Summary- He's gone. And I'm here, broken and it's no one's fault but my own... PLEASE R&R!

A/N: The songs in here WERE NOT written by me. These songs are copy-righted and owned by Ashlee Simpson.

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Beautifully Broken

It seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky. It seems like yesterday I didn't know how hard I could cry.

I can't stop thinking about that day. The day where he left me. The day where not only did I scream and cry so bad that my throat still hurt four days later, but the day where I could feel my life fall and hear my world shatter.

It feels like tomorrow, I might not get by, but I will try. I will try; wipe the tears from my eyes.

I've been thinking about my future and it isn't looking too bright. I was supposed to spend it with him but now that I can't I don't know what to do. Not only do I not have the means for a good future, but I also lack the motivation. My mother keeps telling me that I 'need to be strong' but without him it is near impossible.

I'm beautifully broken and I don't mind if you know it. I'm beautifully broken and I don't care if I show it.

I've made it clear to everyone that I have given up. I told Sango and Miroku that if it weren't for Shippo and my duties as a priestess I would have ended my life a long time ago. Even though I have to be 'strong' my eyes are more lifeless everyday. I have gone from the once cheerful me to the cold and bitter priestess that everyone now sees. I just don't care anymore.

Everyday is a new day; I'm reminded of my past. Every time there's another storm, I know that it won't last. Every moment I'm filled with hope, cause I had another chance.

I keep replaying everything that transpired between me and him over and over in my mind and I can't figure out where I went wrong. Maybe, just maybe, I should have told him how I felt sooner. Then he would still be here. My only escapes are my duties that I have to the village. But that can only last so long before I brake.

I will try; I will try, got nothing left to hide.

Now everybody knows that I just don't care anymore. They don't care though. As long as I fulfill my duties, nobody cares.

Without the highs and the lows, where will we go? Where will we go?

I guess that everything that has happened happened for a reason. I tried to blame the gods. I tried blaming Miroku, Sango, Shippo, and Kikyo. In reality, it is my fault. I am not being unfairly punished either. I deserve so much more pain than what I have now. He offered his love and I didn't tell him how I felt until it was too late. Now he is in hell for all eternity and I, Kagome, am alone and beautifully broken.

A/N: Well I know some people might be confused so just put your questions in a review and I will happily anser. YAY! My third one-shot! PLEASE R&R! Check out my other work!