you feel bad."
Shit here comes the tears again and all I can do is grip onto Eric's shirt and cry into it. I've never wanted to feel this vurnable or this raw in front of them God I feel so damn weak. I feel Eric put is arms around me tightly well at least he doesn't hate me. I cannot take this anymore I look up and Tori has her hand on my dad's shoulder. I'm so terrified what he has to say. I cannot lose the only family I have left.
What will Max say? I'm so so sorry it's been a while I've been trying to figure out how to write this chapter. I brought some raw emotion into it because that's how I feel at times. So I hope you all enjoyed this chapter more will come soon. I am also writing another story, that will be up shortly to.