Sorry everyone, but I have now realized the error of my ways and I have cut out all evil described content in my story. So when there's supposed to be a scene, it says Scene Edit. Okay? Sorry if you enjoyed it and Carri… you're welcome. Lol! Well, now that the lemons are gone… I hope that you will still enjoy the story for what it is instead of because of what was in it. So enjoy. : ) : ) Sorry again.

Bad Memories

Naraku watched me until night fell upon us. He sat with one leg on the ground and one bent with his elbow on it.

"So, Tsuto thinks that a little visit from her mother will help her to be stronger. How foolish is she to think that I will leave her alone now?" Naraku laughed as he sent Kanna away.

He stared at the ground thinking. A pulse surged from Naraku and he looked down at his arm.

"If you wanted to be released Sheira, you should have just said something!" he muttered as a woman came from his flesh and appeared in front of him.

"Naraku, do you wish for me to go after her?" she asked when she was finally formed.

Sheira was a beautiful woman. She had long, deep dark brown hair, blank green eyes, and wore a blue kimono with purple in some spots.

Naraku smiled, "It would only be fair to let her dreams be nightmares for running away on me! Hope you have pleasant dreams on this night Tsuto."

'It feels good to rest for a while! Traveling the whole day and most of the night can really tire a human out if they're not careful!' I thought as I rested my tired body on the ground. Rin had already fallen asleep on Ah-Un's back, leaving Jaken to lead the two headed dragon along. Sesshoumaru's golden eyes kept falling onto me as I walked at the back of the group, shy of the two demons. He was the one who had insisted on us taking a rest. 'I don't understand it. Sesshoumaru is a strong demon, not the type that gets tired of walking so easily!' My eyes traveled where ever they wished, checking out the area.

"Tsuto," Sesshoumaru said in a calm voice.

"Huh?" I wondered sitting up curiously.

"Come here!" he demanded.

'Did I do something to anger him?' I thought as I got to my feet and walked up to him with some caution.

"Get some rest! I don't want to be slowed down tomorrow!" Sesshoumaru replied with an emotionless face.

"Are you saying that I was being too slow for you?" I asked not trying to actually be angry.

Sesshoumaru's golden eyes looked down at me. There was a hint of anger in them that sent a chill down my spine.

"This could be a lot worse for you Tsuto. I know the thing you hate the most, don't make me use that against you!" he growled.

I froze for a second, not wanting to have horrible memories of Sesshoumaru being exactly like Naraku had been. 'He can be just like Naraku if things ever came to that!' When I turned to go lay down, Sesshoumaru grabbed me by my wrist.

"You'll be sleeping near me tonight!"

Sesshoumaru sat down against a tree and he made me sleep next to him. 'Why is doing this? Everything was alright the first night and all of today, so why is he being a jerk now?' I wondered closing my eyes and curling up on my side. Dreams started to come up in my sleep. They were of Naraku and when I was eleven. It was the first night that he had scented my own blood on me. I had passed him through the hallway of the castle and he grabbed my arm.

"You will belong to me soon Tsuto!" he whispered into my ear.

'What is he talking about? What does he mean by that?' He continued down the hall with an evil smirk on his face. In the dream, I sat in my room for what seemed like days. 'At least I finally stopped bleeding! That was the worst thing that I've been through so far!' I thought relieved for a moment. Then Naraku came into my room, with that same smirk on his face.

"Come here Tsuto! Come with me for a while!"

I didn't know any better and accepted his invitation.

"What are we doing exactly?" I asked when he had a hold of my wrist and was leading the way through the hall.

He didn't answer, only laughed to himself. Naraku had stopped walking in front of a large chamber and glanced at me briefly with his blood red eyes.

"I'm sure that I will enjoy what we're about to do!" he replied as he went into the room, dragging me behind him.

'He's gunna enjoy it?'

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Sheira stared at me as I slept, creating the horrible dreams in my mind. She smirked when she saw me stirring in discomfort.

"Tsuto will return to Naraku, whether she enjoys it or not!" she growled.

With the power to create and alter dreams, Sheira could easily drive a person crazy by projecting the same dream over again. When her eyes shifted off me to catch sight of Sesshoumaru, there was a noise in the trees. Sesshoumaru had heard the rustle and looked around with his cold eyes.

"So that's the mighty lord Sesshoumaru. How pathetic! He's protecting a human to get at Naraku!" she whispered mockingly.

The sudden rustle that Sheira had made by accident wasn't sitting well with Sesshoumaru. He was sniffing the air, in hopes of finding a scent of some sort.

"There is someone here, but I won't leave Tsuto alone. She continuously moves and whispers things in her sleep. Begging someone to stop something!" he whispered to himself.

Sesshoumaru's golden eyes stared down at me as I rolled onto my other side.

"It's probably Naraku she's dreaming about."

Hearing another rustle in the bushes, only this time it came from behind us. A growl rose in Sesshoumaru as he stood up and drew the open blade.

"Show yourself, demon!" he demanded.

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Sesshoumaru growled as a human man came out of the trees.

"You're not what I smelt," he whispered, putting his sword back where it was.

"A… a demon!" the man stuttered frightened.

Sesshoumaru paid no attention to the man and sat back down.

"I suggest that you leave now, unless you would rather taste the power of my sword!" Sesshoumaru threatened.

The man freaked out and ran away with terror in his eyes and on his face. In my sleep I had heard the man yelling as he ran away. 'What is that?' I wondered frightened. I opened my eyes and sat up scared. My heart pounded and I breathed heavily. 'It was only a dream! It felt so real, like it was happening to me again!' Sesshoumaru placed a hand on my shoulder and I jumped.

"Sorry!" I whispered to him.

'I'm so stupid! How could I think that Sesshoumaru was Naraku?' I wondered as Sesshoumaru stared at me, his golden eyes staring straight at my face.

"Who was yelling?" I asked starting to calm down.

"Some mortal," he replied quietly.

'Why is he acting so nice to me? Right before I had fallen asleep, Sesshoumaru was mad at me and now he's being so nice! What was I doing while I was sleeping?' I wondered with worry on my mind. Sesshoumaru's hand left my shoulder and it went around me, pulling me closer to him. 'What is he doing? Why did he do that?' I wondered a little more than confused.

"Uh, I'm gunna go for a walk!" I said getting up.

'That was uncomfortable! I didn't think that Sesshoumaru would actually hold a human like me. It was like, he suddenly cared!' I shivered at the thought.

"Tsuto, I can't let you go out there alone!" Sesshoumaru said following me.

A blur passed by and Sesshoumaru was in front of me. The way he had suddenly appeared reminded me of the first time that I ever ran away from Naraku. I stopped in my tracks when I had seen him.

'I just want to be left alone! I want to be away from everyone else like I always have been!' I thought before turning away from Sesshoumaru.

"Leave me alone!" I whispered.

Sesshoumaru looked a little surprised that I wanted him to go away.

"There is a demon around here! Would you rather have it as company?" he replied.

I thought for a minute. 'Why am I trying to get away from Sesshoumaru? He's only trying to help me, keep me away from Naraku!' I shook my head and looked at him.

"You should've just let her run away from you, lord Sesshoumaru!" a woman's voice echoed through the trees.

'Huh?' I looked around curiously.

"After all, she did make it away from Naraku!" the woman cried with a small laugh.

Sesshoumaru drew his sword, glancing around.

"Show yourself demon!" he growled violently.

In the trees, a woman appeared and smirked down at us.

"How pathetic, Sesshoumaru! Protecting her from Naraku, even though she will end up with him anyway," she laughed at him mockingly.

"Another incarnation I presume!" Sesshoumaru growled again.

"My name is Sheira. I have the power to create nightmares!"

'So it was her fault that I dreamt about Naraku! How dare he send her to make me remember that I had once wanted him, had actually enjoyed it once!' I clenched my fist and glared at her.

"Did you just come here to talk or did you come to fight me?" Sesshoumaru asked impatient.

"Ha, I don't do the fighting! Tormenting the mind is what I do. Tsuto should have figured that out by now! Did you enjoy your little dream Tsuto? Or was it too horrifying to enjoy?" Sheira asked mocking me.

"Shut up!" I yelled at her.

"Naraku was right, you are feisty!" she laughed.

'Okay, that's it! No one has the right to call me feisty without knowing me!' I was going to run at the demon, but Sesshoumaru put out his arm to stop me.

"Stay where you are Tsuto!" he said to me.

"Are you going to protect her with Tokijin? That worthless sword created from my brother Goshinki's fang!" Sheira asked jumping to the ground.

Sesshoumaru's eyes were filled with hatred towards the woman. No one but his brother had ever insulted him like this.

Kagura had been watching us from the sky.

"What does she think she is doing, showing herself to them?" she wondered as she floated on her huge feather.

Everything was calm and the moon was full. Sheira had let a smirk fall onto her face.

"I'll tell Naraku that you are well Tsuto, and that you miss him at night!" she said before turning to leave.

"Not so fast wench!" Sesshoumaru growled as he swung Tokijin.

Blue energy came from the sword and went after Sheira, but when the attack got to where she was, she was already gone. 'I do not miss that sick bastard! She doesn't have the right to say things like that!' I shuddered for a second and Sesshoumaru turned to me.

"What does she mean by you missing him at night?" he asked.

"You already know what she means by it," I whispered shamefully.

"That's not what I'm asking Tsuto! Did you ever actually enjoy it?" he asked in a low voice.

This, I really didn't want to answer. 'And I thought it was hard explaining that Naraku had forced himself onto me!' Tears started to build up inside of me.

I nodded my head with disgust, "Only once! The very first time he had ever done anything to me!"

Sesshoumaru had just stood there, staring with no expression on his face.

"Let's get back to Jaken and Rin!" he said as he walked past me.

Tears slowly fell down my cheeks. 'Why am I even crying? Am I so ashamed of myself for what had happened to me in the past?' I asked myself, rubbing the tears away.

When we got back to the others, they were still asleep. Sesshoumaru sat down where he was before and I had followed him, not wanting to be forced to.

"I'm sorry that I'm so much trouble for you Sesshoumaru!" I said finally, feeling guilty for being in the way.

He looked down at me as I closed my eyes to sleep.

"If you were trouble, I would have left you with Naraku!" he replied.

I opened my eyes and looked at him with a small smile on my face. 'He doesn't think of me as trouble.'

"Go back to sleep! We'll be traveling for a long time tomorrow!" Sesshoumaru said putting his head on the tree.

I closed my eyes again, falling asleep as soon as they were closed. Everything was silent and peaceful. Over the night, not too long after I had fallen asleep, there was the sound of talking through the forest. Sesshoumaru had opened his eyes and listened.

"How can you be so stubborn all the time?" a girl shouted.

"You're calling me stubborn!" a man shouted back.

Sesshoumaru thought nothing of it until girl shouted the man's name angrily.

"Inuyasha, you're so stupid sometimes!"

"Whatever," Inuyasha said lowering his voice to an annoyed state and sniffing the air.

The two of them started talking in low voices so that Sesshoumaru couldn't hear what they were saying.

"So we meet again, little brother!" he whispered closing his eyes.

End of Chapter 4

Hey everyone! I hope that you all enjoyed the fourth chapter of this story! ; ) ; ) If some of you didn't enjoy it then that's alright because it's almost three o'clock in the morning and I'm just plain old really tired at this very time and moment! Lol! Please R&R and be patient for the next chapter 'cause I have chapters to do for three other stories: ) : )