The Long First Date Goodbye

by Jazzy Raveler

This is my first fanfiction so please comment! the main focus is Emma...the way she is dealing with things even tho it's 2 yrs after the shooting. there may also be a returning Sean and complications with the mannycraigellie factor.

18. Too much to say 9a

Chapter 9a Too much to say...to say

Emma:

Tonight I…

Tonight I cried

Tonight I was weak

Tonight I felt so lost

Tonight I couldn't speak

Tonight I was vulnerable

Tonight I wasn't strong

Tonight I felt so insecure

Tonight I felt so wrong

Tonight I depended on someone else

Tonight I lost self-control

Tonight I admitted that yes, I am scared

Tonight I bore my soul

Tonight someone listened

Tonight he understood

Tonight I wanted to hold him

And tonight…?

I actually could

Sean:

Beautifully Terrifying

She's just as beautifully terrifying

As she's always been

The way I remember her being

And it still scares me

Tears me

Apart…

Knowing that I could love someone

So much better than me

It's so much easier to breathe…

She's so…

Beautifully terrifying