Now 1/2
I used to smile all day, you know? All day, every minute of it, except when we were talking about Lucretia or my mother, but now that she is here, and I see her every hr of the day, I don't know what to do.
Shelke, yes I think that's her name, I don't hate her, no I don't, no I won't, she is older than me, she is good in everything that I'm not, except for my fighting skills, as Lucretia.
I'm about to end this, I have been in Tifa's for too long, and I need to go to Wutai, there none one can take my place, I'm the princess and Godo is really old now I have to take his place, I think he'll like the way I'm now, my hair is longer, I don't smile often, and I look solemn, I look like mom, but she used to smile.
I entered the kitchen, everyone was there, today I changed my way of dressing too, you know, dresses aren't that bad. Everyone is staring at me, and I don't care, and I'm not smileing, I can't feel Vincent's eyes in my face, probably he's looking at Shelke, but like I said I don't care, not enymore.
I told everyone my plans, slowly so they won't have to ask me to repeat, I saw how Tifa looked worriedly at Cloud, she is 6 weeks now, I´m exited, the baby that's coming it's going to be my godson, mine and Vincent's.
After taht I took my bag, it's dirty and it does not look good with my dress, my chocobo it's wateing out side, I'm going.