When I started writing this it wasn't as it now is. I do believe that it turned out very well. Though I don't think I should have ended it as I did. I do hope you have enjoyed it. I thank my dear friend Kevin for talking me into writing again, he is solely responsible for this fic and all that follow. Love ya Kevin!
Dear Ron, Hermione, and all else reading,
I don't quit know when it happened, all I know is that it happened. I fell in love! The beautiful young Hermione Granger with her knowledge of…, well, everything, at first grabbed my attention.
At first I did not know how to act, she appeared through the compartment door in a ray of intelligence, and irritation. Looking for a toad and an excuse to show off her marvellous skill and knowledge of our world in witch she was entering for the first time in her life.
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
Though it was one of her first encounters with a fellow witch or wizard, she hid it well as she acted like she had been doing magic her entire life.
She turned enlightened as she watched Ron's Horrid attempt of magic with that god offal rat. She then turned and fixed my glasses, showing off to Ron with the "ha ha" look in her eye as she easily succeeded with little effort.
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Though I was with her more, and fought with her less, Ron won her heart. I began to grow attracted to Ginny. My best friends sister. How could I? I tried to pretend I did not like her, but lost control during the excitement of Ginny wining the Quiddich game and kissed her when she hugged me. Ron nodded his approval to me and Ginny and I left the room as the new talk of the school.
But then trouble came, as it always does for me. I was the cause for Dumbledor's death. Everyone says it wasn't my fault, but I know the truth. I couldn't let Ginny stay with me and endanger her life. But it wouldn't have made a difference.
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
She fallowed me against my orders. If I had known she was behind me I could have saved her. If I had let her come I would have been able to look into her beautiful eyes once more.
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
But instead I failed her, I failed her whole family, the family that to care of me as though I myself were a Weasley. I do not understand how could believe that she would stay away from me as I left to fight the dark lord.
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I shall live no longer I can not live with the knowledge that I am responsible for the death of my beloved red head.
And now I must say fare well to you my friend, forever more I shall be gone from this earth.
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Farewell my friends,
Harry James Potter