I crumble the note up and just think about the 20 different ways I'm going to kill them. Tris has been through hell and I cannot take much more of this. I want them all dead all the people who are doing this to us. I cannot think of how this is going to end with a big war and lots of bloodshed. I will not let tris go unavenged. I look at the woman in front of me the woman I love with every fiber of my being.

"Baby we will get through this I promise you that. I will make sure you never hurt yourself again I love you so fucking much. You have changed everything about me. My icy cold exterior has made people run but you baby you've changed everything about me. I feel things with you I have never felt before you are the love of my life and I cannot and will not lose you." I wipe the tears from her eyes she is the love of my life and so help me God if they get to her.

"I believe you Eric. I don't know what to do and I just feel really weak in this situation I want to fight harder I want to be there for you and for dad. Baby I don't want to be weak anymore I want to be dauntless I want to kick their asses. I want to kill four. I'm ready I need to do this."

She has determination I have never seen before I'm ready to fight this fight with her and I know Max will agree with me on this. So I have a plan and I'm going to make sure that Max understands what we need to do. The death serum will just not do and the chasm will be way to fucking easy. I want them all dead but tortured first. I want them to feel the same pain that Tris felt. They will, I will silently make that promise to her.

I'm trying to clear my head as we walk into the mess hall. I see Tris wave at Max and sit next to him while I grab our food. As I sit down Four walks up.

"Max I need to talk to you about fellow leadership I was thinking that if it's possible I would love to become a leader I think I know what's best for this faction."

I just look at him like he has 2 fucking heads. Seriously this asshat in leadership with everyone who hates him who the fuck does he think he is? I cannot believe this shit. I look at Tris and if you didn't know her you wouldn't see the fear in her eyes but I can see it. So I just laugh out loud.

"You Four? A leader? I would rather see pigs fly than you a leader. You cannot even take me down in a fight let alone lead a fucking faction." I laugh. Max just shakes his head.

"I'm sorry Four but as of right now I have no leadership positions to fill but just so you know your behavior against my daughter is another reason why I cannot make you a leader. we do not turn on our own faction people and four you have shown me you have no respect."

I smile because even though I know Max hates Four he still holds a good upfront when it comes to him.

"That whore of your daughter is no faction follower I can tell you stories of abnegation and what she did over there, you don't know who your daughter is and what she can do. I've seen her betray her faction first hand."

That's the last straw for Tris she stands up and slams her fist down on the table I look at her in pure shock, fear, and a lot of pride.

"Four you wanna talk faction betrayal let's talk but first I'm not afraid of you anymore so you wanna talk let's talk because I refuse to sit down and let you call me shit in front of my faction leaders and my father. So you wanna talk betrays let's talk how you betrayed This faction."

We all look at her as Four starts to look scared and I smirk because Tris gets up in his face as she starts to list how he betrayed us.

Uh-oh what do you think four did? I'm sorry it's been so long but I'm back for good and hope to finish this story soon love you all.