Sorry its been a while my computer broke and I lost a couple of the drafts I had.

I look down at the women in my arms and can't help but wonder why these people would want to do horrible things to a innocent person let alone kid. Tris did nothing to deserve this, she is the best person I've ever known besides Max. I wish she could see just how strong she is. Tris has this huge personallity and I don't want her to lose what's left of it. I just wish I knew what drove her over the edge tonight. I wanted to respect her but I know this son of a bitch had to do something. I hear my com beep and quickly answer it before it wakes Tris.

"Eric have you heard anything? has she talked?" Max starts running off questions so fast before I can even think. "Woa slow down Max I can't keep up." the fucker just laughs, I shake my head even though he can't see it. I slowly get out of bed so I dont wake Tris and lay on the couch. "you almost woke your daughter." I hear him stop laughing for a breef second before he says "Oh my bad. Look on a more serious note how is she?"

ugh I hate this question because to be honest with myself I don't evem know. So I sigh "To be honest with you max I'm not to sure. She came to my apartment at sometime in the morning. Max it wasn't good she was crying her wrists were bleeding." He cuts me off. "Were they self inflicted?" I take a calming breath before responding. "Yea, I was hoping for her to get some rest before I talked to her. Max I bet you a shit load of money that Four got to her."

"Eric it's to the point where we are going to have to take action. are you okay with that?" I don't even have to think about that before my reply comes. "Are you kidding me i've been waiting for this since she told us." Max laughs "I'm thinking the death serum is way to easy." I agree with him on that. "Max we have to include Tris we cannot leave her out of it."

I notice it takes a while for him to respond. "I know but I don't want to lose what is left of mt daughter. Killing them will change her." I cut him off "Max it will also help her, trust me." I can tell he's struggling with this.

"Eric she cut herself because of them." His voice is starting to break. "Max listen it will be over soon but you know Tris will hate us if we dont include her. Tris told us point blank she wanted to do this we have to include her. Max I get what your feeling because I feel it to, trust me this isn't going away."

"Your right it's just that's my little girl I should have protected her! Tris shouldn't have gone through this." "It made me who I am." Tris must have heard us talking damn Im glad she interrupted when she did, I had no idea what i was going to say. I look at her and to see this strong, independent, and caring women standing here it makes want to know more about last night.

"Well since sleeping beauty is up meet me in the mess hall so we can talk about last night and the plan of action that we are going to take." Max hangs up and Tris lays down with her head on my lap. I know we have to talk but I would give anything for this moment.

"I know you may not want to talk about this right now but he came into the dorm. H...h...he." I notice her stutter and I know this is going to be bad. Why can't we ever be normal? "Do you want to start from the beginning? Maybe it will be easier." she just nodds her head. "I was laying on the bunk thinking about you and how you make me so happy. I remember looking at the clock and it was about 1am. That's when I heard his voice say "miss me Tris?" I know it's fucked but he had me paralyzed with fear. I remember walking into the bathroom." she stands up and I'm about to pull her back onto the couch but I notice her pulling a note out of her pocket. Tris sits on my lap and I can feel her body shaking as she holds the folded note in her hand.

"h..h...h..Damnit why can't I just fucking say it!" "It's okay baby just breath." I hate that she is struggling this much. She takes a deep breath then starts talking again. "He left this note on the mirror." I take the note from her and read it outloud "Dear Tris, You were always so stubborn and fiesty but did you really not think we would see the scares when we were having our fun with you? I remember when I saw them it would turn me on more because I knew we had/have such a power over you. Natalie is dead but guess what your real mother Tori well she is alive and I am not afraid to hurt her but for now I'll leave her alone. You, you did this Tris all you do is bring death and danger to the people you love. Remember what we did to caleb for defending you? would you like me to do the same thing to Eric?

UH-OH How will Eric respond? I did put the note in this in case some didn't remember it. I hope to post a lot more soon love you all