A/N: chapter replacedby beta version nothing else is changed

Disclamer: I don't own anything with D.N.Angel

Warnings: will be yaoi mean boy/boy relationship don't like don't read. they will be a little OOC...

Beta: Now it is! Thank you Golda!

Chapter 11

Something awoke Dark the next morning. He didn't know what had awakened him, but he struggled to open his eyes. Finding himself in unknown surroundings made him pull himself into a sitting position. Looking around he noticed he was in a hospital. Closing his eyes, he concentrated on remembering what had happened the day before. He slowly opened his eyes and let out a sigh.

Everything that had happen the day before, he'd hoped to avoid it all, or had he? He had enjoyed the evening with Krad, maybe more than he should have.

He didn't know what to think anymore. His crush on Krad was far from over. He pulled his legs up, put his arms around them and rested his head on his knees. How Krad had dressed the day before didn't help him to forget the other boy as he knew that after the project was over he wouldn't have a reason to be near Krad and Krad would probably abandon him.

Dark let out a loud sigh and thought back on everything that had happen the day before. The day had started like usual but ended strange. Everything had gone downhill ever since he had gotten to school. Why couldn't school have just gone on like it normal, before the teachers had come up with that idea. But he had met Krad, he had spoken to Krad and Krad had spoken to him. He couldn't call the day before a total disaster but it was pretty close.

A thought came to him, if it had been someone else and not Krad that had asked him to dress like a girl would he have done it? After he thought about it a bit he decided no. No, he wouldn't have dressed like a girl if anyone but Krad had asked him. He shook that thought away and went back to what had happen the day before.

Why had someone tried to drug him? There had been no reason for that, right? No, he shook his head again. There was no reason he knew him to be drugged, so why had they done it? Was there another reason than because he had said no to that other guy? It felt like there was, it couldn't only be that. Once again he shook his head. Why did everything seem to happen to him?

He let out a sigh and thought about Krad. What was going to happen after they had finished their assignment? Will they be able to finish it now then he had wrecked everything. The look in Krad's eyes when he had left the day before made him feel nervous. He had promised to come today but… would he? Maybe he just said that because the doctor was there? But he had touched his cheek. He had felt something strange as Krad had reached out and placed his hand on his cheek while looking into his eyes. No, it couldn't only be because of the doctor. Or could it? He wasn't sure of anything anymore. Could he trust Krad? He had told Takeshi… but as he had told Krad the day before maybe it was a good thing. Maybe Risa would leave him alone… or maybe not. He had tried to get her to stop following him, but she was sure that he liked her, and she didn't take no for an answer.

He smiled sadly when he thought about what Krad had said about her twin sister Riku. Maybe he was in the same situation as he. No, there was no way Krad could like other boys. He had only seen girls around him, sure there had been boys looking after him as he walked through the hallways -he had been one of them- but he had never seen him take any interest in any of them.

His eyes moved to the window and he could see the sun start to rise before him, he had known it was early but not that it was that early. He wished he had his sketchpad so he could paint it, but his sketch block was ho… no. No it wasn't. He had had it with him as he walked to Krad's; he never left it at home. He didn't want his parents to find it or they would have destroyed it. They didn't like the fact that he liked to draw. But his pad wasn't home, though he wished it had been. It was at Krad's house, and he didn't want Krad to see it as there were a lot of drawings of him in it. Something told him that Krad would find his sketchpad and if he did he was as good as dead. If Krad found out that he had a crush on him their friendship would be over before it had begun. He knew he never would have Krad as more than a friend, and he didn't want to lose what small friendship they had formed.

He closed his eyes and let his head fall back. Couldn't that doctor come so he could leave? There was nothing wrong with him, the doctor had said so himself. So why did he have to stay? They had even hooked him up to a machine.

He opened his eyes again and looked at the heart rate machine. He listened to the sound of the machine and watched the steady line broken by even pulses, becoming entranced. The even sound of his own heartbeat calmed him down and he lay down on the bed again, eventually falling back to sleep.

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Krad awoke to the feeling that he had forgotten something, though what he wasn't sure. He shook his head to clear his mind before he rose from the bed. When he had come home last night he had ignored Rei and gone directly to bed. Maybe he should have talked to Rei, but he couldn't bring himself to do so. When he had left Dark at the hospital the guilty feeling had come back stronger than ever. Sure Dark would be fine, but it was still his fault that he was in the hospital at all.

A knock at the door made him look up. He was quite sure he knew who it was, and as he opened the door, he was proven right; it was his sister.

"Rei," he said, standing aside and letting her in.

"Krad, are you all right? You don't look good. Tell me what's wrong."

Krad looked his sister right in the eyes and let out a sigh. She was right about him not being alright. But could he really tell her everything? No, of course not. He couldn't tell her about Dark, at least not that he's a boy.

"I'm all right, I'm just worried."

Rei looked at him and she shook her head. "Go eat something and come to my room. She's all right. Don't worry. Just eat, and we can talk. Then you can go and see her. Don't give up yet."

Krad looked at her and she gave him a small smile before she left the room. Krad waited until she was gone before he let out another sigh. She was right. Dark was fine, but he still felt that it was his fault. He shook his head and grabbed some clothes. He didn't care what it was, he just grabbed the first thing he found. He dressed quickly before he left his room and headed for the bathroom.

He looked at himself in the mirror and saw that Rei was right. He didn't look good. His worry covered every inch of his face, magnified further by his guilt. He placed his hands on either side of the washbasin and lowered his head.

"Why am I so stupid?" he asked himself. "Why did I suggest that stupid idea?" The thought didn't leave his mind alone. He had to ask for forgiveness again or he wouldn't be able to look at the other boy without feeling guilty. He raised his head and looked himself in the eyes before he splashed his face with some water.

He finished in the bathroom and went to get some breakfast. He didn't feel hungry, but if he didn't eat he knew that Rei would find someway to force him.

After a piece of toast and something to drink he left the kitchen and walked to his sister's room. He hadn't seen Satoshi since the day before when he asked for Rei's help, but he was probably on his way to school. Krad shook his head at that, his brother was always off so early. If he didn't know better he would have thought that he was meeting someone.

Once he reached Rei's room he knocked on the door and heard a faint 'Come in' before he walked entered the room. The room was empty, but he had kind of expected that; he knew where Rei was. There was only one place where she could be. Her darkroom. He walked up to it and knocked on the door. He had learned a long time ago to wait until she came out, or he would have an angry sister on his neck. If he walked in while she was developing a photo she'd have to do it again, and even those she had already developed but still hadn't been finished were still sensitive to light, and he didn't want to destroy any more of her photos.

Five minutes after he had knocked, Rei walked out of the darkroom with a brown envelope.

"Did you eat anything?" she asked when she saw him. He gave her a nod as an answer. "Good, I know you're worried about your girlfriend…I still don't know her name. You called her Dark on the phone yesterday, is that her name?"

Girlfriend? When had that happened? Name?

"Yes," he said. "Her name's Dark." It felt wrong to say her but he wouldn't tell anyone else without him saying that he could. He'd said it one time too many already.

"Take this to her," Rei said and made him look at her again. She held out the envelope she'd brought out when she came out of the darkroom. He took it and nodded.

Before he could leave the room to head for the hospital as he had promised Dark, Rei grabbed his arm and dragged him into a tight hug. "Don't worry, everything will be all right, trust me," she said before she let him go and ran back to the darkroom.

Krad watched her, shook his head, and walked out of the room, out the front door, and toward the hospital.

It took him about ten minutes to get to the hospital. Once he entered he slowed down and started to feel nervous. What would Dark say?

He found his way to Dark's room only to find out that he wasn't alone. He walked up to the door knowing he did something he shouldn't and started to listen to the conversation in the room.

"Young man, you had better explain yourself. What was I to think when the doctor called me this morning and told me that you were in the hospital? I thought that you were hurt badly. But…"

"Mother, listen to me. I was with a friend last night and when he was in the rest room someone wanted to have some fun and put something in my glass. It wasn't anything dangerous but the doctor doesn't want to release me. I know I should have called you but I didn't want to disturb you since I knew you were asleep. I didn't even know that the doctor had called you."

Krad wanted to continue listening, but a hand on his shoulder made him look away from the door. He met the eyes of the doctor he had met the day before.

"I think they're having a private conversation, and I don't think you should be listening in," the doctor said and led Krad away from the door.

"Is he all right?" he asked the doctor when they were some distance from Dark's room.

"Well he seems fine, but all of the tests haven't come back yet, so we don't know for sure."

Krad met the eyes of the doctor. There might still be a chance that something was wrong with Dark.

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A/N: chapter is not beta yet but will be replaced when it is. I couldn't wait too long to update since I haven't don it in a while.. anyway here was chapter 10 I hoped you enjoyed it. this story is becomeing way longer than I planed from the begining... a lot of things I hadn't planed for has happen... but I still enjoy writing it ;P
anyway now it's time to go to bed. I'm tired. bye bye please review;P