Nightmare

by SDJ

This is Sasuke's nightmare about Itachi. I used a lot of Linkin Park songs and put verses of them together to make a songfic. It's actally pretty cool. Please R&R! not Itasasu [light sasusaku] [oneshot]

Ok so this is a strange fic using a bunch of Linkin park songs all added to a fic…I don't know, don't ask.

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto characters nor these songs from Linkin Park.

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Feet hit the ground quickly, running as fast as humanly possible. I needed to get away, needed to run.

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb

It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played

But no matter how fast I ran he was always right there. One step ahead and staring back at me with those red eye's.

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

He's staring, and I'm falling. And all of a sudden I remember everything, and these memories won't leave me alone. And they all tell me to forget you, but they don't know. I can't forget you because you're a part of me.

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do
Will distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say
Put all the pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize
Instead of setting it free
I took what I hated and made it part of me

And I know that it's all my fault, I've realized that. Because you were always my incentive, my reason. And I used you just like you used me.

And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate myself from what I've done
I've given up a part of me
I've let myself become you

And I left Konoha to find you. I wanted to get rid of you so I could live. And yet I am you and you are me. We are missing-nin that ran away for power. And no matter how hard I try I will always be an Uchiha who ran away-just like you.

Hearing your name
The memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I'd see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away I was committed myself to them
And every day I regret those things
'Cause now I see
That I took what I hated and made it a part of me

I didn't want to be you. But I am. And now they all know and even though I came back and took my punishment they all look at me and see you.

I am
Little bit of loneliness
A little bit of disregard
A handful of complaints
But I can't help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am
What I want you to want
What I want you to feel
But it's like
No matter what I do
I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here
'Cause you're all I got

Everyone stays away cause they all saw the scars. I tried to kill you because I wanted you to feel my power. And you never turned back around. After you left you never watched me struggle but even after you hurt me and killed them.

You love the things I say I'll do
The way I'll hurt myself again just to get back at you
You take away when I give in
My life
My pride is broken

And even after you broke me. I still loved you.

I don't need you anymore
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day
Of you wasting me away

With no apologies

You were always my brother.

Sometimes I
Feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I
Just feel like screaming at myself
Somestimes I'm
In Disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
Need to be alone

I always wanted to be you. I idolized you. But I never saw that you were in pain.

Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste
Is more than I can take

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

I was sure you were perfect. But when I was running away, you were just ahead of me and suddenly I realized that I was running after you.

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

But now I need my own life. I need to be me. So I decided to turn around and stop chasing after you. And it was only then that I saw you and we fought.

Get away from me
Gimme my space back
You gotta just go
Everything comes down to memories of you
I've kept it in but now i'm letting you know
I've let you go
Get away from me

I won. Because I turned my back on you. I can't forget those memories because they're pat of me. But I can let you go. I'm not afraid and I'm not alone.

Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past

I can let those memories go so you can rest peacefully. I had to let go of a piece of me but now I can see what I couldn't before. Now this nightmare is ending.

I've let myself become you
I've let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you

I gave up these memories just to get rid of you. Even though you're in my chest you aren't in my head. I'm glad because if you were in my head I might get lost in you. And I could lose me again.

I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear
For the last time
I won't trust myself with you

I won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you
Waste myself on you
You

You're in my chest but you'll have to make room. Cause my nightmare of you has ended and I'm just me. I'm sitting up in bed now and I know my back is riddled with scars. And I know I was having a nightmare but this time I'm at peace and my cheeks are dry. So make room. Because I've let go of you and I've taken her. And she's under my skin and even now I can feel her against my side. She's worried and she's looking at me and my scars and my mistake.

And she loves them all.

"Did you have another nightmare?"

"Yes. But I'm fine now. Go back to sleep, Sakura."

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This is harder than it looks, phew. All Linkin park songs and they all rock. Though I still think Linkin park watched Naruto and then wrote all of their songs on the characters in it. Please review!