A/N: i hope you're enjoying this. if there's something you don't like, let me know. :)
January 18th-sitting in the cemetary-around 8 PM
As I was sitting alone in the apartment tonight, I suddenly got an urge to visit Mom's grave.
Since I've never been here before, it took me awhile to find it.
I'm not exactly sure what made me want to come here tonight. Closure, maybe?
Stupidly, I didn't bring a coat. So, if you know anything about winters in Boston, you can imagine how terribly cold I am right now.
Well, at least it's not snowing. That would suck.
Crap! It JUST started snowing.
I thought that only happened in movies. I don't mean that I thought it only snowed in movies (you probably guessed that I didn't mean that, right?). I mean, I thought that only in movies (and books as well, I guess) did a character say 'at least it isn't blah blah blah...,' and then it happens.
I wish I could have found out that I was wrong some other way.
The snow is really coming down hard now.
I should probably go home soon, but I don't want to leave Mom just yet.
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I'm getting so tired, Diary. My arms are practically frozen solid, and I lost all feeling in my face LONG ago.
I think I'm starting to fall asleep.
I'm much too tired to make it home right now. Would it really be that bad if I just slept here for a LITTLE while?
I know that it most likely isn't a good idea, but I'm too tired to really care.
Besides, what's the worst that could happen?
A/N: originally, i didn't plan on having anything bad happen. then i got to thinking, and decided that it really wouldn't be any fun if something bad DIDN'T happen. :D