Not Without

Firstly, I'd like to thank everyone for their lovely reviews! They all meant so much to me and I am truly inspired to do more! I just hope you can continue to love this story. I'll try not to screw up. I'd also like to apologize for my grammatical errors. Sorry!

Chapter two: Amazing

Disclaimer: I don't own Gravitation; I just can't get enough of it!

The words "he raped my ear" always sound worse than it is meant to sound. But that is what happened to Hiroshi Nakano. His ears were verbally raped by his best friend Shuichi Shindou. Which wasn't really a surprise to him. He was used to his friend coming to him and telling him things he didn't want to hear. But today seemed to be worse than the other days.

It had been a simple day. Hiro had played his guitar alone in his apartment, something he enjoyed doing, after he got back from N-G. His phone had rang and he'd answered it, not knowing what he would hear…

"Oh my gosh Hiro, I got to be on top!" Shuichi had whispered happily.

"Huh?" Hiro asked confused.

Shuichi had no problem with explaining exactly what he meant. For what ever reason he felt obliged to tell Hiro about the whole thing and how he felt during it. Hiro was too stunned to hang up on his friend and besides, Shuichi was so happy.

So Hiro said the only thing he could.

"I'm glad to hear you so happy." He said truthfully.

Shuichi sort of squealed happily. Hiro knew that Shuichi had a lot of emotions going through him right now. He sometimes called at times like this. He wasn't really able to share his feelings with Yuki because the writer was grumpy and seemingly emotionless. Hiro got all kinds of bad vibes from the older man. He just didn't see how someone like Eiri Uesugi could make Shuichi happy. It seemed as though Yuki should depress Shuichi. The world is so screwed up these days.

"…It felt amazing.." Shuichi was saying.

Hiro felt bad about zoning out and not listening to his friend talk, but he was glad that he had. He could definitely do without ever hearing what Shuichi had said.

"Okay, before you try to say something stupid and pointless like suggesting I try it, change the subject or hang up. Love ya man, but couldn't you've called someone else for this?" Hiro said.

Shuichi sighed.

"I'm sorry Hiro…. I'll hang up. I think Yuki's done with his story anyway so maybe he'll come in here. I'm still in bed. I fell asleep after what we did earlier," Shuichi said. It was useless to be so modest now after what he'd already told Hiro, but Shuichi was a special type of guy. "Maybe we'll do it again! Tee-hee, bye Hiro."

Shuichi put the phone back on the bedside shelf and stretched, falling back onto the big bed. He hoped Yuki would come in here to bed soon. He didn't care if Yuki was too tired to have sex, this relationship was more than physical. If Yuki wanted to just fall into bed and go to sleep Shuichi was completely okay with that. He would cuddle up to his lover, if that was okay with Yuki, and go to sleep with him.

He sighed again and pushed his bangs out of his face. He knew better than to get up and disturb Yuki. Just because he couldn't hear the sound of keys being typed didn't mean that Yuki was finished with his work. But Shuichi hoped it did. He didn't have to go anywhere tomorrow and he was hoping that he and Yuki could have a nice day together.

Shuichi looked up as Yuki walked in, holding some papers, still wearing his glasses. Shuichi loved seeing his lover in those little reading glasses. He propped himself up on his elbows, waiting to see what his lover did.

Yuki sat on the bed beside Shuichi and began reading from the paper in his hand. Shuichi held his breath. Yuki was reading part of his newest novel to him! He listened intently, knowing that it meant a lot to Yuki. Shuichi found it hard to concentrate fully on the words at first because his Yuki was speaking. Those sensuous lips were moving, giving Shuichi's ears the most wonderful sound (other than Ryuichi's singing). But once he got past that it was easy to follow Yuki's words, he was a wonderful writer and a fabulous reader. His reading voice reminded Shuichi of a librarian he'd seen on tv.

The librarian had read so well that the children had all paid attention to her. That takes a lot of talent. Because it's hard to hold a child's attention and Shuichi felt like a child right now. He liked it though.

The part of the story Yuki was reading right now happened to be the end. Yuki's endings were famous for being tragic. But lately there were a few stories that ended happily. In this story a guy had found his one love, which was a beautiful girl. They had sad moments together, but also moments of extreme bliss. Near the end of the story the girl had gotten kidnapped and hurt in many ways, which made Yuki's fans think she was going to die and this was going to end sadly. But then the guy had came for her, he got hurt too but managed to save his beloved. The story ended with the two making love no matter how bandaged they were.

It was hot. A very interesting change for Yuki. He looked up with a serious face that was all about business. His eyes asked Shuichi what he thought of the ending, of the story. It took Shuichi a moment before he was able to talk.

"Oh Yuki, I love it. All of your fans are going to love it too, I know they will. Too bad they don't get to hear you read it though."

"My editor wants me to do the reading. So those that can't read as well will be able to buy a tape of me reading it to them." Yuki said dully.

"What! No, they don't get to hear your sexy voice, only me!" Shuichi pouted.

Yuki smirked. He knew Shuichi would react this way.

"I told her I wouldn't. No point in me doing it when someone else can. Besides, I don't read to everyone."

"Yea, damn right! ... Oh Yuki, you make me feel so special!" Shuichi said.

He stared at Yuki with big shining eyes. Yuki placed his papers in the drawer beside the bed and took his glasses off.

"You didn't fix me any coffee brat."

Shuichi's face immediately turned into a cute puppy pout.

"I'm sorry! I- I didn't feel as if I could get up…"

Yuki shook his head and pushed Shuichi back onto the bed, moving so that he was over the smaller boy. Shuichi looked up at the blonde.

"If I fucked you right now would you pass out?" Yuki asked huskily.

Shuichi blushed. Only Yuki said these things.

"No?" Yuki asked when Shuichi remained silent. He smiled evilly and took off his robe.

"Yu-yuki..." Shuichi breathed.

Yuki pressed their naked bodies together, watching the heat in Shuichi's cheeks and eyes. His hands stroked first the outside of Shuichi's thighs as he began to part them, then the insides as they became parted far enough. One hand glided up Shuichi's body until it reached the back of his head. He massaged Shuichi's warm neck and scalp as he bent down for a kiss. Shuichi moaned into Yuki's mouth, getting louder when Yuki's other hand began to caress his erection.

"You get turned on so easily don't you?" Yuki asked against Shuichi's lips.

"Only with you… Mnn…" Shuichi arched his back.

"Only me, huh?"

"Mmm hmm…"

"Why's that?"

"I don't know, I guess you're the only thing in the world that can… I mean after being with you everything else is so… nothing. Just your voice came make me feel as if I'll come."

Yuki didn't say anything, he just continued to kiss his lover as he stroked him. Not wanting to prolong this right now, Yuki moved the hand that was on Shuichi's erection, down to Shuichi's tight entrance. Shuichi's pleasured sounds were too much. Yuki moved his hand and pushed himself inside his lover.

"…Yuki… You're so big." Shuichi said, not for the first time.

"I know, and you're tight as hell."

"Yea, but god I love this."

"…yea…"

"You're always so amazing."

"Except the first time right?"

"…. It was only less than amazing THEN and that was because it hurt like hell."

"You talk too much."

"So-" Shuichi was going to apologize but Yuki effectively shut him up with his strong hips and talented mouth.

Hope you liked that one too. There'll be more tomorrow maybe.