The Long First Date Goodbye

by Jazzy Raveler

This is my first fanfiction so please comment! the main focus is Emma...the way she is dealing with things even tho it's 2 yrs after the shooting. there may also be a returning Sean and complications with the mannycraigellie factor.

6. Wishing they knew 3a

Chapter 3a

Wishing They Knew...But Glad They Don't...

Emma:

What Do I Say?

What I do I say to a great mom; a holy saint...?

"Mom I want you to know...I felt like killing myself today!"?

What do I say to a Dad who always tries...?

"Dad! I'm sick of you staring at me! I'm starting to hate your eyes!"

What do I say to a best friend who always helps me?

"Manny! I'm sick of your issues! Get a life outside of the bed sheets!"

What do I say to a boyfriend trying so hard to love me?

"I'm trying to care about you Peter...but most times you mean nothing!"

What do I say to someone I want so badly to hate; who probably hates me?

"I miss you, I need you, I'm scared without you...

Please save me!"

Sean:

So Much

So much to say

So much to do

So much to start...

So much for starting today

Man, it's too dark