Lu has to cope with Mickey's death & try to keep her strength up to run the clinic. When she is driving to work this song comes on & it makes her think of Mickey.

I used to be lunatic from the gracious days
I used to be woebegone and so restless nights
My aching heart would bleed for you to see
Oh but now...

(I don't find myself bouncing round whistling
and fortunes to make me cry)
No more "I love you's"
The language is leaving me
No more "I love you's"
Changes are shifting outside the word
(The lover speaks about the monsters)
I used to have demons in my room at night
Desire,despair,desire,so many monsters
Oh but now...
(I don't find myself bouncing round whistling
and fortunes to make me cry)

No more "I love you's"
The language is leaving me
No more "I love you's"
The language is leaving me in silence
No more "I love you's"
Changes are shifting outside the word

They were being really crazy
They were on the come.
And you know what mammy?
Everybody was being really crazy.
Uh huh.
The monsters are crazy.
There are monsters outsides.

No more "I love you's"
The language is leaving me
No more "I love you's"
The language is leaving me in silence
No more "I love you's"
Changes are shifting outside the word

Outside the word

-- RWHC--

"Lu Andy said she can cover for you today."

"I'm fine Kayla."

"Lu you had a difficult night with Mickey, go home & shower."

"Kayla."

"Okay, it's just you know how you are."

"I have to take care of my patients & I can't leave Mickey."

"Lu baby go home and shower, get some sleep."

"Okay."

-- Andy's office--

"Peter can you get these papers to the court house for me?"

"Sure thing doctor Campbell. "

"I'm scared to tell the girls."

"Divorce papers?"

"Afraid so."

"I'm sure the girls will understand if you talk to them about it."

"I hope so Peter."

(Six hours later)

--Hallway / ER--

"Lu they just brought in one of your patients."

"Is she in the ER?"

"Yeah."

"Lu what's wrong with me?"

"I'll see what I can do to help you feel better."

"Nick what's the pre-diagnosis?"

"Lu it looks heart related."

"Lu look at this her heart rate dropped from fifty to thirty."

"Damn."

"There is something we can do."

"What?"

"Lu is Mickey an organ donor?"

"How could you even ask?"

"Yeah here's his donor card it was attached to his drivers license."

"Lu they are both B-."

"No I need time to think about this."

--Mickey's hospital room--

"Mom Lana told me that you've been here most of the day."

"Marc everyone already tried to get me to go home I can't."

"I went home for six hours and I can't leave him again."

"Mom it's okay I wasn't going to say anything. So is there any change?"

"No."

"Marc I have to take this page can you sit with Mickey?"

(The nursery)

"Lu can you do that procedure today?"

"I don't know."

(Andy knocks)

"Lu I can take care of this for you."

"Thanks."

"Go back to Mickey."

--Mickey's hospital room--

"Mickey I was going to ask you to move in with me..."

"I just never got the chance."

(In the hall Andy catches up to Lu)

"Lu did you decide what you want to do about Mickey?"

"I found his organ donor card in his wallet."

"And?"

"Well I guess I need to save my patient."

"Okay then. Are you up for this?"

"I can watch & I want to be with him when they take his heart."

--Doctor Jacksons office--

"Delgado we have a problem."

"What kind of problem?"

"Your patient doesn't get Mickey's heart apparently a female prisoner needs it."

"Excuse me?"

"Delgado I'm sorry but my hands are tied."

"I don't know anything about this woman & I already told my patient that she could get the heart."

"Delgado it was a domestic violence related killing."

"No, I'm not going to give Mickey's heart to some killer so she can live to see her execution day."

"You already signed the paper work."

"Fine."

(In the OR)

"Lu are you sure you want to watch this?"

"No, but I'm going to."