A/N:
Author(A): Dedicated to poor Amelia and what happened to her after my first one. And if you like Amelia, DON'T READ THIS! I was in a very mean and frustrated mood when I wrote this… So there's tons of Amelia bashing… And the '-' symbol mean that the letter before it was…stressed in the song. Which I highly recommend you listen to, great song.
Lina: Are you finished rambling yet?
A: Almost. :) 'Kay, now I'm done.
I wanted you to know, that I love the way you laugh!
The Sailune princess sighed. Her thoughts were on him, as always. The chimera. Her first love.
I want to hold you high and steal your pain, awa-ay!
She had always longed to hold him, when he had seemed upset… Now there was no chance of that.
I keep your photograph, not know it serves me well! I wanna hold you high and steal your pain!
Amelia sighed once more and reached into the worn pack beside her, pulling out a portrait of a certain chimera. She gently traced the lines of his face, smiling softly.
'Cause I'm bro-keen, and I'm loo-osome, and I don't feeel right, when you go-o away.
Her broken heart ached with longing. She was so lonely; and tired; and hurt. Yes, everything hurt. Especially the beating organ in her chest.
You've gone away! You don't fe-eel me here, in my heart.
She felt invisible. Amelia had even gone to their wedding, and they had all ignored her, ignored her tears. I bet no one expected them to get together, She thought bitterly; everyone had expected Miss Lina and Mister Gourry to pair up. Even me.
The worst is over now! And we can breathe again!
But that had been a while ago. She had heard that they were expecting a baby. But that to had been a while ago. And now she just existed, a broken heart and soul.
I wanna hold you high and steal my pain, awa-ay!
She just wanted to be held; someone to take away the pain, and betrayal, if for only a little while. The princess once again reached into her pack, pulling out a dagger this time. Oh, the irony, she thought, Mister Zelgadis gave me this weapon, to defend myself. Tell me, Mister Zelgadis, could this dagger end my pain?
The soul is left to learn, and no one left to fight! I wanna hold you high and steal your pain!
Amelia raised the dagger to her chest, and tensed. She sat there for several minutes before lowering it again. I can't, I'm to weak. Why can't you love me, Mister Zelgadis? I was the one for you, not Miss Lina! Why can't you just see…
'Cause I'm broken and I'm open! And I don't fe-eel right, am I strong enough?
Amelia put the dagger away. I'll go see them, and wish them luck together… But… Would I be strong enough to not do something horrible to Miss Lina? Or break down crying… ?… Yes, I will be. I have to be.
'Cause I'm broken! And I'm lonesome! And I don't feeel right, when you gone away!
Amelia Wil Tesla Sailune picked up her pack and stood up from the stump she had been sitting on. The girl slowly turned and began to walk away, heart and soul broken by lost love, mind beginning to take the first steps down the road of madness. I will find you Mister Zelgadis… And you will confess that you love me, not Miss Lina. And then we can be together!
A/N:
Zel: Angst. Didn't know you had it in you.
A: Gotta do something to keep my evil side happy :)
Lina: You have an evil side?
A: Yup. Her name is Morwen.
Morwen: (is a dark-haired, silver-eyed, evil-looking were-girl) I will kill you all. :)
All: (edge away from Morwen slowly)
A: Okay! Wrapping this up before anyone ELSE can come through!
DISCLAIMER: Slayers, nor 'I'm Broken' by Evanescence and Seether belong to me. Morwen does. And you do not want her. Trust me.