Right this wrong

Title: Fool for love

Disclaimer: I don't own anything, so don't sue me!

Summary: What is the last episode… 'Chosen' turned out differently? Read on and see what happens. Spuffy…

Pairing: Spike/Buffy; Willow/Tara; Xander/Anya

Chapter 6

"Buffy what are you talking about?" Spike asked and took a step back. He hated having her so close to him, but knowing that he'd never have her. She would never allow him to love her, to be there for her like she let Angel.

"I umm…sorry… I just had a bad dream" She stuttered as she watched him pull away.

"Did you dream that Peaches was dust?" He asked quietly, wondering how she'd take the question. Instead of the usual 'none of your business' to close the question she just stared at him for a moment and then spoke again.

"What does Angel have to do with this?" She asked him, not completely understanding what let him to that conclusion.

Spike was lost in his thoughts… 'so if it wasn't the great poof that she dreamed about…then maybe…nah there's also the Capitan cardboard.' He reminded himself.

"Spike what is it?" She questioned with concern

"Nothing Slayer, I better get going." He said as he turned around and was about to walk out of the room.

"Don't you walk away from me William" Buffy declared her tone changing from a concerned one to an angry one.

"Why do you care?" He asked her, his back still facing her. He was slightly shocked that she called him by his human name.

"Because I just do, and I know you do too"

"That's where you're wrong Slayer I don't give a rats ass" Hesnapped back. Anyone would have thought that he was slipping back into his psycho mood, but she knew him better than that.

She walked up to him and roughly pulled on his shoulder making him face her. She saw his crystal blue eyes slowly starting to melt. His face showing nothing more than sadness, anger and pain.

She hated seeing him like that, after all she made him this lovesick puppy. She hated seeing him hurt like that. It hurt her too, because she knew that if it wasn't for the future knowledge this would only be the start of his pain and misery.

"Slayer why are you doing this to me?" He asked quietly, his eyes cast down, unable to look at her.

"Because I love you," She said simply. He brought his eyes up to look at her.

He knew her quite well now, but for her to be that cruel to him…that was new. She said exactly what he wanted to hear, yet it didn't make much difference. He knew that what she said was impossible, after all, a couple of days ago she almost killed him while trying to save her precious soldier boy.

"Very funny Slayer" He stated coldly and walked out of the room ignoring the words that she called out after him.

Buffy watched him leave. And there she thought that she'd say those three words and they will live happily ever after. If only it was that easy.

She never thought that he'd react like that. Maybe it was too late, maybe everything was meant to happen like it did before.

"No" She protested out loud. There's no way that she'd put him through all that misery again. She still remembered after all those years how Parker used her, yet it was only one night, but it scared her, she had a slight idea how much it hurt to want someone that feels nothing toward you. Only now she considered how Spike must've felt…all those nights that she spent with him, treating him like a thing with no feelings, using him like that.

She slowly lay down on the floor. Bringing her knees to her chest as she cried herself to sleep.


Dawnstirredin her bed, slowly opening her eyes. She lay still for a few minutes studying the ceiling, but then she heardfaint sobs. She got out of the bed and followed the sound, which led to Buffy's room.

She stood there for a few moments thinking what she should do. Part of her wanted to shrug it off and go back to her bed, but the other part wanted to be there for Buffy. So she slowly opened the door to her room and cautiously walked inside.

For the first time she saw her sister like that. Her arms hugging her legs closer to her chest as she cried on the floor. Her whole body was shaking like a dry leaf.

"Buffy" Dawn called out gently as she sat down next to her. But Buffy just ignored her.

"Buffy, what happened?" Dawn asked and gently shook her body.

"Spi…Spike he just…." She said in between sobs.

"Shh it's ok" Dawn said softly as she pulled a blanked and a pillow of off Buffy's bed. She knew it would be useless to try and put her back in bed so she put the pillow under Buffy's head and kissed her forehead before getting up.

Dawn was angry, she never saw Buffy like this, except the whole Angel saga.She walked to Buffy's bedside table and took out a few things before walking out of the room.


Walking on the dark, empty streets of Sunnydale she cautiously glanced around. Taking a large solid cross out of her pocket she put it around her neck. She continued walking for another ten minutes a stake in her right hand and a water gun filled with holy water in her left until she reached her destination. She slowly entered the graveyard. Her eyes scanning the area for any movement, but the only thing that was moving was the large tree on her left, the branches of which were moved from left to right by strong winds.

She was scared, but she still kept walking past the tombstones. The croaking of the crows didn't help either. It was like a scene from a horror movie. Yet she stubbornly kept walking towards a certain crypt, which was on the other side of the graveyard.

Dawn felt her heart beating in her chest like a hammer. She tightened her grip on the stake bringing it closer to her just incase. Her eyes examining if the coast ahead was clear, but then she felt a strong hand on her shoulder. She felt her heart stop for a split second, blood running cold in her limbs. She was standing motionless for a split second before fighting back for her life.


A/N

OK before you start hating me...i just want to say this...I don't want it to be easy for Buffy especially after all that she put him through. So umm dont worry this will resolve very soon.

But let me know what you think... before you close this window