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January 14th-8:00 AM
Well Diary, I've made my decision. I am NOT going to the funeral this afternoon. I just got through telling Dad. He didn't seem too happy about it, but he didn't try to talk me into going.
I think that I'm making the right choice. I tried to think of like Pros and Cons about going to the funeral. When I got to the Pros, basically the only real reasons I could come up with are that it would make other people happy, and I'd look like a good daughter. Well, those reasons weren't good enough.
Oh no, Diane's here now. She's been over here a lot since it happened. She keeps trying to talk to me about my feelings and crap. I appreciate the gesture, but it's really starting to get on my nerves. After awhile, I tried just ignoring her, but I really don't think she could tell. Diane's not the kind of person who picks up on stuff like that. Or, if she does, she just doesn't let it stop her.
I never really thought about it before, but I guess that can be a pretty good quality...even if it is annoying.
Well, Dad just came in to me that he and Diane are leaving now. Apparently there are some preparations for the funeral that they have to see to.
Hmm...I think I might go out to the restaurant that Mom and I used to go to all the time.
Even though I'm not going to the funeral, I think I should do something out of remembrance of her today.
...yeah, I think I'll do that.