Kawachi Kyousuke's point of view…

I was wondering why most of the people hate and reject me….I don't know why these things happen…They think I'm clumsy….But I don't even want these things to happen….and that Suwabara Kai is always pressuring and expects good things from me….I even wonder if she is my mom…A nun fro. St. Andrew's church forced me to wear an afro wig……...During the newcomer's battle when Azuma won….they all forgot about me and wanted to have a night fever because of the price money Azuma won….they wanted to celebrate early and did not thought that it was the day I will have a match….Kuro-yan….always threatens me to shut up and if I don't he will shave off my head….it seems like I'm in and endlessly dark place where there is no hope….also Azusagawa Tsukino thinks I'm crazy…and warns everyone…..Kanmuri Shigeru and Azuma Kazuma were the only ones who understand my situation…..during the newcomer's battle, when my yeast had enzymes…..the audience threw at me some things….I was glad Azuma was there to defend me……Kanmuri Shigeru…during the Monaco Cup…..gave me some plans….and I was happy a genius….with a high level 200 intelligence quotient…..trusted me….They gave me hope….They made me feel special….They trusted me….