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WARNING This chapter contains adult content, if you can not handle, do not like, or are not of age, DO NOT read this. You have been cautioned and I will not be held responsible. No flames.

A/N I'm glad that people seem to like this fic. I always love getting reviews. And the best way to get me to write is to give me some good reviews. By the way, at first I was going to put this whole story into a one-shot, but I decided to split it up. I figured that it wouldn't really flow if the POV kept switching. Speaking of that, this part is in Raven's POV. Anyways, happy reading. Later.

Friends With Benefits

By: Ali B.

Part Two: My New Emotion

That morning I awoke feeling very warm—and very sore. My eyes suddenly opened as I remembered what Robin and I had done together. I shifted slowly, but stopped as two strong arms pulled me closer.

Robin's morning erection rubbed against my ass and I blushed to the roots of my hair. I knew that I had to get out of there as soon as possible or risk further embarrassment. If he woke up and saw what my power surges had done to his previously orderly (well, as orderly as Robin got, anyway) room, I didn't know what would happen. I felt humiliated for losing control of my powers so easily, and wanted nothing more than to escape the situation.

I tried to move again, and this time Robin didn't pull me back. I breathed a sigh of relief. I slipped out of his arms and off of his bed after some very expert maneuvering. I looked around for my uniform, but only found shreds of it scattered around the room. I blushed again, wondering how I could have let the situation get so out of hand.

I had sex with my team leader! A leader who I had very strong feelings for—feelings that went beyond friendship. I couldn't figure out what they were at that moment, but then, I was looking for something to cover up my naked body. I found my cloak unharmed—thank the Gods—on the far side of the room. I quickly donned it before going to his door. I opened it a crack and peeked outside. The coast was clear, and with one last look at Robin, I fled across the hallway and into my room. I locked the door and ran into my bathroom. Maybe a nice bath would relax me? I was extremely tender after making love with Robin the night before.

Ever since that night, three days ago now, I've been avoiding Robin altogether. I never let him find me alone and I always leave at night (when we don't have a mission) so that he can't catch me off guard.

I've had a lot of time to myself to think about the situation. It had been my first time—as well as Robin's. I was still kind of shocked that he had admitted it to me. Most men would have lied, but then, Robin isn't most men. I've gotten to know him fairly well over the last few months. Ever since my disastrous last birthday, we had started to talk to each other about our problems and our lives.

As a result, I know that Robin wouldn't have slept with me if he didn't have some type of feelings for me. I only wish I knew what they were. And for that matter, I wish I knew what mine were. What I felt in his arms was completely out of my realm of experience and I was slightly (okay, a lot) scared that I wouldn't be able to control myself around him anymore. What if my powers went haywire again, and I ended up hurting Robin?

I finally had to deal with my doubts when Robin managed to get me alone early the next morning. I had just arrived home after escaping for the night when he waylaid me. Though I was loath to admit any kind of weakness, even to myself, I needed to get some sleep. Avoiding Robin was hard work and I needed to rest.

I was my room, and had just stepped out of the shower when I heard a knock at my door. I wrapped a towel around myself and went into my room. I heard the wrapping of knuckles on my door again and sped up my pace.

Till this day I have no idea what possessed me to open that door. Because, of course, when it slid back, Robin was standing there, looking very attractive in his mask, a pair of red boxers, and nothing else. At times I think that maybe I knew he was there, that I wanted to invite him in. Or maybe I'm just a glutton for punishment.

But whatever the reason, I had opened my door.

"Why have you been avoiding me?" he asked me bluntly.

"I haven't—" But he cut me off.

"Don't even try to lie to me, Raven!" His outburst surprised me, but I tried not to let it show. Apparently I failed because he continued on to say, "Look, I'm sorry, but this has been the worst three days of my life and I'm a little unbalanced."

I wasn't sure how respond to my fearless leader admitting to something as base as being "unbalanced."

"Um, Raven, do you think that you could cover up or—or something?" he asked.

I had forgotten that I was naked under my towel. My face lit up in a blush.

"I-I just got out of the shower." I responded.

He groaned and ran his hands threw his hair.

"What?" I questioned.

"Raven, the whole reason I asked you to cover up was because I was trying not to picture you naked. Now you've totally blown that." He shifted uncomfortably.

That comment made me angry, of course, but it also hurt me.

"So, my naked body offends you?" I asked nastily.

"NO!" he said adamantly. "No, I mean that I've been seeing you, your body, in my mind every second since Tuesday and I can't get you out. I just wanted to talk to you right now, but I can't be this close to you while you're so vulnerable! It's all I can do not to ravish you right now!"

I blinked. Wow. Well, I wasn't sure how to respond to that one. And from the look on Robin's face, he was as surprised as I was at the words that flew out of his mouth. But more than being surprised, I was also pleased.

Robin shifted again, and then said, "So, will you please put some cloths on?"

"Why do you keep moving around?" I asked him.

"It's nothing." He said quickly.

"It's not nothing, there is something wrong with you. What is it?" I wouldn't let him get away with not answering my question that easily.

He growled and grabbed my hand. "You want to know why? Fine!" And then he brought my hand to the front of his boxers, which were quickly tenting under my fingers.

"Oh!" I gasped. I had not been expecting that.

"Oh!" he mocked. "So you finally understand, then?"

I nodded dumbly and vaguely noticed that he hadn't removed my hand. Not that my body minded; I could feel myself readying for him. Abruptly I was hit with a feeling of lust so strong I almost staggered. And then I realized how much I wanted Robin. How much I had always wanted him. His body was so perfect and taught and—

And suddenly I couldn't stand being away from him for one more second. I grabbed him by the shoulders, pulled him to me, and slammed my mouth down on his. He responded at once, pressing his mouth against mine passionately.

I dragged him into my room and shut my door, pushing him up against my door to kiss him wildly. He grabbed my hip in one hand and my hair in the other, pulling me closer. I moaned into his mouth as my towel slipped and my breasts rubbed against his bare chest.

We turned together and, always touching, made our way to my bed. When we reached my bed I broke our kiss and practically threw him down onto it. Robin came up onto his elbows, staring at me hungrily as I crawled onto the bed on all fours.

I edged between his spread thighs and bent to kiss his stomach. His muscles tensed under my questing mouth and he weakly murmured for me to stop. I knew from our last experience together that he would prefer to come inside me. But I didn't stop, because something told me that he would like whatever I did to him.

So I peeled off his boxers slowly, giving small butterfly kisses to the skin I exposed. When I had them completely off of him, I studied his body quietly, going over every shadow and hollow. Lowering my face, I found every line and angle with my tongue, licking my way down to his cock.

"Raven..." he whispered, desperate and overcome.

"Shh, baby, I'll take care of you." I promised him. Then I took him into my mouth.

"Oh, God, Raven!" he growled, grabbing the back of my head and burying his hands into my hair.

I watched him with hooded eyes as I pleasured him. He was the most beautiful man I had ever seen. I was so hot for him that I knew I would be ready for him without any encouragement on his part.

My tongue swirled around the head of his member, evoking a gasp from his throat. His hands tightened in my hair and he pulled me closer to his body. I repeated the motion again, liking the response I received from him.

"Please, baby, I want to—" but he cut off as I nibbled the very tip of him before taking him back into my mouth and bobbing my head.

I wanted him to finish—I wanted to please him. And then he did, coming into my mouth, and I swallowed it all, cuddling him as he shook against me.

When he had gained control of his body again, I pulled back and climbed over him, positioning my thighs on either side of his hips. The position made me feel sexy and free and turned me on to no end. I had never felt so powerful and confident in my life.

From my spot on top of him I knew that I could make him do anything I wanted. But I was content in the knowledge that we wanted each other equally. And besides, I knew if Robin was really determined he could take control of the situation.

"Hey." I whispered seductively when his dazed look faded.

"Hey." He answered, then, "Thank you. That was incredible."

"Anytime." I said, and then leaned forward. "And I expect you to repay me later. But right now I want something else..." I added, running my fingers across his softened cock.

I felt Robin's instant reaction, and I heard his quick intake of breath, as his body grew capable once again. If nothing else, the boy had great stamina.

My hands grasped him and I slowly moved myself downward. We both groaned as my heat incased his length. When he was fully seated, I began to move up and down. His fingers laced with mine as I rode him, and I brought them up to hold against my breasts. I used his arms as extra leverage to press myself down harder.

"Raven...you feel do damn good...fuck!" Robin groaned.

"You feel good too...so good...oh, Robin!" I bit off.

I pushed down with force and Robin responded by pushing against me. The friction between our bodies was incredible and I couldn't quite catch my breath.

My first climax came unexpectedly and caught me off guard. I froze on Robin and screamed out my release. I felt some of my powers escape, but I didn't care, I couldn't think past the pleasure that was invading my body.

Robin didn't miss a stride, quickly flipping our positions. He took over, moving his hips slowly, drawing out my orgasm.

"Uh...Robin! Oh!" I whimpered.

"That's it, Raven, give in to it!" he whispered encouragingly.

When I was finally spent, he pounded into me, his fingers still grasped within my own. Robin shifted my thighs with his to open me further to him, causing his member to slip in me to the hilt. It felt so amazing that I thought I might die of pleasure.

I started to feel another climax building, even though I had just had one minutes before. And this time as it broke over me, I didn't come alone. Robin released my hands to brace himself against the mattress. He pushed himself as deep as he could and came with a growl.

Breathing hard, we collapsed onto my bed in a heap of arms and legs. Robin turned so that my cheek rested against his chest and he put his arms around me.

"You're not going to ask me to leave, are you?" Robin asked me, his breathing choppy.

"No." I answered breathlessly.

His arms tightened around me.

"Why did you leave that night?" he demanded. It was the question I had been dreading, but I knew that I owed him an explanation.

"Because I was afraid." I confessed for the first time in my life.

"Of what?" he questioned, catching my gaze.

"Of what I feel for you. Robin I—I've never had these feelings before. I don't know what they are and I don't know how to handle them."

He stayed silent for a moment then, "It's alright, we will figure it out together."

I smiled at him. "Okay."

"Gods, you are so beautiful." He told me. "And when you smile, it's like the sun coming out after the rain."

My breath caught, I couldn't help it. Even though it was a cheesy line, I couldn't help being overjoyed.

"Thank you." I whispered, smiling so brightly I thought my face would crack.

"You're welcome, Raven." He said.

We settled into a comfortable position and drifted off to sleep—together.

During the night, Robin woke me up three more times and had me. Every time was different and unique; each special in its own way. I know that I will never forget that night. I felt, for the first time, that Robin and I had actually made an emotional connection. And that meant more to me than anything.

The next morning when I woke up he was gone. At first I was angry, but I soon remembered that I had done the same thing to him less than a week ago. Then I was depressed, because I thought that he wanted to seek some kind of revenge. But I discounted that too, because Robin wasn't like that. The last thought, the one I desperately wanted to believe, was that he was just downstairs having breakfast.

Although that gave me thoughts of Starfire feeding him...and I had the suspicion that I had just discovered jealously in a real bad way.

I shook my head and slowly stood up and stretched, then headed for my bathroom. After a quick shower, I put on a fresh uniform and began my descent to the kitchen.

Then entire way there all I could think of was Robin and how much he meant to me. I had always had strong feelings for him—although they hadn't been so intense until just recently. I couldn't put my finger on it, but it felt as if I were complete; as if my emotions were complete.

And that was when I realized that I had a new emotion—and its name was love.

A/N So, that was the second part. The third and final part should be out sometime before X-mas. Key word being "should". Yeah I know that sounds like a long time, but it's more realistic than saying "soon". Hopefully I won't get lazy all of a sudden. We'll see. Anyways, thanks for reading. Ja.

Preview

Part 3: Our New Relationship

"What did you say?" She asked, horrified.

"Raven, I love you." I said again.

"I'm sorry, Robin, if I gave you the impression that I was in love with you. But the truth is, I was only using you for sex." She told me.

And with that last terrible statement, I wanted to die.

Trivia

What is the title of the Teen Titans episode where we are introduced to Red X for the first time?

A little something extra! -Dialogue-

Rae: I've always wanted to be a dominatrix, thanks Ali!

Ali: Laughs Any time.

Rob: So long as it's any time with me.

Ali: Jealous much?

Rae: Hugs Robin Aww, baby, you know I would never leave you.

Rob: Returns hug You better not. Remember, I used to be a detective. Anywhere you went, I'd find you!

Ali: Stalker much?

Rob: Glares at Ali Shut up.

Rae: Gives reproving look Robin...

Rob: Groans Ali...I apologize.

Ali: Whipped much?

Rob: Growls and goes for Ali

Rae: Holds him back Robin, she's just teasing.

Rob: Calming down Yeah, yeah, whatever.

Ali: Man, that guy is unstable.

Rob: Tries to go after Ali again, only to be held back by Raven

Ali: Damn, Boy Wonder, did you forget to take your medication today or what?

Rob: You just wait, Ali, one day Raven won't be here to protect you. And on that day, me and you are going one on one to the death.

Ali: Hmm...threats. Interesting. The correct wording is "you and I" by the way.

Rob: I hate you.

Ali: Smirks Shame. Bye everybody. Till next time.

Rob: Like they want to come back, you bit—

Rae: Robin!

Rob: Sorry...