Max's pov
I look at Tori and Tris these two are my fucking world and seeing them hurting is killing me. I'm the worst father ever i just keep asking myself why? Tris deserved more than what she got.
"Max honey say something." Tori looks at me with compassion in her eyes and i just stare straight ahead. I blame myslef as im self lothing I hear a small broken voice and that says "dad this isnt your fault." those words are what pulled me out of my trance. I look at Tris with Eric's arms around her and finally i hear myslef talking. "HOW IS IT NOT MY FAULT?!?!?! I yell out. Tris doesn't even flinch which i am shocked at. She gets up and walks over to me and sits right in front of me.
"Dad this isnt your fault none of it is. i get your shocked, hurting, and blaming yourself when you shouldn't. Dad what happened is you wanted to give me a better life and i will never blame you for what happened. you were uncle Max you stood up for me the times you were around. Dad you run fucking dauntless the greatest faction out there. I am not afriad anymore I'm not going to lie there are days where i feel like im back there and I'm afraid of the simulation that we will have. Dad i promise i don't blame you if anything i blame them. i blame those fucking people who did this to me. I dont blame the person who tried to make things better, the person who on my first day here told me the fucking truth ive been looking for all these years. i dont blame the person who introduced me to the man i love, the man i trust with everything besides you. Dad you gave me the best life i have ever had and its only been a few fucking days. I love you dad i dont blame you. Tris says with tears streaming down her face as Max just wraps his arms around her and holds her for the sake of both of them he needed to hold her.
Tori's pov
i look at Max and see he is speechless which would be funny if the situation wasn't this bad but i can't help but chuckle a little bit because the last time he was this quiet was on our wedding day. i look at Tris and see the little girl i started to train all those years ago. i envy her strength her courage. i see Eric is holding everything in. Eric was always ruthless he dated here and there but the girls couldn't take his badass attitude 24\7. I remember Everytime he came in with a new break up but now I see Tris loves Eric for Eric and the fact that even though she doesn't need it he can protect her. She needs that now more than ever and to know that he is helping her means alot to Max and I. I can't help but think what would have happened if I didn't show up that night. I wasn't even supposed to be there but i had a feeling I needed to check up on her and im so fucking glad i did.
After what feels like forever Max decided to finally say something.
Max's pov
I let go of Tris but hold her head to where she is looking me dead in the eye and im sure im not going to say but the words start flowing. "Tris i am so sorry honey." she looks like she is about to say something but i just continue. "I know you say you don't blame and i believe you. I blame me i am your father im supposed to protect you, instead i threw you to a den of lions. I am so sorry I love you, your my baby girl and from here on out i vow to protect you."
after i finish my big speech i have tears ans so does she we hug for a little bit more but then i look over at Eric and i know he is thinking hard. Tris leaves my arms and sits on Eric's lap and he just wraps his arms aeound her and holds her. finally we hear what he has to say.
Eric's pov
all i can think is my girl is so strong. I cant believe this girl is mine. I never thought i could love as much as I love her. Tris comes over to me and sits on my lap and for a few moments i hold her. i have her look at me. "I love you Tris, I want you to know you can tell me whenever you feel this way. Baby i will protect you and so help me those mother fuckers will never touch you again not even f-. i get cut off by Four barging into the door.
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