Disclaimer : Nope, I have to dissapoint all of you, I don't own Sailor moon but I do own this plot, that's enough for now.
Warning : This chapter contains a few words that should be rated M, but I don't think it's bad enough for me to change the rating of the whole story...Also does this chapter contain lyrics of the song ''Look what you've done'' where I also got the title for this story of. (This song mostly points out the emotions of Alice, Sakura and Michiru in this chapter...)I do not own that song, the reason I'm using it is because it fits this chapter perfectly...I hope it won't bother you too much...
Look what you've done
Chapter ten
Facing the past, Alice uncovered
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
After Michiru had left, Haruka couldn't stop but wonder what exactly had happened. She had kissed Michiru, no Michiru had kissed her. Or had it all been just a dream? It couldn't be, if this had been a dream then Haruka would've enjoyed that kiss, instead of that she had felt no spark at all. How could it be that there had been no spark between them. Were Haruka's feelings for the aqua haired girl just a simple crush, nothing more? Or had she been right ever since the beginning and the girl she had just kissed wasn't the real Michiru. Haruka decided to pick the first option. After all Michiru didn't have a twin and things like clones and that kind of stuff didn't excist. Only in movies.
Maybe she should just go to Michiru and talk about it, Maybe it would help her clear out some thought. Not even the aqua haired girl would get out of this one. Haruka who just turned around the corner, suddenly bumped into someone who obviously was in a hurry. With an apologizing look on her face Haruka stared at the person she had just bumped into. Much to her own suprise it was Michiru.
At first she didn't believe her own eyes. After all what are the odds you walk into the same person you're thinking of that very moment. Let alone stand that this person had just run away from you a couple of hours ago. ''Ah Haruka, what a coincidence i'm running into you, if you have a moment...I'd like to ask you something.'' Michiru said in the same cold voice as she had used in their fight from before. Her tone was much unlike the tone she had used before she kissed Haruka. Or atleast, that was what the blonde tomboy thought. After all it had been Minako kissing her. Not the real Michiru.
''No need to be so cold, I want to talk to you as well.'' Haruka replied.
''If you're going to tell me that I was right about you and Alice, I don't want to hear it. But I need to know, what is Alice's last name?'' Michiru asked, trying to sound politely though the annoyed tone in her voice showed cracks.
''Alice Vox, why do you ask?'' Haruka questioned.''And no it's not about you being right about Alice it's about you kissing me...''
''Vox, okay tha...what!'' Michiru yelped when Haruka's words finally hit her.''I kissed you!''
''What are you going to tell me now that it was me who kissed you first, don't be such a childish person. We both know what happened in there and I have to know why. Why in the name of god did you have to kiss me? Your action was kind of bold...So unlike you.''
''First of all Tenoh, you know nothing about me anymore and second...I never kissed you. In my whole life our lips haven't touched and I intend to keep it that way. No if you mind...I'm going to see Sakura, she has some serious explaining to do.''
''You're going to get back with Sakura?'' Haruka asked, a wave of jealousy washed over her. She didn't even know where it came from. But then she realised their previous subject of conversation.''And what are you talking about, don't tell me all that running made you lose your memory and now you're a simple case of Amnesia.''
Michiru fliched at Haruka's harsh tone.''No ofcourse i'm not going back to Sakura to date her again. I would rather die than go back with that cheater, for your information, the real reason i'm going back to her is because of you...And I didn't caught amnesia, you're just toying with me.'' And with that Michiru turned away, hoping that Haruka would leave her alone now. No such luck ofcourse.
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Before Michiru even knew it, Haruka had taken her arm in her hand with a firm grip.''Don't just walk away from me.'' The blonde tomboy hissed.''You can't just kiss someone, walk away and tell that same person you're going back to your ex because of them. I think you owe me an explaination.''
The smaller girl just stood there for a moment, considering her options. Should she tell Haruka about her real reasons? Then again why would she? Haruka wasn't even trying to be nice with her and now there was this kissing thing, Maybe the tomboy had been drunk last night and assumed she was kissing her but...That didn't make any sense at all.''Fine, I'm going to see Sakura because I need to know if the Alice you are dating, the Alice you're about to marry is the same Alice as the girl who Sakura cheated on me with.''
Haruka was speechless at this point, slowly she released Michiru's arm. Her eyes never leaving the deep blue ones of the smaller girl in front of her.''That's low, Alice would never cheat on me. You claim you're doing this for me but we both know that you're doing this for yours...'' She was cut off by Michiru's lips that suddenly were pressed to hers. For a moment she thought about pushing the smaller girl away but when she suddenly noticed how different this kiss was from the one she had gotten earlier this day she couldn't help it but like it. And before she even noticed it she was returning the kiss at full passion.
Michiru who still had no idea what the reason for this action had been smiled into the kiss. At first she was afraid that Haruka would push her away but when she felt Haruka open her mouth for Michiru's tongue to enter she felt relieved. All her doubts, fears were suddenly washed away. She had never felt this way before, not even with Sakura. She now knew how foolish it had been, pushing Haruka away all those years ago. Sure she had realised that earlier but now she held no doubts about it anymore.
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Finally they pulled back, both out of breath.''Now you can claim I kissed you...'' Michiru whispered, realising the position they were in now. She stood close to Haruka, so close that she was sure that if she'd listen carefully she could hear Haruka's racing heart.
''I guess so...but...why?'' Haruka asked, not knowing what else to say.
Michiru finally pulled away from the blonde completely.''I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that. It's just...I missed you so much during the years of our seperation, I had to risk it. I needed to taste your lips only if it would only be for once. Still...I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done it, after all you and Alice are to be mar...'' She was interrupted by the blonde who pressed her fingers against the smaller girl's lips.
''Ssh Michiru, I know you're not sorry about it. Neither am I. I enjoyed kissing you. It might sound cruel to say but when you kissed me, I don't know...A lot of things went through me but not guilt or regrets. It was everything I had expected and more...'' Haruka paused for a moment.''Michiru...What you said about Alice cheating on me...You were kidding right?''
Michiru finally broke eye contact with Haruka, taking the blonde's question the wrong way.''So that's why you kissed me back, why you just told me you liked kissing me. How foolish of me...Yes Haruka I meant it but if you want me to lie, I will. I can tell you it are just my assuming thoughts going crazy. But if you think about it, how many Alice's can you find her in Tokyo ?''
''What...no, no you misunderstood!'' Haruka said, hitting herself mentally. She didn't want to scare the smaller girl away with her question. She never had been good with finding the right words. All she wanted to do was hold Michiru, forget about her problems and all the questions that were running through her head at the moment.
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
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Michiru hadn't even given Haruka a chance to explain after that. She had just walked away, ignoring the blonde's calls. If Haruka didn't want to know the truth behind Alice then she would just find out the truth for herself. Sure it had gone through her mind a couple of times that she had no right to do this. She hadn't seen Haruka in three years, what right did she have to suddenly pop up again and start to mess around in Haruka's life again?
But before she could make up any more excuses for not going on with this she already reached her former house. Nothing had changed, the walls, the door, the big windows and the roses in the front yard that Michiru always enjoyed so much, they were still there. Looking as if time hadn't passed at all.
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
The smaller girl took one last deep breath, closed her eyes and then softly knocked on the front door. Sakura's car was parked outside so there was no doubt she was home. After a few more minutes of knocking on the front door Sakura finally opened up, looking tired. There was no doubt she had just gotten out of bed. ''Michiru...'' She stated with a suprised look on her face. It was clear for everyone to see that the brunette didn't know what to do.
''Sakura...'' Michiru said, feeling all her strength leave her body. She suddenly remembered how much she had loved this person, how dedicated she had been. How could Sakura cheat on her and just hurt her like that? Quickly she shook her head, trying to focus on why she really was here.''Listen Sakura, I have to know something. If you loved me in any kind of way, tell me the last name of...'' Michiru couldn't even continue because before she could a small pink haired girl showed up behind Sakura, smiling sweetly.''What the...''
''Michi, love I can explain...this is Yoko Matebé, she's a friend of mine and we were just...eh...''
Michiru smirked amused. She couldn't believe what she was seeing but at the same time she felt very amused by the fact that Sakura still felt obligated to explain herself to her.''It's okay Sakura, we're no longer together, you can screw whoever you'd like. Besides I hadn't expected any different from you.''
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
''Is she ya ex?'' The pink haired girl asked while hugging Sakura from behind. The brunette obviously wasn't happy with the others actiosn but decided not to react to it.''She ain't half as ugly as ya said she was luv'. Could it be yer two timin' me here?''
''Two timing ?'' Michiru laughed.''Girl you should be happy if she was ten-timing you, I wanna bet to a million yen that she has over twenty more other girls to screw around. Ya ain't so special.'' She said, imitating the pink haired girl's accent.
''What are you doing here Michi, if you didn't come here to beg for my love again, then what can I do?'' Sakura asked, glaring at the aqua haired girl.
''Beg you for your love again ? Good one Sakura, nah I would never come between you and your cowboy chick.'' Michiru stated.''Actually, remember the girl you cheated me on with...Ah i'm sure you can't even remember who it was, well her first name is Alice, does that ring a bell ?''
''The best fuck I've ever had, especially since my sex life with my current wife at that point sucked big time.'' Sakura answered with a evil smirk on her face.
''It's sad to see you feel you have to defend yourself Sakura, after all you said she didn't mean anything to you and if i'm correct it was me, your lousy wife, who left you and not otherwise. Anyway, would you be so nice to tell me Alice's last name?'' It wasn't a question, more like a demand.
''So you can kill her or call the newspaper, no way. I respect her privacy...'' Sakura hissed, she was really to close the door again if it hadn't been for Michiru who quickly stepped inside.
''You're acting like she's a client...well let me guess then, Alice Mizu ?''
''Nope.'' Sakura replied with the same evil smirk on her face like she had before. Michiru was never going to guess it.
''Alice Katloz ?'' Michiru asked, knowing the answer. She was just toying with Sakura.
''Nope...Give up Michi, love. You'll never guess it ri...''
''Alice Vox ?'' Sakura didn't evne finish her sentence, not like she had to. The expression on her face told the smaller girl enough. She had guessed right. But at the same time she felt sad, she was right. This meant that Haruka was going to marry someone who wasn't even worth of her love. What could she do now?
'' Ya know wha?'' Yoko suddenly said.''Me don't like no cheaters, I gave my luv an' it seems you are just gonna shove it into me pretty face...'' With that the pink haired girl brushed past Sakura and Michiru and started to walk towards a blue car, which probably was hers.
''Happy now ?'' Sakura asked the smaller girl.'' She was perfect to replace you. All she had to get rid of was that damn accent. It's so annoying...''
''You are mistaken me for someone who cares Sakura. You know what you're problem is? You don't respect people for who they are, Yoko wasn't right for you because her accent, I was no good because I couldn't please you in bed it seems and what was wrong with Alice ah? Any reason she got replaced?''
Sakura seemed quiet for a moment until she broke down into fits of laughter.''Who said I replaced her. I'm still seeing her. She likes to get slapped and get the blame for you leaving me. She likes it when I compare her to you. You should know I love that horny stuff...''
Once again the brunette got interrupted by Michiru.''Once again sweety, I don't care. Now i'm going back...Enjoy your bondage and...stuff...'' Michiru was about to walk away when she heard Sakura whisper her name.
''How did you know her last name ? Why is it so important to you in the first place?'' She asked, earning a wink from the aqua haired girl.
''Remember Haruka ?''
Sakura rolled her eyes.''How could I forget...why?''
''Alice is Haruka's fiancée.'' Michiru stated as Sakura went wide eyed.''Yeah I know, I know. Suprise suprise. I was just as shocked as you.'' Michiru went on, enjoying every moment of Sakura's suprise and shock. This was her way of getting revenge.
''Yeah i'm suprised, after all Haruka is a tomboy with a sex driven mind. I would've thought she'd be able to get something together in bed.'' Came the reply from the still suprised Sakura. Michiru just rolled her eyes. She honestly had enjoyed seeing Sakura again because finally she got the strength together to defend herself in a way that made Sakura feel low and bad about herself but at the same time she felt sad, how was she going to explain this to Haruka?
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
To be continued...
Hi everyone, I know I know it has been a long time since my last update but i've been really busy lately. I'm glad that I still got a lot of reviews even though the fanfiction net has had its down points this month. Anyway like i've said before, i'm going to stop writing sailor moon fanfics after I finish my unfinished ones and my new fic i'm still working on. This ofcourse doesn't mean that you can't send story requests to me. I almost take all requests, as long as it involves Shoujo-ai and no Seiya/Haruka pairing. I simply don't have a feel for that. Once again, thanks for all your reviews and well, let me know what you think so far! I will try to make the next update longer and faster.