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Iloveinuyasha44:What is spazzy?Anyway, i hope you are not getting bored of me and calm down...the re will be action soon...hihihi.
cherryblossom : It is updated hope u like it and review please.
asga:I agree with you...and I personally never liked KahoxEriol...review pleaase!
Daniela:I agree with you in absolutely everything.They just are meant to be together!They are so alike!And aboutEriolxKaho i don't know I always get the impression that he is with her like Clow...Clow likes her or something.Anyway, I am so happy you liked my story because it is my first lemon, and my second ExT(my first was removed by fanfiction).Please read and review!
The mistery of a broken heart.
The fact that things between him and Tomoyo would never be the same and that he wouldn't be with her only hit him on the plane.He started getting nauseous, and sweaty.Kaho looked worried at him, since he never had a problem with flights.
He wanted to jump and fly his way back into her arms, but was over.He kept repeating that to himself but it only made him feel worse, and eventually throw up.He never realized how much he loved her until now.
"Eriol as soon as we get to England we will see a doctor!"spoke a concerned Kaho.He sook his head, not too violently and covered his mouth to speak so she wouldn't smell his breath.
"It's ok, it will pass, trust me."she took the hand that wasn't covering his mouth in her hands and spoke looking at his eyes.
"Eriol I am worried with you.Maybe we shouldn't move to England after all.You looked terrible tis past couple of days and I am worried with you!" - she said.Eriol looked at her, feeling guilty.Tomoyo's words suddenly popping into s head.'I am a horrible person!"she said and stood up."How can I do this to her?She loves you!...'It was tue.She had absolutely no clue of what had happened in the past two years and she still loved him.
What he didn't understand is why now?Why now two years ago when he began the affair?Why not then where they were nothing but strangers that shared the same house?
Flashback
"What has happened to us after all?Have you forgotten everything that we shared?"- he asked trying to find some kind of emotion into her eyes.She looked at him coldly.
"You didn't help me to remember." she said, looking outside the window again, ignoring him, like he wasn't there.His heart shattered into millions of pieces.How could she do this to him?
"You have become a stranger to me Kaho..."he said and surprisingly to him , he didn't felt hurt anyme, because there really was nothing there anymore.She said nothing.He left and walked as far as could just stopping to enter the first bar he could find.
End of Flashback
Why didn't she love him then?Why didn't she do something then?Why didn't she stop him before he left?He had so many unanswered questions, but he knew the answers were impossible to get.He stared out the window , into the clouds wanting to sleep , sleep and ream of her.
He suddenly stood up, knocking his head , after he remembered he still had her cd.She had recorded years before, a collection of everything she ever sang.
He put the headphones ignoring his future wifes stare and listened her calming voice until he fell deep asleep, dreaming of her, being in her arms.
She woke up.But had absolutely no will to get up and eat.She had no reason to.She felt empty...he was gone.Forever.She knew this would happen someday,she knew this would hurt her like hell, but she never imagined it would be this hard.
But she had to get up and live.She stood up, put some old pants and shirt , brushed her hair and went to the bathroom to brush her teeth.She looked at herself in the mirror, and she looked like crap.Just like before Sayoran and Sakura's wedding.
But she had been there before, the pain was familiar.This time was worse but still...she was use to being unhappy.But she was so good at faking that se was all right that everyone bought it.
She climbed down her stairs only to open her eyes wide and see a very surprinsing and unexpected sight.
"SURPRISE!"-yelled all of her friends, carrying cakes, bread, juice, and more stuff.
"What are you guys doing here?"-she asked , smiling.
"Well, you were really down at the airport, and we guessed, and by the look of your clothes we were right, that you would be bummed today too so we came to cheer you up!"- answered Rika, Chiharu and Sakura at the same time.
Sayoran was half smiling, half looking suspicious at her, Sakura was smiling but her eyes showed concern, Meilin looked happy at her and start to get the food and go set the table on te garden getting everyone else to follow her.
"Tomoyo can I speak to you?"-Sakura asked."About that matter..."Tomoyo understood nodded and told everyone she would be right there.They waited until everyone left and Tomoyo sank on the couch.Sakura sitting beside her
"How are you doing?Do you need anything?"-Sakura asked,a hand on Tomoyo's shoulder.Tomoyo felt the tears coming but she wouldn't cr anymore.
"I didn't think it would hurt this much...I mean not only I miss him a lot, I also feel like crap for making Kaho miserable."she said , feeling like a weight was being pulled out of her chest.
"But she didn't know , right?"- she asked looking confused.
"No, but Eriol is not the same with her anymore...that makes her sad and I am the one to put the blame on."-she said , trying to find voice to continue.Rika looked at her with a kind look.She never thoughtSakura would find out about her affair with Eriol, but when she did find out a year ago and didn't judge , she felt relieved to have someone to talk or to cry.
They sat there, doing nothing, Tomoyo rested her head on Sakura's shoulder.What most impressed her was the fact that she kept it secret.She didn't judge, or critized, she just tried to understand and help.
They went outside the house, to the garden where everybody waited.The sun was so bright that it hurt.
"Thank God youarrived because I was about to starteating without you."Meilin joked.
"She did it already before anyone could notice that a cake is missing"- Sayoran said and laughed while Meilin punched him in the shoulder.
Tomoyo laughed.It would be difficult...but at least she had friends.They didn't understand why she was so sad.And even if she told them , they would never understand the misteries of a broken heart, they would never understand what she had shared with Eriol...but...they would be there anyways, and that is what counts.
A/N: Ok I know this chapter was sort of short but I know what I am doing, soon there will be action...Muahuahua.
