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Chapter six

Fights

While taking a deep breath, Michiru put her cellphone in her pocket again and turned around to face Minako who was now smiling brightly.''I told you she would surrender to her heart, didn't I ?'' Minako sounded more surpised and happy about Haruka's phone call that Michiru was feeling at the moment. Sure she was glad that Haruka had called her but what was this thing Haruka wanted to discuss with her so badly?

When it finally hit Minako she stopped smiling to give her friend a concerned but questioning look. She was almost sure that Haruka called Michiru because she wanted to talk. It was also obvious that Michiru would go to Haruka and listen to what the blonde racer had to say, but what Minako also realised was that this wasn't a good sign. Ofcourse it was nice to hear that Haruka did indeed get over her pride to call Michiru but why now? Why did Haruka first blew Michiru off by hurting her feelings and now all of a sudden, not even five hours later, she called again. This couldn't be just because the tomboy wanted to make up, something else was going on. And whatever it was, Minako didn't like it.

She snapped out of her thoughts when she saw Michiru get up.''Michi, are you really going to her?''

''Ofcourse, I got to take my chances. Besides didn't you just say...''

''I know what I said.'' Minako interrupted her friend.''But you have to admit this is all going a bit too fast. Maybe you two need more time to finally...''

This time is was Michiru who cut the other off.''Listen Minako, i've waited three years for this day to come, I don't care if it happens too fast. If Haruka really want to give me another chance then i'll take it.''

''Exactly!'' Minako yelled. She was losing her patience with her friend.''Haruka is going to use you. You are weak at this point, if she'll ask you to jump of a mountain in order for her to forgive you I'm sure you would actually do it. You said it yourself, you've waited three years...would it hurt to wait a few more days?''

''Maybe this is my only chance.'' Michiru replied. She knew Minako was right somehow but she just wouldn't believe that Haruka would ever take advantage of her. Michiru may have been stupid by throwing away her friendship but she was sure that not even Haruka was cold enough to just use her at this state.''What if she chances her mind?''

''Then she's stupid and not worth your time.'' Minako stated causing the aqua haired girl to lose her temper.

''What do you know anyway!'' She yelled. Minako flinched at the harsh tone but stayed silent.''You don't know Haruka like I do, she would never hurt or use me in any kind of way!'' And without saying anything else she run towards the hall, took her coat off the hook, put her shoes on and stormed out of the house.

'Fine be stupid and naive.' Minako really hoped her guesses about Haruka had been wrong, she really hoped Michiru would prove her otherwise but Minako simply knew that Haruka would hurt Michiru.

It didn't take long for Michiru to reach the park where she would meet Haruka again. When she arrived there the blonde was already sitting on a bench, her eyes were closed. It was obvious that Haruka wasn't aware of the fact that she wasn't alone anymore. When Michiru drew closer Haruka finally opened her eyes to look up at who was watching her. She smiled a bit when she saw Michiru.

''Hi...'' Michiru said, wondering why she felt like a shy school girl all of a sudden.

''Hey yourself.'' Came the reply as Haruka gestured the smaller girl to sit down next to her on the bench. Michiru hesitated for a while before she finally walked up to Haruka and sat down on the bench.

''You wanted to talk to me right?'' Michiru asked. It hadn't come out the way she wanted though. It sounded like they were talking about bussiness or something and the tension between them didn't make it any easier.

Haruka's smile faded and was now replaced by a serious look on the tomboy's face.''That's right. Like I said on the phone, don't get your hopes up, there are just a few things I wanted to know.'' Michiru nodded which encouraged the blonde to go on.''Anyway, what I wanted to know Michiru is...why?''

Why? Why? Michiru thought about it for a moment. What did Haruka mean by that simple question, did she mean 'why didn't you contact me earlier' or 'Why of all times and placed did you contact me now' ?

''I mean...'' Haruka started when she noticed Michiru was having a hard time coming up with the meaning of her question.''I mean, why didn't you try to reach me earlier? Why did it took you three years to finally talk to me?''

Michiru hung her head down in shame.''I was afraid, Sakura and you never really liked eachother and I was afraid that...no that's a lie. I won't do that anymore. I've been lying to myself for quite some time Haruka, I didn't visit you because I simply couldn't, I was afraid that you might reject me, I was afraid that...that if I would see you again after all these years...I thought, I thought we would never be able to become friends again.''

''And why didn't you try to talk to me after I kissed you? I mean no one said you had to wait for such a long time. You know, keeping me waiting for two damn years didn't exactly do you right.'' Haruka answered. She was having a hard time herself. The sad look in the other's eyes almost made her want to forget about her anger and just forgive and hold the smaller girl.

''I couldn't do that. I thought you'd might hate me after I pushed you away like that.''

Haruka shook her head, she almost looked amused.''I said i'd wait forever, not to be your lover, well that too, but mostly because i'd wait forever for you to forgive me for my acts that night. Ofocurse I'd never thought it would take you three years to finally look me up.''

''Did you mean what you said Haruka ?''

''About waiting forever? Well like I said, I was just a teenager when I sa...''

Michiru interrupted her.'' No I'm not talking about that, I meant...did you mean it when you said you actually waited two years for me before you went on with your own life?''

For a moment Haruka didn't answer, she was too caught up with hiding her blush and embarrassment.''Yes I meant it, but that was obviously stupid of me. I gave up on waiting. As you can see it paid off, I chased after my dreams and i'm now engaged to Alice. I couldn't be happier.''

''That's a lie Haruka.'' The aqua haired girl stated.''You might think your facade is perfect but it isn't, your eyes show different from what you claim to be. You're not happy, you're sad. You almost look lon...''

''Shut the fuck up!'' Haruka yelled causing Michiru to stop talking right away. The smaller girl was now looking at the blonde with a fearful look on her face. Haruka had changed without any doubt during these past years.''What the hell do you know about me Michiru? You came back after three years, just whne you and your Sakura girl break up and you tell me how i'm feeling, that's fucked up!''

''Haruka..please, calm down.'' The other begged. It didn't have effect though.

''No I won't calm down! Do you think i'm crazy Michiru? Do you really think that I believe that after three years you finally gathered the courage to talk to me. We both know it's a lie, you're here because you want me to make you forget all about Sakura don't you? You couldn't think of anyone else to make Sakura jealous, you couldn't think of anyone who would be stupid enough to fall for your act so you choose me!''

''That's not true!'' Michiru cried. She wanted Haruka to stop this, couldn't the blonde see what was really there?''Haruka I told you, i'm so sorry for hurting you like I did that day and all the years that followed but it hadn't been easy for me too, you have to believe me. And yes I admit i'm here because since I walked away from Sakura, my memories about you had gotten stronger, but i'm not here to make Sakura jealous, I don't want her anymore!'' The smaller girl was now crying but went on with talking anyway.

''She cheated on me Haruka, the person I thought who loved me the most was sleeping with someone else behind my back and it hurt! Minako and I are still good and close friends but she could never replace your friendship, you used to be the only one who understood me...I miss you so much, please...I beg of you..Forgive me, be my friend again, be the Haruka again who I knew...''

''Why would I bother?'' Haruka asked, her voice was still cold and still sounded careless but somehow it showed its cracks. It was obvious that Haruka was losing her strenght to stay mad at the crying girl next to her.

''You don't have to bother, I understand that the feelings you held for me died that night but...'' Michiru was cut off by Haruka's fingers on her lips.

''Don't go there Michiru, my feelings for you never died.'' It didn't take Haruka too lnog to realise how that must've sounded. It almost sounded like she still loved Michiru which ofcourse wasn't true, was it? She didn't love Michiru anymore. No, she didn't love the aqua haired girl anymore for sure, maybe she still cared for Michiru. That had to be it.''I mean, I still care about you and...if it means so much to you...fine.''

''Fine...?'' Michiru asked, feeling her heart skip a beat.

''Yes fine, we can give it a try, becoming friends again but it'll take some time for me to finally be able to trust you again.''

''I understand that, thank you Haruka...'' Michiru whispered before she lost all her self control and jumped on top of the blonde's lap and hugged her tightly. For a few seconds Haruka didn't know how to react but when she felt a couple of hot drops of water, which had to be Michiru's tears, she put her arms around the crying girl and held her just as tight as Michiru was holding her.

They just sat there for a couple of minutes before Michiru finally pulled back, looking directly into the blonde's teal eyes. She was still sitting on the tomboy's lap and Haruka was still holding her but she didn't care.''Does Alice know you are here talking to me?''

The blonde tomboy laughed at the question.''Nope, she doesn't know. I didn't think it would be a good idea to tell her since you two don't seem to like eachother. Then again you've never liked the girls I hang around with.''

'That's because they all want you in their beds.' Michiru faked a smile.''Well you never had a good taste when it came to girl and Alice is no exception.''

''Hey watch it girl, i'm getting married to her!'' Haruka said playfully. She had to admit that this talk had ended a bit different than she had expected and much to her own suprise did this innocent conversation make her feel a lot better than before.

''And how did you meet Alice in the first place, you found her in the circus?'' Michiru asked, wondering why the name 'Alice' was so familiar to her. In the end there weren't many people here in Japan who were named Alice. But still, this time Michiru had the strange feeling she had heard that name before.

''It's not important how I met her, I want to know more about you now. You said you were married to Sakura and now you want to get a divorce because she cheated on you?''

The smaller girl nodded, while giving the tomboy a glare.''And don't you ever dare to say I told you so, because i'll make you regret that.'' Haruka just shook her head.

''I wouldn't dare to insult you ma'am.'' She joked causing Michiru to giggle. Maybe she had been wrong, maybe Haruka indeed hadn't changed at all but she couldn't help it but notice the sad look in the blonde's eyes that didn't seem to change or dissapear at all. It made the aqua haired girl wonder what the matter was. Was it her or was it something else that was bothering Haruka? She really wanted to ask but she was afraid to do so. Haruka had already told her she would need some time to be able to trust her again.

''You're quiet, is everything okay?'' The blonde racer asked causing Michiru to snap out of her thoughts and nod.

''I'm fine...''

''Good, now what do you say if we both head home, it's pretty late and I got to work tomorrow in the early morning.''

''Sure...'' Michiru answered with a sad tone in her voice. But when she felt the blonde's arm on her shoulder she forced a smile and looked up.

''Don't act like it's a goodbye, if you want we can meet eachother at the Blue dragon tomorrow evening, it's a new restaurant.'' Haruka said.

''I would love to.'' The smaller girl replied as she crawled off the tomboy's lap.''I'll see you tomorrow then, what time?''

''I'll pick you up at seven.'' Said Haruka.''And don't worry, I got your address.'' She added and waved the little note, Michiru had given her on the track, past the smaller girl's face.

''How embarrassing.''

''Til tomorrow then.'' Haruka said and before she walked away she placed a small kiss on Michiru's cheek. The smaller girl didn't know how to react to that and whispered a silent 'good night' to the tomboy before turning around, heading back to Minako's house. Things were really looking up for her.

When Haruka got home later that evening, Alice was already waiting for her in the livingroom. The look on the brunette's face wasn't very promising.''And where have you been?''

''Out...'' The blonde replied.

''You went to that Michiru girl didn't you? First you talk to her about loving her in the past , when i'm standing next to you and then you yell at me because I called her a whore. Now tell me, are you having an affair with that girl?''

''Oh shut the hell up. You were standing next to me when I talked to her this morning, you damn well know i'm not having an affair with Michiru, she's just an old friend.''

''Don't lie! I saw you two in the park!'' Alice yelled. She sounded really angry at this point but Haruka didn't care, until she realised what the brunette just said.

''You spied on me?''

''I wouldn't call it spying, I followed you to that park, I saw you touching her, I saw her sitting on your lap and I saw you kissing her!''

Haruka rolled her eyes.''You need to get your eyes check, yes she was sitting on my lap and yes i've been holding her too but I didn't kiss her, only on the cheek and that isn't cheating or anything, it was just an innocent gesture.''

''But it hurts me to see you kiss her like that, or be around her like that.'' Alice cried as she run into Haruka's arms. Again the blonde rolled her eyes. She was getting sick and tired of Alice's games. She knew Alice was only playing the victem right now because she felt attacked by Michiru.

''We're just friends Alice. If you want me to stop seeing her, I won't do that. She's my friend, just like you have your own friends that I don't like.''

The brunette pulled back from her fiancée with an angered look on her face.''You can sleep on the couch then , I won't talk to you until you get rid of that blue haired psychotic girlfriend stealing whore!''

''Then you can stop using your freaking mouth because it ain't gonna happen Alice, I love you, I really do but what you're asking of me now is just impossible. And don't call her names when you don't know her!'' With that Haruka brushed past her fiancée and walked into the bedroom to get some blankets for on the couch.

To be continued

Not a perfect relationship between Alice and Haruka, don't you think? Hehe, anyway let me know what you think of it so far.