Chapter 15a
A Reason...
Sean
Broken
She's so…broken
That's the only way I can say it
I look at her
And all I see
All I feel is pain
She's so…broken
I can't stand to sit there like…
That…
Then again…
So was I,
So am I.
I wonder if she sees me like that
Broken
I sure hope not
Emma
Broken…
I thought I was whole again
I mean, I probably will be
Not yet, but will be
Even if I am still broken
And I am
But now, I just feel like
I am missing one piece
Instead of being shattered
Is that better?
I don't know
What if the one piece that's missing
Is my heart?
Or what if that's the part that's broken?
I think it is…
Broken…
Again.
Emma breathed out a sigh. She would call Manny tomorrow she decided. She wasn't exactly ready to talk talk to anyone and the last thing she wanted was another breakdown of sorts. She stood up and walked toward the street that edged the front of her house...and walked slowly towards nothing and everything.
She missed Sean already and she didn't wanna cry but she could feel the tears, slowly treading down her face. "Emma," she heard Sean voice say. "Great! I'm already hearing his voice" she thought and kept walking Shake it off! "Emma!" she heard again, but this time, she realized it really was Sean's voice she was hearing and she turned around staring into his eyes, and he embraced her, kissing her passionately.
"Sean, I-I thought you were gone!" Emma said crying as she leaned her head against his chest "I couldn't go, I didn't say-" "Sean? Don't say it alright? If you're leaving I can handle it. You'll be back, right? But I-I can't handle saying goodbye. It feels like I'll never see you again." "Right..." Sean said, lifting her face up to meet his face, as he shook his head laughing "That's why I wasn't going to say it." Emma looked at Sean puzzled, "Then what were you...?" "Something I should've said years ago...or even that day when I stayed in Wasaga." Emma held her breath. Was this really possibly about to happen? After all her years of hurting and waiting and hoping?
Sean lifted Emma up and set her gently onto the hood of his car and leaning in to look at her eyes he said "I love you, Emma Nelson. I always have, and I always will." Emma smiled happy tears-happy tears at last!-sliding down her face. "I love you, too Sean." she said, leaning her forehead against his and then kissing his lips gently.
"But..." Emma said sitting back up remembering about Sean leaving "What am I gonna do without you Sean? I missed you so much, and now you're leaving again right, when I thought that..." "I'm staying." Sean said shaking his head and laughing "But, what about Jay? The cops I thought..." "I don't know," Sean said sliding Emma off of the hood. "Look, Emma, when I left the first time? I had a lot of reasons to leave, this time, well, I've got reasons still, but Emma?" "Yeah?" "I've got an even bigger reason, to stay." he said, his eyes tearing and Emma smiled at him and pulled him towards her crying. "Don't ever leave me again, Sean." She said hitting his shoulder and then leaning against it crying. "I won't." Sean said, hugging her. And the two of them held onto one another, their past behind them, their future right in front of them, resting easily between their arms...
Scene change: Back in Emma's Yard
Emma sat on the side of her darkened house once again. Still scared, still wonderous but no longer desperate and lonely as she leaned over into Sean's safe arms
The Real End
So guys what did you think! I hope I tricked you up with that fake ending! LOL! Anyway tho, I hope everyone loved it and like I said this was my first chapter story so pls be forgiving! Solaris and BabyPrincess you guys are soooo great and I could never have finished this without you! Love ya!
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