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What does it feel like to dream?
To be engulfed in nightmares?
To be able to fall into a state of complete vunerablility inbetween blankets and a mattress?
What does it feel like to be unprotected? Not to have the Sand always there. To be punched in the face for being an ass?
Anii would probably love that.
How does it feel to finally be free? Not to always have the urge to kill. Ot have the only thing that brings a smile to my face is the site of blood.
How does it feel to be loved?
Is what you show me love?
When you smile at me even if I've done something wrong love?Is it love when everytime I see you my chest hurts? That you are the only thing that settles the demon inside me?
Is love when my sands not only protects me but you as well? Without my command? Is that love?
Is wanting to risk everything for you love?
Is even risking the release of the monster inside of me, which could destrop me and everything else just to dream about you?
Is the thoughts of you golding me in your arms a dream?
Is it wrong to dream like that?
I wonder what you would say if I asked…What if I blurted out the word love to you!
What would you say?
Naruto…my dream is to love you.
III
It is 3 in the bloody morning! WAH! Anyways to for my heavy update before my internet goes out again.
Till next time!
Later