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The Angels' Princess: Actually thank you for readin it, for loving it and especially for reviewing it!This is one ofthe best reviews ever!Keep reading and reviewing(and I do agree that eriol and tomoyo are perfect for each other).
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Breaking.
Eriol walked slowly towards the hotel.It was the time in the week.And to his sadness , probably the last time he would be able to hug her, to kiss her, to make love to her.
He was leaving in the following week.According to Kaho they needed some time alone to work things out and 2 months in England would be perfect.Tough he knew it wasn't going to help at all , he couldn't say no.And now he was leaving, but he had no idea how he could tell her.Tell her that is over...he didn't want to say.
He entered the hotel got his key and went to his usual bedroom.She was aready there.Looking at the window watching, waiting for him. He encircled her from behind and she jumped.She sighed in relief once she saw him.
"Don't scare me like that!" she said and he laughed.
"Who else has the key to this room?"he asked trying to stop laughing.
"I don't know!I just...Stop laughing!"- he laughed even more and she gave him a little punch in his chest playfully.He kissed her and they made their way towards the bed.
They both fell on the bed, suddenly breaking the kiss.This was the last time he was going to see her.He was going to make it perfect.He locked his eyes into hers, gently playing with her raven hair , his other hand slowly unbotonning her shirt.She pulled him down, and kissed him.It was not a hungry kiss.It was a gentle kiss, their way to say I love you.
She took off his shirt and kissed him again as telling him to coninue.He kissed her neck , her collarbone, all the way to her breasts.He took off her bra, and gently sucked one nipple while massaging the other breast.She moaned slightly, her hands tangled up in his hair.He loved her so much.He loved the way she kissed him, the way she shivered at his touch, or how she wasn't able to speak when his mouth was anywhere near her skin.He loved the way of how she was always there for him , no matter what.He lovedher smile andher laugh.And right now he really enjoyed the way she moaned his name.
He continue kissing her anywhere he could.He reached her pants and took them off throwing them where te rest of their clothes were.He kissed her while one of his hands slipped into her most secret place.She moaned louder , kissing him passionately, he kissed his way down again this time to use his mouth.He was gonna make it perfect for her.He licked her most intimate places, drinking her juices, tasting her.
"Oh...Eriol...ahh"- that was music to Eriol's ears, knowing that he was doing it right.She arched herback tryingto follow him, and soon after it was her release.
She looked a little tired but she kissed him , showing him that she wanted him to feel pleasure too.He took off the rest of clothing he still had, and she spead her legs.He entered her slowly, while he kissed her.He started to thrust himself harder and deeper inside her every trust faster, she moaned loudly and he couldn't contain his small moans.It felt so good.
The movements were getting more rushed and deseperate and soon they both climaxed, Eriol fell into Tomoyo's arms.His head was near her neck and he felt her chest go up and down as her breathing came back to normal.
"Can I sleep like this today Tomoyo?"he asked.He just wanted to be in her arms.In her embrace.She looked down at im, and he gave her a boyish smile and then a pout.She laughed and stroke his already messy hair.
"Of course you can."he kissed her gently and went back to his previous position.He didn't tell her he was leaving.He wasn't gonna tell her today.
"Tomoyo, can you have lunch with me tomorrow?At my house?I need to talk to you."he asked looking at her.She looked at him confused.
"But...Miss Mizuki will be there."he nodded and she understood.They were breaking up the next day."I will be there."She hugged him as tight as she could , Eriol did the same.
The following day:
Tomoyo slowly went to Eriol's house.She could feel her heart breaking on each step,and the worse thing is that there was nothing she could do.She held back her tears when she arrived at his house and the closer she got the more noise she heard.
Eriol opened the door looking pale and tired.He opened his eyes wide when he realized it was her.He swallowed and if it was humanly possible he becam even more pale.
"Are you ok?"she asked him looking concerned, and for a moment she could have sworn she saw tears in his eyes."What is this noise?"
"Sakura, Sayoran, Yamazaki,Rika,and everyone else."-he said his voice cracking.Tomoyo looked at him puzzled."they came uninvited,believe me.They heard Kaho talking to someone about something and came here to make sure it was true."he said.
She felt scared.By the look on his face , wherever he had to tell her,and wherever they heard ,it wasn't good at all.She entered the house with him and he led her to the dining room.Everyone was there discussing something with Mizuki.She took a seat next to Sakura, and as soon as everbody recognized her presence they cheared.
"Finally!The last of us is here, so we can ask you guys!"-Meilin said.
"I really rather tell Tomoyo alone..."Eriol said getting a suspicious look from his future wife."She is my best friend and that's actually why she came here today."
"Nonsense you will tell us now."Chiharu said.Sayoran looked concerned at Tomoyo and she started to feel really scared, what was going on?
"So Eriol Hiragiizawa and Kaho Mizuki, is it true you are both leaving to England next week?"Meilin asked, and there was silence in the room.Tomoyo dropped her jaw in shock.She looked at Eriol And he mumble a I'm sorry looking about to burst into tears.Kaho seeing he wasn't in the condition to answer did it for him.
"Yes..."there was a huge oohh and a bunch of nos"I am sorry you guys but we have to make the arrangements to our wedding."she said and held Eriol's hand , he looked away, pale as ever, the tears more visible than never.
Tomoyo stood up, and left the room, she didn't care what they would think, she just knew she couldn't stay there looking at Eriol and Kaho.She went to the garden, and it felt like she was having a heart attack.Her chest was in the deepest pain and she was having a really hard time breathing.
"No...no..no..."- she whispered to herself.This couldn't be happening again.It was the same at Sakura's wedding.But now it was even worse be cause she really loved him.She even hoped he would leave Kaho for her.She would be abandoned alone again.He was going to get married and have a happy life with his wife and she was going to be heart broken , alone, as always.
"No...no...please..."she continued whispering until she burst into teas and sobs.She couldn't help and she didn't care who was listening to her, it was too much for her to handle.
She felt a pair of arms encircle her and she immediatly grabbed the man's shirt"Why are you leaving so soon?"she asked.Eriol cried too, but silently , silent tears, no sobs.
"Kaho says we need this to fix our relationship.We knew this was going to happen someday."but Tomoyo wasn't listening.Relationship.She didn't have the right to be crying, she was making somebody else's life miserable.She was the other.How could she do this to Mizuki, her former teacher?How could she do this to herself?
"I am a horrible person!"she said and stood up."How can I do this to her?She loves you!How can I do this to myself?How can I let you dot his to me?"she asked deseperate.
"I am sorry Tomoyo, I know how you feel I asked these questions an times but the only answer I got was..."and he stopped talking.
"Was what Eriol?"she asked.He looked into her eyes and they showed nothing.She had closed herself to him.
"Was that I love you."-more tears fell from her eyes.
"You loved Mizuki too and that didn't stop you from cheating on her."she sad angry, hurt.
"I didn't love her...I was lost Tomoyo...I was the all -so-called reincarnation of Clow, I thought I was suposed to be with someone that understood me, and no one my age did.I didn't date Kaho for love,but it is different with you!Please believe me!"he almost begged her.
"I do but does that change anything?NO!You still will be married in two months and I will be heartbroken for the rest of my life!"she cried more.
"Tomoyo, there is absolutely no reason why anyone wouldn't love you!You will find someone better than me, that really deserves you." he said , his voice cracking at every word.
"That's the freaking problem!I don't want someone else...I want you..."she almost whispered.
They heard footsteps coming and wiped their tears.Tomoyo turned her back to him and to whoever was coming.
"There you guys are!C'mon we have lots to discuss!"Meilin said.Eriol waited for Tomoyo's answer, but received none.
"I will go back, Tomoyo will stay a bit more out here."he said trying to talk in his usual voice and praying that his eyes weren't red.
Eriol entered the house again leaving a heart broken Tomoyo facing the garden.Winter was ending and the snow wasn't covering everything.She could hear the birds singing...singing to her.She remembered what she use to say when young.That as long as the person she loved was happy she would be happy too.If Eriol was going to be with Kaho, and be happy, than she would be happy too.
She entered the house slowly making no sound and heard whispering.About her.
"Well, of course Tomoyo is sad.Eriol is her best friend and has been ever since Sakura and Sayoran started dating.They are inseparable.Now he is going to live in another country and she will rarely see him."Meilin said.
"Can't you marry there and live here?"she heard Sakura's crying voice.
"Kaho wants to live there..."she heard Eriol's voice, incredibly low like a whisper, and by the sound of it he was still having a hard time , speaking and still felt tired.
"I met you there Eriol...I thought it would be nice to have ,you know...children there."she said and Tomoyo took a deep breath holding back her tears.She heard Eriol do the same.
"I still feel that Tomoyo is suffering way too much..."-Sayoran said and Tomoyo could sense that he was suspicious about them.She took another deep breath, cleaned her eyes and entered the room smiling.
"I was!But if leaving Tomoeda is going to make you happy, than I will be happy too."she said and Eriol looked at her in shock.She whispered"As long as you are happy."- she smiled and sat down.Sayoran looked at her from the corner of his eyes.She sighed heavily, he couldn't find out.
"That's great!Then I can ask you this..."Mizuki said.Eriol looked at her puzzled.
"I haven't asked Eriol yet but I know he would love it, you being his best friend."Tomoyo looked at Kaho being so humble to ask her something, not even imaging what had happened in the last couple of years and felt so guilty."Could you sing at our wedding?"Eriol chocked on his drink and Tomoyo let out a small oh.
"I don't...coff...know...coff...if it is good idea Kaho, we don't even know if she is going to be able to be there..."Eriol started making excuses.
"I will do it."Tomoyo said surprising everyone."I will be honored to.You guys really deserve this.Really deserve hapiness."she said thruthfully.
"You deserve it too Tomoyo."Mizuki said smiling kindly at her and she felt a huge pain in her chest.
"No...I don't..."she whispered and smiled.Eriol looked down, and Mizuki looked at her confused."I am sorry but I have to get going.I still have a company to run and you guys tell when you want me there to sing which song and I will do it.Bye, and congratulaions."she said gave a quick hug to both and left the house.
As soon as she entered her car, she broke down.From regret of hurting someone innocent and in love like Kaho Mizuki, for hurting herself in a lie, and for being lone, again.
A/N: I hope you loved it and hope you review it too!Thank you for reading bye!