The Long First Date Goodbye

by Jazzy Raveler

This is my first fanfiction so please comment! the main focus is Emma...the way she is dealing with things even tho it's 2 yrs after the shooting. there may also be a returning Sean and complications with the mannycraigellie factor.

4. Unwelcome 2a

Chapter 2a

Unwelcome Visitors...

Emma:

That...Place

I went to that...place today

I screamed because I wanted to scream

Not because of anger

But because of fear

That...placescares me now

Makes me feel I'm in danger

I went there...to that place

I thought I'd be fine

But just seeing it

Feeling it

made me feel I could cry

I went to that...place

And I wanted to get out

I wanted to leave

And never return

But I doubt

Leaving would stop it from affecting me anyhow

Because instead of just in a building,

A look, a hallway,

That...place is in me now.

Sean:

Can't Go in

I can't go into their lives again

Didn't I screw them over the first time?

I messed up

I can't go in again

I can't go into those places

With those bastards and their same stupid faces

Asking me dumb questions

I never had the answers to.

I don't know what the hell to say

What am I supposed to do?

I can't go in again

I can't go in

I can't

I can't go in...that realm

I don't deserve a second chance